:D I like this story..o.o Or just the plot of it. You might not like it..but I do. xD Okay..o.o Keeping this simple. Lemme..go over a few things. The Demons have left Sora blind..and she feels like she's a mouse in a maze for the cheese, where people bet on which mouse would get to the cheese first. Isn't that horrible..? Alright..The Demons are giving Sora a year..to find someone t hat will love her for what she is. After that year, if she's in the same state she is now, They'll come back for her..and..You know. I hear Bell Tolls. A lot of Angst in beginning
***** = Major Major Scene Change [ Ex. From a Park to a ..let's say..Resturaunt.". ]
[ blank spaces ]= Minor Scene Change. [ like..a day to another day. ]
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon..;-;
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I continued walking..stepping about. My life has been so different, since they scarred my eyes and took away my eyesight.
Everything has been so different.. I miss..seeing so many things.
And I really can't rely on my eyes anymore, I have to rely on my other senses now. You know..Sense of Hearing...And Touch..Those important ones.
I miss seeing the world. I wonder how is it now? Has it changed anyhow?
Thinking about the world, I accidentally bumped into a figure. "Watch where your going, Bitch.." I heard a feminine voice squeal.
No. The world is still the same. All torn and cruel. Why must the world be this way? Why did these cruel monsters choose to pick on me..? What have I done? I know my time is ticking..away. And with the results I've been getting from everyone..It seems to me that ..well.. I think I should kill myself, before they come back. Oh..how I can imagine them laughing at my self-pity. Why wont anyone take time and listen to me?
I've been losing more and more hope, of regaining the life I once had.. I've grown concern of my own safety, so I stopped verturing out into the world. And I stayed in the same little area, I've stopped at. Days...had past since the time they let me go. I've got it. I'm commiting Suicide.
I sat down on the ground. I felt the ground--It seemed sandy..not exactly like the sand at the beach..It was like a mixture between dirt and sand. I closed my eyes, imaging what the region I was in, looked like. The Park. Odaiba..Park? [ x.x; I like the Park. SO SUE ME! ]. I released the sand I clutched so tightly in my hands; then I broke down to tears. Although I couldn't see the tears forming in my eyes, I could feel them. The warm, wet, salty liquid slid down my cheeks. I stopped immediately. I had heard something. I think I was hearing things..I decided to try and get a grip on myself in case I really did here..this voice. I started wiping my tears away with the tip of my sleeve.
"Hello..? Did you hear me? I asked if you were alright.." There the voice came once more.
I let out a startled gasp. I wasn't hearing things. This was really..really a person talking to me. Someone actually noticed me. I stood up, and wiped my dirty hands on my skirt. "Huh..? Are you talking to me?"
The person let out a soft chuckle. "Yeah..who else? There's no one here but you and me."
"Oh..Yes. I'm fine. Thank you for asking.." I replied with ever so much gratitude. Could this person be the one that can help me? Can he help me?
"Um..Are you sure you're fine..?" The voice came once again.
"Yes..Yes..." I nodded. I hope the conversation didn't end. He..This...This guy. This person; actually took time to talk to me. What a kind soul.
"Oh..Mind if I ask a question?" He asked nervously.
"No..Go ahead." I answered. What could he have ask me?
"Say..are..Are you..I don't mean to seem mean but, hey..are you Blind?" The voice asked, with ever so much gentleness and care.
What a sweet voice. Such a sweet voice. Oh..How I want to here him talk..forever. Please..Please keep on talking. "I..I....Yes I am. How..do you know?"
"Oh.." The guy replied, somewhat dumbfounded. "Well..You were faced sideways in the conversation. Usually, when people talk..they face each other...I..You know." He laughed sheepishly.
"Oh.."I turned red, feeling stupid. I turned around. "Is this better?"
"Yes..Much." He said. "Wow..So..Tell me about yourself.."
"Myself..?" He wants to know more about me? I feel faint. This is the most people have said to me, ever since I lost my eyesight. "Why do you want to know more about me? I think it's just a waste of your time..."
