Becci 'D': Hi every one! I have just seen Pokémon the third movie: spell of the unknown! It was pretty cool. But I still think the first one was the best! Anyway enough of Pokémon this is a Digimon fic!
Here it is! The Last chapter! Enjoy! Don't own digimon, yadda yadda yadda!! Tai's POV and a scene change is this ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Please review thanks!
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What decision? Part 3
I still felt kinda giddy but I wasn't going to let that get to me. I took a deep breath.
"Matt, I,I…"
"HEY MATT, TAI!!" Damn it Damn it Damn it! Once again I got interrupted. Why was this happening to me!? Is God taunting me? WHY!? I was just about to say it! It was on the tip of my tongue! I just built all that courage when it suddenly all gets shattered!!
"Hey you guys" greeted Matt. I didn't say anything.
"Morning" greeted Izzy.
"Hi ya Tai" Sora greeted me but I didn't acknowledge it. I walked away and headed for the entrance to school.
"What's wrong with him?" asked Sora.
"Don't know" replied Matt. "He was just about to tell me something…wait a minute! TAI WAIT UP!!"
I heard Matt calling me but I didn't 'wait up' I hurried up instead. I ran. I managed to loose Matt and the others.
I also ended up not going to my first lesson as I would of have been with Matt. I didn't know what come over me. I just suddenly felt really upset and loosing all my courage in the process. It must have been nearly break time now and I was still locked up in the boy's toilets with tears streaming down my face. Kari was right, keeping feelings bottled up just eats away at you on the inside. I heard someone come in so I quickly jumped up on top of the bog and kept quiet.
"I don't understand it. What's wrong with Tai?" I knew that was Matt talking.
"Not sure but he hasn't been himself lately" replied another voice. Obviously Izzy.
"Since this morning I haven't seen a sign of him any where! I called his house but there was no answer. I'm really worried about him" said Matt.
"Me too. About this morning. What did Tai say to you?" asked Izzy.
"He never had the chance to. He was just about to tell me then he went all freaky and ran off!" replied Matt. "But before Tai spoke to me that kid. What's his name? Josh I think. Came over and told me that Tai had something to say"
"Perhaps he will tell you?" suggested Izzy.
"I all ready asked. But he wouldn't. He said that it's up to Tai to tell me" replied Matt. I heard Matt sigh after he said that. He *must* be really worried about me. Maybe I should reveal myself. No! Not the state I am in at the moment. But I suddenly slipped and I landed hard on the floor. I cried out then quickly clumped my hands over my mouth.
"Hey are you alright in there?" Matt asked as he knocked on the door of the cubical.
"Mmmhmm!!!" I muffled out. Still with my hands other the top of my mouth.
"Ok just checking" He said as he and Izzy left. That was a close one. I had to get out of here quick! I unlocked the door and opened it slowly. I looked around to make sure the coast was clear. It was. I headed for the exit and opened the door. I looked around again then I ran down the corridor. But what I didn't know was that Matt and Izzy was watching me.
"I knew that was him!" Matt said, "Let's follow him!" Matt then grabbed Izzy and ran down the corridor after me. I was just about to get out of there when somebody pounced on me from behind. I crashed to the floor and sledded to a stop.
"GET OFF ME!!" I cried out. I struggled against their hold but with out success.
"Tai calm down!" ordered Matt. He released me and stood up. I just sat there and glared at him.
"Ok Tai, what's going on!?" Matt demanded. I stood up and glared into those gorgeous blue eyes of his.
"Not here" I said quietly.
"Tai there is no one here except you, me and Izzy. NOW SPILL!" Matt said getting annoyed.
"Ok" I said defeated. "Matt…I,I,I…" I trailed off. I couldn't do it. I then plonked my self down on the floor and let out silent tears.
Matt looked at Izzy then back at me. Matt then crouched down next to me and put his hand on my shoulder.
"Tai it's ok. Please what ever is bothering you please tell me?" Matt said softly. Izzy then came and stood in front of me.
"I reassure you Tai that every thing will be alright" Izzy said.
I took a deep breath and wiped the tears from my eyes. I looked up to Izzy with my watery gaze then faced Matt.
"Matt, I know that I've been acting a little strange recently but there's a reason" I paused for a second. "Matt I want you to know that…" I still couldn't say it! Come on Tai it shouldn't be that difficult to say!? Could it?
"Know what Tai?" Matt asked.
"I'm sorry!" I muttered as I got up and ran again. This time I got away!
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I ran as fast as I could. As I did, tears were streaming down my face.
I just couldn't help myself. I ignored the faces staring at me from people who walked by on the street and the people who had noticed in the car. A young woman even stopped me to ask me if I was all right. I didn't answer I just ran away from her blubbering like a little baby. After that I ran all the way home I couldn't stand it I had to be in my room where nobody would bother me. I reached my apartment building. I ran up the stairs to my front door. I shakily pulled out my keys to open the door. The minute I steeped into the hallway I slammed the door and rushed to my room. Or rather mine and Kari's room. I curled up into a little ball in a shadowy corner. I sat there for awhile with tears still flowing down my cheeks. From so much crying my eye's felt tired and I ended up drifting off into a slumber.
