Ah yes, so special is the human race. Really, everyone give
yourselves a round of applause simply for being homosapien. A step above
everything else right? Depends on how you look at it I suppose. Come face
to face with an angry fuckin animal, nearly any animal, and see how high
and mighty you are. But really, we are the geniuses of the animal kingdom.
And you know what we deserve for that? I think we deserve to have a God.
It makes sense don't you think? We have some extra gray matter up there,
so suddenly we decided that we MUST have been created by this great supreme
being. And he gave us all these wonderful lower life forms to serve us.
Fuck that. When you get right down to it, what are we? What is
everything? A vast collection of atoms and electrical impulses. That's
all. A table of the elements is more complex than we are, we just have our
elements a bit more jumbled. We are evolution's practical joke on the
earth. We create, build, commercialize, industrialize, develop morals,
sciences, arts, and then just for a little spice and added kick we blow it
all to hell with our glorious weapons. But what in that was worth
destroying, or better yet, creating in the first place? When all that is
combined our entire lives are designed to get us comfortable so that we can
breed and die. I write to make myself feel better about who I am and what
I'm doing with my life. but will anyone remember what I've done in 100
years? Should I care if no one does? Depressing, yet I feel, quite the
truth. So have a good time, enjoy life while it lasts, for some day you
will merely be atoms, no electrical impulses that allow you to create,
love, destroy, "exist". See that lion pacing in the cage little Johnny?
That's a little something I like to call "human conquest." You'll
understand that. someday, little Johnny. Some day.