"No..No. Of course not. I just want to be closer with you...that's all. Is that alright..?" The guy said.
He's ever so friendly. How I wish I could see his face..But..who cares? Does he really care for me..as much as he seems to? What a kind soul..How I just want to reach out..touch his soft lips..and.... "Sure..Nice to meet you. My name is Sora. Sora Takenouchi."
"Sora..? Hm..." He thought.
"What is it?" I said puzzled.
"Sora's a beautiful name. I'm Yamato. Yamato Ishida."
"Yamato...Huh. I see..Nice to meet you, Yamato." I smiled. I wonder what he looks like when he smiles. I think he took a step closer to me...I could feel his body heat radiate into mine.
He took my hand in his. How they seemed to fit perfectly, just like a piece of a puzzle.
"Hey, So..Sora. Have you been alright..?" He asked. He sure seemed a bit worried. Why would a stranger like him be worried about a nonentity like me.
"I've been fine..Never better." I replied..with a light smirk. I could feel his smile casted on my face. I slowly slipped my quavering hands out of his..and..delicately placed them on his face. Closing my eyes, I could imagine what this gentle, kind soul would look like. He sounded not like a little kid, but not like an adult either. He seemed to be in his late teens..about Seventeen or So. "I'm sorry..Am..Am I frightening you..?" I asked..with a bit of hurt.
He shook his head lightly. "Not at all..But..Um..I just want to know what your doing.." He asked, a bit nervously.
"Please...Don't be scared. I'm not going to hurt you. Hey..after all..Can't hurt anyone if I can't see them..Eh? ..I'm..trying to imagine what you look like..kind sir."
I felt his facial structures..and as my fingers passed them, I identified the structures. "Here's..a nose..... Ears.. And lips..Eyes.."
"Is that all you can feel?" I heard his sarcasm. "You can't feel my..sexy blue eyes..? Or..My..Slick Blonde Hair..?"
I felt his lips curve into a smile. From what I felt..He sure had a great smile.
"You're full of jokes aren't you, bub?" I laughed. I laughed...I laughed. It seemed as if I hadn't laughed in forever.
"Of course I am." He chuckled.
Such ego..But yet..He was so attracting...I couldn't resist his attitude. I wanted him to stay with me forever.
"So..You ready..?" He asked.
"Ready for What?" I blinked a few times.
"To go to Dinner with me.." He suggested.
"Dinner..With you..?" Pinch me..I'm in heaven.
"So..You're saying you don't want to go to Dinner with me..?" He gave a sly chuckle.
"No..No! That's not it..I'm just thinking..I ..I feel so bothersome to you.." I admitted..turning my face away.
"You're no trouble at all..And I'll be really happy if you accepted my offer. Hey..Don't think that about yourself..You're a great person..and..Would you lok at that...I just met you a while ago.." He said placing his hand on my chin, turning my head to where it faced his.
"Well..if you are really telling the truth...Sure..I'd love to go to dinner with you." I said..feeling a bit ashamed by accepting his offer. He seemed like a rich guy to me; I mean..It's kind of difficult to find someone that would buy dinner for you. But then again..I haven't had a good meal for a while; I've been living off of leaves and bark..
"Alright..Well..Sora..I know this great resturaunt in downtown Odaiba, and they serve the best Chinese." He took my hands in his, while he guided me down the street. I was so excited..I wanted to stay with him forever. I hope..I hope he feels the same way I do.
Bah..Sora..You're having your hopes up to high. He's just a nice guy, treating someone like you to dinner. Don't expect too much..Sora.
He grabbed my hand..and led me the way down to the resturaunt. [ o.o I just had the weirdest Deja Vu I already said that. x.x; So if I did..SORRY. ]
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"Well..we're here!" Yamato announced.
"Great..! What's the resturaunt called?" I asked.
"I don't know..I can't read Chinese.." Yamato chuckled.
"You know, You are hilarious." I laughed. Gosh, I loved the way he laughed. I love the way his gentle skin touches mine. Stay with me forever..Please..