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(After school)
"Man that test was hard today!" whined Davis.
"I have to agree with you on that one Davis" agreed TK.
"Actually it was quite easy" said Cody. Davis and TK looked at him dump folded. Kari and Yolei giggled at there expression.
"Guys we see you later, this is our turn off" said Yolei.
"Bye" said Cody.
"TK aren't you coming?" Yolei asked.
"No not tonight. I'm going round Kari's" answered TK.
"Ok see ya" Yolei said as she caught up to Cody.
"BYE!" shouted Davis. "Hey I just remembered. Ken said that he's coming down to Odaida for the weekend. His dad has some sort of work going or something."
"That's cool. Perhaps we could go out for a meal?" suggested TK.
"Yeah that be nice" agreed Kari.
"Hehe! Already one step ahead of ya! Well Ken is. He already arranged that" said Davis.
"HEY YOU LOT!!!" someone shouted out. The three of them turned round to see Matt, Izzy, and Sora running towards them.
"Hey Matt, what's up?" asked TK.
"Have any of you seen Tai?" Matt asked slightly out of breath from running.
"Huh!? What's happened!?" Kari panicked.
"No we haven't" replied TK.
"Well Tai ran out of school today. He's really upset about something" answered Matt.
"Were really worried about him" added Sora.
"Would you have any clue where he would be Kari?" asked Izzy.
Kari thought for a moment. Then it hit her. She knew where he was.
"I think I know. But he might not be there" replied Kari.
"It's worth a try" said Davis.
"Well I will try home and the only other place I think he could be is the park" answered Kari.
"Ok me, Sora and Izzy will go to the park you lot try Kari's house" Matt ordered as he and the others ran off in the direction of the park.
"I'm really sorry guys but I have to head straight home. I really wish I could help" Davis said sadly.
"We understand Davis, we let you know what happens" said Kari.
"Thanks, see you later" Davis said as he went in his direction for home.
"Come on TK lets hurry" said Kari as she and TK ran in the direction of her house.
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(Kamiya apartment)
"Kari it don't look like no one's in" said TK as he and Kari walked in through the entrance.
"I'll check the bedroom" said Kari as she and TK walked to her and Tai's room. Kari opened the door slowly to reveal a dark room. The only light visible was the light on in the front room.
Kari looked around and saw Tai huddled up in the corner.
"He's here" Kari said relieved as she ran over to her brother.
"Tai, Tai wake up" She said as she shook his shoulder.
I was sleeping peacefully when I was awoken from the voice of my younger sister. I opened my puffy red eye's to see Kari and TK in front of me.
"Tai are you ok?" asked Kari. I looked at her with tired eyes then quickly embraced her into a hug. I began to sob slightly again.
"TK I think you should go, I see you tomorrow, kay?" Kari said.
"Ok Kari, I tell the other's his alright" TK said as he turned to leave.
"Thanks" She replied. TK then left. Kari didn't talk to me until she heard the front door close.
"What's this all about Tai?" Kari asked me. I looked at her again with now watery eyes.
"You know what I told you about the other night?" I began as Kari nodded her head. "Well I was planning to tell Matt this morning and I sorta lost it. The words were on the tip of my tongue! But I was interrupted. I just ran. That was all I could think of doing at the time even though there was no need for it" I explained.
"Oh Tai" Kari said as she wiped away my tears from my eyes.
"Perhaps you should try another motive. Why not ask Matt to go somewhere with you, just you and him then tell him?" suggested Kari. That was not a bad idea. However, before I could answer her there was a furious knocking at the front door.
Kari sighed. "I go and get it" She said as she went to answer it. I heard her open the door.
"Where's Tai!?" someone demanded.
"I'm sorry Kari but I couldn't stop him!" TK apologised. The next thing I knew was Matt, Sora, and Izzy barged into the room.
"Tai!" Matt cried happily as he ran to me brought me into a hug. This rather surprised me. He then held me by my shoulders.
"Tai don't you ever do that to me again! You had me really worried!" Matt explained. I still had a surprised look on my face. I never expected him to worry so much.
"I'm ok" I said. Matt stared into my watery brown eyes for a minute.
"No you're not. You've been crying. And you ran out of school today! What is wrong!?" Matt demanded but with concern and worry in his voice.
"Please Tai? We want to help you" said Sora. They were all worried about me. But I didn't want to spill with all the others there. It would make it more difficult for me.
"Err… um… well… you see… that" I was lost for words once again. I sighed heavily.
"I can't…not now kay?" I said. Sora looked like she was going to explode with frustration but Matt was more understanding.
