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Chapter 2

Tuesday, November 30, 5 pm

I shouldn't have broken up with her. Why did I do it? I knew that I'd screw up our relationship, I just didn't know it'd be by trying NOT to screw it up. Breaking up with her was absolutely awful.

I told her I had to talk to her afterschool. She seemed so happy that I knew she had no idea that I was going to break up with her.

Mia: So, what's up?

Me: Well, I have to tell you something.

Mia: What's wrong?

Me: Ihavetobreakupwithyou

I said it as quickly as I could to get it over with

Mia: W-what?

I took a deep breath.

Me: I have to break up with you.

She just stood there, staring at me. I could see tears filling up her eyes.

MM: W-why?

Me: I can't say... I'm sorry... I just can't be with you anymore...

I tried to comfort her by telling her how much I loved being with her, etc, but it didn't help. She just stared at me. Suddenly she turned and ran to her limo. I called after her but she just kept running.

I can't believe I broke up with her. I love her. Why did I have to screw this up? Mia was the best thing in my life. Now she won't even look at me.

Today was awful. I tried to take a long time to get ready so she could pick up Lilly and they could go on without me. It worked, thank god. Mia wouldn't look at me all day though. She didn't talk to me until G&T when I walked over to her.

Me: I'm so sorry I did this. I really still do care about you and I never meant to hurt you. I just had to-

Mia: It's ok, I'm fine. It's no big deal.

I knew she was lying. I can't believe I did this to her...

Me: I'll still tutor you in algebra...

Me: No!

I heard panic in her voice and stared at her.

Mia: I mean no, Mr. Gianini offered to help me.

Me: Well... all right.

Then I walked away. I knew she didn't want to talk to me any longer. I half expected her to write my name on a sheet of paper and then tear it up, or something like that, like Lana was doing. Josh and Lana are still broken up. I would have thought they'd be together by now.

Mia's never going to forgive me. I'm never going to forgive me. Why am I such an idiot? Things were fine! I never wanted to hurt her! I never wanted her to hate me!