[ A/N: x.x; I know..in this story..Sora seems so desperate..and in my otheres..x.x; there's like a huge, thick concrete wall between Sora and her love for Ishida Yamato. Gomen. e.e; Anyway..how's the story so far..? x.x;; ]
I heard a slight little jingle of a bell. I think Yamato opened the resturaunt door..How should I know..I can't see a thing. All I see is pitch black..
"After you.." He said, extremely gentlemen like. Yeah..He opened the door.
"Thank you, sir." I replied, with a light laugh as he "guided" me into the resturaunt door, so that I wouldn't bump my head or anything that such.
I let Yamato do all the talking in the resturaunt. He seemed to know more than me. I closed my eyes as I listened to the short conversation:
"Hi. Welcome. How may I help you? " The waiter asked.
"Yes..can I get a table for two? " Yamato replied.
"Sure. Follow me." The waiter said.
I could feel Yamato turning his head to me. "Alright Sora.." He grabbed my hand once more, as he followed the waiter. How I wanted him to hold me, and not hold my hand because I was blind...
Yamato pulled out a seat for me. After we were seated, I heard laminated pieces of paper being set on the table. I think they were the menus.
"So Sora..What do you want? They have---" Yamato was cut off.
"Sorry..I didn't mean to cut you off. Order whatever you like. Hey..after all..You were the one that invited me. Plus..I never been to a Chinese Resturaunt..So..I'll just share whatever you're getting...Okay Yamato?" I said nicely.
"What? Are you sure..? Alright.." Yamato said gently.
His voice was making me melt, like icecream on the fourth of July.
The waiter came over to our table, and Yamato ordered the dishes. As the waiter left to tell the chefs what to prepare, Yamato said gently, "Hey Sora..I'll be right back alright? I got to use the little boy's room." He said..chuckling a bit.
I held on to his hand..I was scared a little. Then I finally let go. "Alright..Yamato." I was worried. What if he just ditches me here? I'd be more than embarrassed, I'd look like a fool. And how would I be able to get out of the resturaunt..? I can't even think of the mortification I'd get! Even though I was filled with worries..I still managed to put on a calm face--atleast I think so.
"I'll be back ASAP..Alright..?" Yamato said ever so softly, and he left to his destination.
I sat there, feeling somewhat stupid, waiting for his return. This..Yamato pereson..Had the softest, and most gentle voice I had ever heard. It was smoother than butter. Demons..hah. You can't take a hold of me..I love someone. I found someone I can love. ..But..the only worry I have is..will..Will he love me back? For the nonentity I am? Bah..Sora..you have to start thinking positively about yourself. Yamato himself said that you were a great person. That's a big compliment.
"Hey..Back.." Yamato said.
Oh..He smelled good. What was that.. Cologne or something? Whatever it was..it smelled great. Before I knew it..another scent mixed in with his fancy cologne scent. Something that smelled..sweet..and somewhat sour.
I heard Yamato say, "Thank you."
Hm. I guess our first dish must be here.
"What'd you order Yamato?" I asked out of curiousity.
"Sweet and Sour Chicken".. he replied.
"Oh..sounds Delicious.." I replied with a light smile. Oops..How was I to eat? I was blind..I don't know where everything was..I sure hope Mr. Yamato over here doesn't get the idea to spoon-feed me! How horrid that'll be.
"Want a Bite..Sora?" He offered.
"Sure..Sure!" I totally agreed, picking up a pair of chopsticks, I leveled them down on the table surface with a light "Clack" sound, and I moved my hand slowly across the surface of the table feeling around for the plate.
"Looking for this?" He asked..moving the plate to where my hand was.
"Thanks...I said shyly..And placed my chopsticks on top of the dish. I hoped that I would get something, and with a flick of the chopsticks..I picked up a piece of the Chicken, and carefully placed it in my mouth.
After I was done chewing..I complimented on the taste of the edible. "Wow Yamato. You're right. This is really great stuff."
"Hey..I thought I had to spoon feed you today.." Yamato laughed a bit.
"Oh..erm..Yeah.." I blushed slightly. How I longed to see his face.
