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Chapter 3:
Wednesday, December 1, G&T
What have I done?
Mia stayed home from school today.
I actually hurt Mia so badly that she couldn't even be in the same building as me. She missed school.
I am the most awful person on earth.
Yesterday Lilly wasn't talking to me so I assumed she was giving me the silent treatment. She was. When I wouldn't stop bugging her she said she'd talk to me if I explained why I broke Mia's heart.
Lilly (L): Why did you break up with her???
Me: Because I love her.
L: You need your head examined. When you like a girl you don't break up with her.
I rolled my eyes.
Me: I know. I'm horrible at relationships and---
L: I see that now.
Me: I was saying... I'm so horrible at relationships that I knew I'd hurt her. I figured the sooner I broke up with her the less it would hurt. I really never meant to hurt her. I love her, and I just wanted her to be happy.
L: You idiot!!!!! Mia still loves you and you---
Me: What? Mia still loves me? S-she said that?
L: No of course not. But you're all she talks about, thinks about. I can tell, I'm her best friend. She still loves you.
At least there was hope for us...
Me: What can I do though?
L: I got it! I'll ask her to go to the movies with me, Jeremy, Tina, and Shameeka!
Me: How is this going to help?
L: You'll come instead of Jeremy.
I love Lilly sometimes.
I might get the love of my life back. All I know is I never should have broken up with her. I doubt she'll want to be my girlfriend again, but at least she can know the truth.
Thursday, December 2, late
Mia came to school today. Her cheeks were tearstained and her eyes no longer had the spark I was used to seeing. And I did this to her. I can't believe I am so cruel. I thought this would help her not hurt. I thought by breaking up with her I would be preventing hurt! I can't believe what an idiot I am. Lilly's right. I just have to hope that Lilly's plan works and Mia will actually talk to me. I miss her so much. I miss her laugh, her smile, her kisses, her looking at me. I miss talking to her. I need Mia back.
Chapter 3:
Wednesday, December 1, G&T
What have I done?
Mia stayed home from school today.
I actually hurt Mia so badly that she couldn't even be in the same building as me. She missed school.
I am the most awful person on earth.
Yesterday Lilly wasn't talking to me so I assumed she was giving me the silent treatment. She was. When I wouldn't stop bugging her she said she'd talk to me if I explained why I broke Mia's heart.
Lilly (L): Why did you break up with her???
Me: Because I love her.
L: You need your head examined. When you like a girl you don't break up with her.
I rolled my eyes.
Me: I know. I'm horrible at relationships and---
L: I see that now.
Me: I was saying... I'm so horrible at relationships that I knew I'd hurt her. I figured the sooner I broke up with her the less it would hurt. I really never meant to hurt her. I love her, and I just wanted her to be happy.
L: You idiot!!!!! Mia still loves you and you---
Me: What? Mia still loves me? S-she said that?
L: No of course not. But you're all she talks about, thinks about. I can tell, I'm her best friend. She still loves you.
At least there was hope for us...
Me: What can I do though?
L: I got it! I'll ask her to go to the movies with me, Jeremy, Tina, and Shameeka!
Me: How is this going to help?
L: You'll come instead of Jeremy.
I love Lilly sometimes.
I might get the love of my life back. All I know is I never should have broken up with her. I doubt she'll want to be my girlfriend again, but at least she can know the truth.
Thursday, December 2, late
Mia came to school today. Her cheeks were tearstained and her eyes no longer had the spark I was used to seeing. And I did this to her. I can't believe I am so cruel. I thought this would help her not hurt. I thought by breaking up with her I would be preventing hurt! I can't believe what an idiot I am. Lilly's right. I just have to hope that Lilly's plan works and Mia will actually talk to me. I miss her so much. I miss her laugh, her smile, her kisses, her looking at me. I miss talking to her. I need Mia back.
