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Chapter 3

Wednesday, December 1, 9:30 pm

Staying home from school was definitely good for me. I'm feeling slightly better, even though every other second is spent thinking of Michael. How could he do this to me? I thought he loved me. I thought I was important to him. Shows how stupid I am. Lilly's been giving Michael the silent treatment since she found out about the break up. It's a sweet gesture of her. Lilly's the best friend I could ever have

Lilly invited me to go to the movies Friday with her, Jeremy, Tina, and Shameeka. I think she and Jeremy are starting to get serious. It's hard to be happy for her when I'm so heartbroken, but I am. She's been so... bright and exuberant since she and Jeremy started seeing each other. It's definitely an improvement. Not that the old Lilly was horrible, but the new Lilly is more easy going and kind.

Another bad thing that has happened: grandmere says we have to start princess lessons again starting a week from Monday. That's the day we move. How great, moving and princess lessons with grandmere in one day. How about we have Michael come over and tear at my heart more? That would make for a perfect day. I'm praying that my mom won't make me go to school tomorrow, but since I don't have a fever and never did, I think I'll have to go to school. Oh what a joyous day that'll be.

WHY DOES EVERYTHING HAVE TO HAPPEN TO ME???

Thursday, December 2, afternoon

Mom made me go to school today. It was horrible just like I thought. Well, nothing really specific happened, but just looking at Michael was awful. All through G&T he stared at me. The whole entire time. I didn't look at him once though. I couldn't bear to. He was still Michael, and I still loved him. I always will. The second I look at him my heart will melt and I'll rush over him begging him to take me back. I can't love him anymore. It hurts just to breathe. It hurts to think, walk, talk, feel. How can someone be this cruel? How can someone be cruel enough to make another person feel this way? I never knew how cold Michael could be, but I guess now I know. I can never go to the Moscovitz's house again, that's for sure. Everything reminds me of him. Especially being with Lilly. They're more alike then I ever knew. I guess that's why I always liked Michael so much. He was sort of like an extra best friend. I always thought he was so kind and sweet. I never imagined how... how much like Josh he is.

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