After Dinner..the two hung around the resturaunt area, sipping on a bit of tea, and getting to know each other better though a light conversation.
I wondered whether or not I should have told him how I lost my eye sight. It seemed that the blue-eyed kid .. from what he described himself from earlier..seemed extremely interested.
"I don't know..if I should tell you or not..." Sora said..turning her head away.
I could feel Yamato put his hands over mine once more, on the table. How come..whenever he does this..He always has some sort of effect on me? I think..I am in love...
I could feel his thumb grazing about the surface of my palm.. on the right hand that he had held. He was so good at things like this. Does th is mean..He likes me..?
I sighed a bit, and closed my eyes..with a slight smile. "Okay..Okay..Yamato.."
"Yay..!" He cheered.
How adorable he was. I laughed out aloud.."Yamato..You're just -too- much..sometimes." Catching my breath..I took another one...and I..started with the dreaded story.
"You see..Um..I ..Can I just give you a breif summary?" Come to think about it..I relaly don't want to tell about this anymore..
"If it really bothers you that much..I don't have to know..But then again..It would be nice.." Yamato said softly, as he continued what he was doing.
It was sending Chills down my spine..I was getting goosebumps--I was glad I wore a long sleeved shirt before this whole chaos thing started..so that he couldn't see how he made me feel.. "No..I'll go on. Some while ago..Which I can't really remember..I don't know why..But my Mother and My father Divorced. My Mother died a week later after my fourteenth birthday, so I moved in to live with my Father. And My father died a week later after My Fifteenth Birthday.. Isn't that strange? How unlucky.. After that..I didn't have anywhere else to go..My Relatives wouldn't dare to take a child like me in, because they thought me off "Unlucky" because my parents both died a week after a birthday."
"How horrid...I'm sorry to hear, Sora. I never knew it was like that for you.." He said. "Then what happened?" He said.. I heard ever so much concern in his voice.
"Well..This is the part it kind of..gets blurry. I mean..One day..I was walking down way to work..Because..You know. Since there was no one to take care of me..and I was too old for the orphanage, I had to make my own money. When I was walking over to work..Some..Somehow I got side tracked...and the next thing I knew..I saw these..Shadow..things in front of me. They had tied me up to a tree..and they asked..if I wanted to "join" them."
"Join? What did they mean by this Join?" I heard Yamato say, as if he was ready to take on these guys. He listens to me so well..He knows just how I feel..
"They just..said..Join..They wanted me to give up my life..and be some ..mutant creature or whatever it was. I don't know why they bothered me, but I guess I seemed like a pretty good target..Because.."
"Because Why Sora..?"
"Because..well..I was really depressed. Anyway..I refused..because..I knew that something would shine later on in my future..So then they got mad I refused the offer, and they just stuffed me in..something..I mean..It projected all these horrid scenes of the Past...And...pretty soon..each picture left a scar in my eyes..and I found out I was blinded because of those..demons. Then They told me---" And I covered my mouth. I guess it was best to leave out the part, about..finding someone who would love me..Out.
"Then they what...Sora..? What did they tell you..?" He asked.
"I..Well..I don't want to talk about that..How about..I tell you sometime later.." I want to know..whether ..or not..he'll like me back. If he does..I win. And this black hole in my history can finally disappear and shine once more.
"Sora..You know you can tell me -anything.- But..If you don't want to tell me..That's fine. You can tell me whenever you think you're ready.." Yamato said softly.
I felt his strong hands move up my arm. At first...it started me a bit..But then I realized what he was doing. His hands rested on my broad shoulders..and then he pulled me in..for a hug.
The scent of his hair tickled my nose..And..Oh..It felt so wonderful to be under his arms. Oh..I wanted him to pull me closer..
"Ai'shiteru.." I cried softly, resting my head on his shoulder.
"What..?" He asked.
"Oh..Nothing..Nothing.." I hugged him back.