"It's ok Tai, but you will let us know?" Matt said. I nodded my head.
"Ok Tai, we *Will* see you in school tomorrow" Matt said as he, Sora, Izzy and TK the apartment.
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(Next day)
Ah, I new day, a fresh start. After a long talk with Kari last night, I was ready to face my challenge again. In addition, this time there will be *NO* interruptions, *NO* passing out and make a prat out of self and *NO* running away. This time I was going to invite Matt back my place after school. Where (hopefully) none of those things will happen. Kari said she will go out and my parents won't be in. Good, all going to plan. All I have to do now is ask Matt.
I walked down the schools corridors heading for registration. While on the way I bumped into Josh and his gang.
"Hey Tai" greeted Ruby.
"Hiya" I greeted all of them.
"So, have you told him yet?" asked Josh. I shook my head.
"No, but tonight I am going to" I said rather proudly.
"Good for you, hope it goes well" said Sam.
"Me too" I agreed.
"See ya around Tai and good luck" said Josh.
"Thanks you lot" I said as I continued my journey to registration.
I reached the class room door and I open it. Matt, Sora and Izzy were already there. Plus some other class mates.
"Hey Tai, I was worried that you were not going to show today" emitted Matt.
"You doubted me?" I questioned "I might hate school but I do turn up!"
Matt just smiled. "Whatever!"
Those famous Ishida words again. Whenever I hear anybody say them, it always reminds me of Matt.
"So you ok today?" asked Sora.
"Yeah, thanks" I said, "If you don't mind I rather not talk about it"
"Ok" was all Sora said and she went and continued with her conversation with Izzy.
"Matt, I was wondering if you would like to come over tonight?" I asked him.
"Yeah sure thing Tai, I would like to" Matt said happily. That made me smile. The first bit of my task was done.
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(After School: Kamiya's apartment)
Matt and I walked through the front door. We took are shoes off and laid down our school bags.
"You want any thing to drink?" I asked him as I stuck my head in the fridge.
"What you got?" Matt replied.
"Err, lemonade, cola, sunny-delight, water and my dads beer. But that's not for us to touch!" I answered.
"I just have Cola, thanks" said Matt. I grabbed him and me a can and shut the fridge.
"Here you go" I said as I plonked myself next to Matt on the sofa.
"Cheers" replied Matt. We sorta sat in silence for a bit while we drank our colas. Then Matt got round to that conversation again about yesterday.
"Tai, You know that if anything is bothering you? That I'm here to help" said Matt. I sighed.
"I know Matt" I said. Right if were on this conversation now I might as well get this over and done with. Matt was just about to say something when I cut him off.
"Matt listen, there's a reason I asked you round today" I started. I also began to panic a little and I think Matt noticed.
"I have to ask you something, or rather tell you something" I corrected myself.
"What is it Tai?" Matt asked in a concerned voice.
"Matt…I" My eyes began to tear and I was shaking a little,
"Matt I, I, I love you!" I said so quickly that I think he didn't here me. However, I said it. I finally said it! After all this time I built up the courage and said it! I lowered my head and not dare look at him.
"W,w,what!?" he stammered.
"I said I love you Matt. I have for a long time. That's why I've been acting funny lately. You don't realise how hard it was for just to say that!" I explained still not looking at him. More tears flew down my cheeks as I waited patiently for what ever he was going to throw at me.
"Tai, I never, I mean… I don't know what to say!?" Matt said in shock.
"How about? I hate you Taichi and I never wanna see a fag like you again!" I suggested. That's what I was expecting him to say.
"Tai! I will never ever say anything like that to you!" Matt said sounding cross. "You listen to me now Kamiya. I want you to know that our friendship is close, in fact, it is more than close! And I've been thinking a lot recently too" I looked up at him to see a warm smile on his face. He then leaned over to me and brushed my tears away.
"I love you too" he whispered back. Now I was the one in shock! But before I could say anything I suddenly felt a warm sensation through out my body.
Matt was kissing me passionately. I returned our first, indescribable kiss by releasing my tongue, which soon found itself, tangled with another.
I felt so happy, delighted, full of joy! So loved! And I loved it! I never wanted this kiss to end! It felt like the world around us froze as I kissed the boy of my dreams. We finally let go, as we needed to breathe! My cheeks felt like they were on fire as did my soul!
"Matt I have been waiting so long to do that" I told him.
"Actually, I have as well" emitted Matt. I was in shock again! Matt loved me all this time like I loved him and we were both to afraid to tell one another! But I actually was the one to brake our silence. As I am the holder of courage after all.
THE END
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Becci 'D': I DONE IT!! I'VE FINISHED IT!!! Sorry it took me so long to post it up but I've been doing exams!!! Therefore, I have been busy! However, really that is no excuse for all you viewers in suspense from where I left off my story last time! SORRY!!! Anyway, PLEASE review I would really appreciate it! THANKS!! #^__~#
