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Chapter 2



Tuesday, November 30, afternoon

This was the worst day of my life! No, yesterday was. Today was pretty bad, but yesterday topped all days.

Yesterday, after school, Michael said he wanted to talk to me. I, being so naïve, thought it was something like asking me out on a date or something.

Me: So, what's up?

MM: Well, I have to tell you something.

Me: What's wrong?

MM: Ihavetobreakupwithyou

He said it so quickly I thought I imagined it.

Me: W-what?

He took a deep breath.

MM: I have to break up with you.

I just stood there staring at him, tears filling up in my eyes. I finally found my voice.

Me: W-why?

MM: I can't say... I'm sorry... I just can't be with you anymore...

Tears were pouring out of my eyes. He saw this and tried to babble on about how he loved being with me, etc. I couldn't take it anymore so I ran as fast as I could. He called after me but I hopped in my limo and told my driver just to drive. Lars was in the car (of course) and could see something was wrong, but left me alone. It's odd that my own parents, well my mom, continually nagged me about what was wrong, but my bodyguard did exactly as I wished without having me to say anything at all.

I still can't believe he broke up with me. I thought things were fine. You know, I never realized what a jerk Michael is. I mean I give my heart to him and what does he do? He plays with it for awhile, but in the end he stomps at it. I had to get my mind off him so I started to read a book, one of Tina's romance novels, but that just reminded me more of him. Then I watched TV but all that was on were romances and soap operas. I finally stormed to my room and turned on the radio, but the song playing was the first song Michael and I slow danced to. I practically smashed the radio but decided my mom would nag me even more if I did and I didn't want that. Instead, I settled for turning it off and petting Fat Louie.

Today was practically unbearable. I almost chose not to pick up Lilly, but I did in the end. Michael conveniently took a long time in getting ready, so we sped off. Thank god. Lilly wanted to wait for him when I realized she didn't know. I didn't tell her immediately, but after she saw tears filling up in my eyes again, I told her. She told me she'd pound the hell out of Michael when she got home to find out why he had done such an awful thing to me, but I told her not to, just to forget about it. All I wanted to do was forget about it.

For most of the day I could forget about it until G&T.

MM: I'm so sorry I did this. I really still do care about you and I never meant to hurt you. I just had to-

Me: It's ok, I'm fine. It's no big deal.

Of course it was a huge deal, but I didn't want to give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry again.

MM: I'll still tutor you in algebra...

Me: No!

Michael looked at me, hearing the panic in my voice.

Me: I mean no, Mr. Gianini offered to help me.

That was, of course, a TOTAL lie, but I knew he would help me if I asked.

MM: Well... all right

Then he walked off. He keeps torturing me! What is he trying to do, kill me? I swear I almost killed myself! I'm sick of my life! Everything bad always happens to me. No... I have to stop. I have to stop. Otherwise I'll just start crying again, and I've finally gotten my tears to stop. I don't know how I'm going to go to school anymore. Maybe I can get sick, then I can skip school. If my mom sees how I look right now, she'll definitely believe I'm sick and let me skip.

I remember in G&T Lana was crossing Josh's name off of all her binders and notebooks and drawing pictures off him plunging to his death, etc. It was actually pretty funny and I would have laughed if I wasn't brokenhearted. I know how Lana feels anyways.



Later that day

Yep, she took one look at me, felt my forehead, and, even though my forehead was quite cool, told me I wasn't leaving this house tomorrow. Yes! Of course in 2 weeks I will be leaving this house. Forever. I wish I didn't have to move. I mean it's one thing I have to move to a whole new house, and now the love of my life breaks my heart. What did I do that was so wrong to deserve this?



A/N: I know this is getting so sad. I am, just to let you know, a huge Michael and Mia fan. I'm sorry if you're mad that I broke them up, but keep checking back for more. Please review!!!!!!!!!!!!