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What'd you think? xD I thought I did an okay job. :/ My First shot at a TRUE Romance fic. o.o; It's a little sappy..x.x; Sora's just..bleh..a little right? Gotta lighten up a bit on her feelings..right..right. o.o; But..hey..If you knew you were going to die if you Didn't find someone to love you back, you'd kind of be this way too.. Huh? Hey..It's going to be Dark soon..Is this the Goodbye..? Too be Continued. :D R/R
-Polyester.
***** = Major Major Scene Change [ Ex. From a Park to a ..let's say..Resturaunt.". ]
[ blank spaces ]= Minor Scene Change. [ like..a day to another day. ]
Disclaimer: I don't own Digimon..;-;
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I continued walking..stepping about. My life has been so different, since they scarred my eyes and took away my eyesight.
Everything has been so different.. I miss..seeing so many things.
And I really can't rely on my eyes anymore, I have to rely on my other senses now. You know..Sense of Hearing...And Touch..Those important ones.
I miss seeing the world. I wonder how is it now? Has it changed anyhow?
Thinking about the world, I accidentally bumped into a figure. "Watch where your going, Bitch.." I heard a feminine voice squeal.
No. The world is still the same. All torn and cruel. Why must the world be this way? Why did these cruel monsters choose to pick on me..? What have I done? I know my time is ticking..away. And with the results I've been getting from everyone..It seems to me that ..well.. I think I should kill myself, before they come back. Oh..how I can imagine them laughing at my self-pity. Why wont anyone take time and listen to me?
I've been losing more and more hope, of regaining the life I once had.. I've grown concern of my own safety, so I stopped verturing out into the world. And I stayed in the same little area, I've stopped at. Days...had past since the time they let me go. I've got it. I'm commiting Suicide.
I sat down on the ground. I felt the ground--It seemed sandy..not exactly like the sand at the beach..It was like a mixture between dirt and sand. I closed my eyes, imaging what the region I was in, looked like. The Park. Odaiba..Park? [ x.x; I like the Park. SO SUE ME! ]. I released the sand I clutched so tightly in my hands; then I broke down to tears. Although I couldn't see the tears forming in my eyes, I could feel them. The warm, wet, salty liquid slid down my cheeks. I stopped immediately. I had heard something. I think I was hearing things..I decided to try and get a grip on myself in case I really did here..this voice. I started wiping my tears away with the tip of my sleeve.
"Hello..? Did you hear me? I asked if you were alright.." There the voice came once more.
I let out a startled gasp. I wasn't hearing things. This was really..really a person talking to me. Someone actually noticed me. I stood up, and wiped my dirty hands on my skirt. "Huh..? Are you talking to me?"
The person let out a soft chuckle. "Yeah..who else? There's no one here but you and me."
"Oh..Yes. I'm fine. Thank you for asking.." I replied with ever so much gratitude. Could this person be the one that can help me? Can he help me?
"Um..Are you sure you're fine..?" The voice came once again.
"Yes..Yes..." I nodded. I hope the conversation didn't end. He..This...This guy. This person; actually took time to talk to me. What a kind soul.
"Oh..Mind if I ask a question?" He asked nervously.
"No..Go ahead." I answered. What could he have ask me?
"Say..are..Are you..I don't mean to seem mean but, hey..are you Blind?" The voice asked, with ever so much gentleness and care.
What a sweet voice. Such a sweet voice. Oh..How I want to here him talk..forever. Please..Please keep on talking. "I..I....Yes I am. How..do you know?"
"Oh.." The guy replied, somewhat dumbfounded. "Well..You were faced sideways in the conversation. Usually, when people talk..they face each other...I..You know." He laughed sheepishly.
"Oh.."I turned red, feeling stupid. I turned around. "Is this better?"
"Yes..Much." He said. "Wow..So..Tell me about yourself.."
"Myself..?" He wants to know more about me? I feel faint. This is the most people have said to me, ever since I lost my eyesight. "Why do you want to know more about me? I think it's just a waste of your time..."
"No..No. Of course not. I just want to be closer with you...that's all. Is that alright..?" The guy said.
He's ever so friendly. How I wish I could see his face..But..who cares? Does he really care for me..as much as he seems to? What a kind soul..How I just want to reach out..touch his soft lips..and.... "Sure..Nice to meet you. My name is Sora. Sora Takenouchi."
"Sora..? Hm..." He thought.
"What is it?" I said puzzled.
"Sora's a beautiful name. I'm Yamato. Yamato Ishida."
"Yamato...Huh. I see..Nice to meet you, Yamato." I smiled. I wonder what he looks like when he smiles. I think he took a step closer to me...I could feel his body heat radiate into mine.
He took my hand in his. How they seemed to fit perfectly, just like a piece of a puzzle.
"Hey, So..Sora. Have you been alright..?" He asked. He sure seemed a bit worried. Why would a stranger like him be worried about a nonentity like me.
"I've been fine..Never better." I replied..with a light smirk. I could feel his smile casted on my face. I slowly slipped my quavering hands out of his..and..delicately placed them on his face. Closing my eyes, I could imagine what this gentle, kind soul would look like. He sounded not like a little kid, but not like an adult either. He seemed to be in his late teens..about Seventeen or So. "I'm sorry..Am..Am I frightening you..?" I asked..with a bit of hurt.
He shook his head lightly. "Not at all..But..Um..I just want to know what your doing.." He asked, a bit nervously.
"Please...Don't be scared. I'm not going to hurt you. Hey..after all..Can't hurt anyone if I can't see them..Eh? ..I'm..trying to imagine what you look like..kind sir."
I felt his facial structures..and as my fingers passed them, I identified the structures. "Here's..a nose..... Ears.. And lips..Eyes.."
"Is that all you can feel?" I heard his sarcasm. "You can't feel my..sexy blue eyes..? Or..My..Slick Blonde Hair..?"
I felt his lips curve into a smile. From what I felt..He sure had a great smile.
"You're full of jokes aren't you, bub?" I laughed. I laughed...I laughed. It seemed as if I hadn't laughed in forever.
"Of course I am." He chuckled.
Such ego..But yet..He was so attracting...I couldn't resist his attitude. I wanted him to stay with me forever.
"So..You ready..?" He asked.
"Ready for What?" I blinked a few times.
"To go to Dinner with me.." He suggested.
"Dinner..With you..?" Pinch me..I'm in heaven.
"So..You're saying you don't want to go to Dinner with me..?" He gave a sly chuckle.
"No..No! That's not it..I'm just thinking..I ..I feel so bothersome to you.." I admitted..turning my face away.
"You're no trouble at all..And I'll be really happy if you accepted my offer. Hey..Don't think that about yourself..You're a great person..and..Would you lok at that...I just met you a while ago.." He said placing his hand on my chin, turning my head to where it faced his.
"Well..if you are really telling the truth...Sure..I'd love to go to dinner with you." I said..feeling a bit ashamed by accepting his offer. He seemed like a rich guy to me; I mean..It's kind of difficult to find someone that would buy dinner for you. But then again..I haven't had a good meal for a while; I've been living off of leaves and bark..
"Alright..Well..Sora..I know this great resturaunt in downtown Odaiba, and they serve the best Chinese." He took my hands in his, while he guided me down the street. I was so excited..I wanted to stay with him forever. I hope..I hope he feels the same way I do.
Bah..Sora..You're having your hopes up to high. He's just a nice guy, treating someone like you to dinner. Don't expect too much..Sora.
He grabbed my hand..and led me the way down to the resturaunt. [ o.o I just had the weirdest Deja Vu I already said that. x.x; So if I did..SORRY. ]
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"Well..we're here!" Yamato announced.
"Great..! What's the resturaunt called?" I asked.
"I don't know..I can't read Chinese.." Yamato chuckled.
"You know, You are hilarious." I laughed. Gosh, I loved the way he laughed. I love the way his gentle skin touches mine. Stay with me forever..Please..
[ A/N: x.x; I know..in this story..Sora seems so desperate..and in my otheres..x.x; there's like a huge, thick concrete wall between Sora and her love for Ishida Yamato. Gomen. e.e; Anyway..how's the story so far..? x.x;; ]
I heard a slight little jingle of a bell. I think Yamato opened the resturaunt door..How should I know..I can't see a thing. All I see is pitch black..
"After you.." He said, extremely gentlemen like. Yeah..He opened the door.
"Thank you, sir." I replied, with a light laugh as he "guided" me into the resturaunt door, so that I wouldn't bump my head or anything that such.
I let Yamato do all the talking in the resturaunt. He seemed to know more than me. I closed my eyes as I listened to the short conversation:
"Hi. Welcome. How may I help you? " The waiter asked.
"Yes..can I get a table for two? " Yamato replied.
"Sure. Follow me." The waiter said.
I could feel Yamato turning his head to me. "Alright Sora.." He grabbed my hand once more, as he followed the waiter. How I wanted him to hold me, and not hold my hand because I was blind...
Yamato pulled out a seat for me. After we were seated, I heard laminated pieces of paper being set on the table. I think they were the menus.
"So Sora..What do you want? They have---" Yamato was cut off.
"Sorry..I didn't mean to cut you off. Order whatever you like. Hey..after all..You were the one that invited me. Plus..I never been to a Chinese Resturaunt..So..I'll just share whatever you're getting...Okay Yamato?" I said nicely.
"What? Are you sure..? Alright.." Yamato said gently.
His voice was making me melt, like icecream on the fourth of July.
The waiter came over to our table, and Yamato ordered the dishes. As the waiter left to tell the chefs what to prepare, Yamato said gently, "Hey Sora..I'll be right back alright? I got to use the little boy's room." He said..chuckling a bit.
I held on to his hand..I was scared a little. Then I finally let go. "Alright..Yamato." I was worried. What if he just ditches me here? I'd be more than embarrassed, I'd look like a fool. And how would I be able to get out of the resturaunt..? I can't even think of the mortification I'd get! Even though I was filled with worries..I still managed to put on a calm face--atleast I think so.
"I'll be back ASAP..Alright..?" Yamato said ever so softly, and he left to his destination.
I sat there, feeling somewhat stupid, waiting for his return. This..Yamato pereson..Had the softest, and most gentle voice I had ever heard. It was smoother than butter. Demons..hah. You can't take a hold of me..I love someone. I found someone I can love. ..But..the only worry I have is..will..Will he love me back? For the nonentity I am? Bah..Sora..you have to start thinking positively about yourself. Yamato himself said that you were a great person. That's a big compliment.
"Hey..Back.." Yamato said.
Oh..He smelled good. What was that.. Cologne or something? Whatever it was..it smelled great. Before I knew it..another scent mixed in with his fancy cologne scent. Something that smelled..sweet..and somewhat sour.
I heard Yamato say, "Thank you."
Hm. I guess our first dish must be here.
"What'd you order Yamato?" I asked out of curiousity.
"Sweet and Sour Chicken".. he replied.
"Oh..sounds Delicious.." I replied with a light smile. Oops..How was I to eat? I was blind..I don't know where everything was..I sure hope Mr. Yamato over here doesn't get the idea to spoon-feed me! How horrid that'll be.
"Want a Bite..Sora?" He offered.
"Sure..Sure!" I totally agreed, picking up a pair of chopsticks, I leveled them down on the table surface with a light "Clack" sound, and I moved my hand slowly across the surface of the table feeling around for the plate.
"Looking for this?" He asked..moving the plate to where my hand was.
"Thanks...I said shyly..And placed my chopsticks on top of the dish. I hoped that I would get something, and with a flick of the chopsticks..I picked up a piece of the Chicken, and carefully placed it in my mouth.
After I was done chewing..I complimented on the taste of the edible. "Wow Yamato. You're right. This is really great stuff."
"Hey..I thought I had to spoon feed you today.." Yamato laughed a bit.
"Oh..erm..Yeah.." I blushed slightly. How I longed to see his face.
After Dinner..the two hung around the resturaunt area, sipping on a bit of tea, and getting to know each other better though a light conversation.
I wondered whether or not I should have told him how I lost my eye sight. It seemed that the blue-eyed kid .. from what he described himself from earlier..seemed extremely interested.
"I don't know..if I should tell you or not..." Sora said..turning her head away.
I could feel Yamato put his hands over mine once more, on the table. How come..whenever he does this..He always has some sort of effect on me? I think..I am in love...
I could feel his thumb grazing about the surface of my palm.. on the right hand that he had held. He was so good at things like this. Does th is mean..He likes me..?
I sighed a bit, and closed my eyes..with a slight smile. "Okay..Okay..Yamato.."
"Yay..!" He cheered.
How adorable he was. I laughed out aloud.."Yamato..You're just -too- much..sometimes." Catching my breath..I took another one...and I..started with the dreaded story.
"You see..Um..I ..Can I just give you a breif summary?" Come to think about it..I relaly don't want to tell about this anymore..
"If it really bothers you that much..I don't have to know..But then again..It would be nice.." Yamato said softly, as he continued what he was doing.
It was sending Chills down my spine..I was getting goosebumps--I was glad I wore a long sleeved shirt before this whole chaos thing started..so that he couldn't see how he made me feel.. "No..I'll go on. Some while ago..Which I can't really remember..I don't know why..But my Mother and My father Divorced. My Mother died a week later after my fourteenth birthday, so I moved in to live with my Father. And My father died a week later after My Fifteenth Birthday.. Isn't that strange? How unlucky.. After that..I didn't have anywhere else to go..My Relatives wouldn't dare to take a child like me in, because they thought me off "Unlucky" because my parents both died a week after a birthday."
"How horrid...I'm sorry to hear, Sora. I never knew it was like that for you.." He said. "Then what happened?" He said.. I heard ever so much concern in his voice.
"Well..This is the part it kind of..gets blurry. I mean..One day..I was walking down way to work..Because..You know. Since there was no one to take care of me..and I was too old for the orphanage, I had to make my own money. When I was walking over to work..Some..Somehow I got side tracked...and the next thing I knew..I saw these..Shadow..things in front of me. They had tied me up to a tree..and they asked..if I wanted to "join" them."
"Join? What did they mean by this Join?" I heard Yamato say, as if he was ready to take on these guys. He listens to me so well..He knows just how I feel..
"They just..said..Join..They wanted me to give up my life..and be some ..mutant creature or whatever it was. I don't know why they bothered me, but I guess I seemed like a pretty good target..Because.."
"Because Why Sora..?"
"Because..well..I was really depressed. Anyway..I refused..because..I knew that something would shine later on in my future..So then they got mad I refused the offer, and they just stuffed me in..something..I mean..It projected all these horrid scenes of the Past...And...pretty soon..each picture left a scar in my eyes..and I found out I was blinded because of those..demons. Then They told me---" And I covered my mouth. I guess it was best to leave out the part, about..finding someone who would love me..Out.
"Then they what...Sora..? What did they tell you..?" He asked.
"I..Well..I don't want to talk about that..How about..I tell you sometime later.." I want to know..whether ..or not..he'll like me back. If he does..I win. And this black hole in my history can finally disappear and shine once more.
"Sora..You know you can tell me -anything.- But..If you don't want to tell me..That's fine. You can tell me whenever you think you're ready.." Yamato said softly.
I felt his strong hands move up my arm. At first...it started me a bit..But then I realized what he was doing. His hands rested on my broad shoulders..and then he pulled me in..for a hug.
The scent of his hair tickled my nose..And..Oh..It felt so wonderful to be under his arms. Oh..I wanted him to pull me closer..
"Ai'shiteru.." I cried softly, resting my head on his shoulder.
"What..?" He asked.
"Oh..Nothing..Nothing.." I hugged him back.
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What'd you think? xD I thought I did an okay job. :/ My First shot at a TRUE Romance fic. o.o; It's a little sappy..x.x; Sora's just..bleh..a little right? Gotta lighten up a bit on her feelings..right..right. o.o; But..hey..If you knew you were going to die if you Didn't find someone to love you back, you'd kind of be this way too.. Huh? Hey..It's going to be Dark soon..Is this the Goodbye..? Too be Continued. :D R/R
-Polyester.
