-=*~YoU and MeEh. NeVeR to bE...~*=-
By: kPtHu99iNaNiMelOvA. jUsS cAlL mE jEn~ x]
Sorry you guyz to put yet another depressing piece of crap intro fanfiction.net. but maybe it'll change later. I onno. dependz on ur reviewz. hehe
Disclaimer: Be sure to read wat I hab written at da end of dis fic!
O and. uh. I don't own fy and I don't own ne characters.
And smackin review aite! Lol. and email me if yoo hab ne questionz at
ndaheavens012@yahoo.com
thanx! Now read~ hope yoo enjoy
It hurts.
I feel as if someone ripped open my chest and stabbed my heart.
Causing it to become a wound incapable to healing.
Twice. TWICE!
I have undergone this excruciating pain.
How? I don't even know. or maybe I have endured it because,
Because maybe.
Somewhere.
There is that little flicker of hope that you would come running to me
With open arms, soul, and heart.
Like how I always am and eternally will be. open arms, soul, and heart. to.
You.
Once should have been enough.
Had I not learned my lesson?
The word impossible crept inside my mind.
Driving me insane with sadness. but I held
One should have been enough to kill me,
But I held on to that bit of hope
At the bottom of pandora's box of horrors and impossibilities.
-=flashback=-
I love you.
You are my heart.
My only one, don't leave me, stay by my side
And forever care for me.
For I could never even dream of leaving you
And I want nothing else!
You see through my heart, my soul, my impurities.
You see me as who I am,
Yours.
I have found my guardian angel. the one God has sent me.
I say I love you in all the languages of the world.
In my language. in your language. in our language.
Aishteru.. aishteru... aishteru...
-=end of flashback=-
Unbearable. as I stood there
Among your friends, and I heard you say those words
To the one you loved the most.
Each word from your heavenly mouth.
Being spoken not to me, but to someone else.
The pain!
O the pain!
Each word like a jab from a knife
Going through my heart with such preciseness and cruelty.
Each word spoken.
Never in eternity. never in forever.
To be said to me.
-=flashback=-
As the priest said his words..
Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband. (and so on)
You replied.
I do.
-=end of flashback=-
Haha.
Your wedding.
I stood there and I was in sheer shock
For now I knew that I could never be the one you loved
Hope gone.
Like the wind.
How I wish and prayed that the wedding day would not come.
But it did.
Nothing could stop it.
No one.
Not my prayers or wishes.
Not even my love.
How much I believed in the little hope I had.
It was like a little candle fire.
Burning and yearning to be fed.
But no. it was extinguished in an instance.
never will it be.
That you and I will be.
..together..
welpz you guyz and galz? Watcha think? I personally think it'z crappy cuz it sorta doesn't make sense. but da beauty of it. is~ you, da reader, can put whoever you want in it~ I put it as a fushigi yuugi subject because I was inspired to write it when I was watching the fushigi yuugi series. But to me. various couples and peepz come to mind when I read this and I aint sayin who. So like I said b4, put who ever you want in it. O.btw. should I write a sequel? Loiyke. a happier sequel or a more sad sequel? If I get enough motivation and reviewz. I'll write a next chapter. Maybe even both happy and sad. But who hatez a happy ending? I love happy endingz. Hehe. Aitez well. tell me wat type of next chapter I should get. and if there are neother questionz or requestz. juuuuuussssss email me! K well. ummm. k imma go now!
bAibAi
lOvA oF aNiMe aNd GoD.
jEnNiFeR. dA oNe n oNliEe yO!
By: kPtHu99iNaNiMelOvA. jUsS cAlL mE jEn~ x]
Sorry you guyz to put yet another depressing piece of crap intro fanfiction.net. but maybe it'll change later. I onno. dependz on ur reviewz. hehe
Disclaimer: Be sure to read wat I hab written at da end of dis fic!
O and. uh. I don't own fy and I don't own ne characters.
And smackin review aite! Lol. and email me if yoo hab ne questionz at
ndaheavens012@yahoo.com
thanx! Now read~ hope yoo enjoy
It hurts.
I feel as if someone ripped open my chest and stabbed my heart.
Causing it to become a wound incapable to healing.
Twice. TWICE!
I have undergone this excruciating pain.
How? I don't even know. or maybe I have endured it because,
Because maybe.
Somewhere.
There is that little flicker of hope that you would come running to me
With open arms, soul, and heart.
Like how I always am and eternally will be. open arms, soul, and heart. to.
You.
Once should have been enough.
Had I not learned my lesson?
The word impossible crept inside my mind.
Driving me insane with sadness. but I held
One should have been enough to kill me,
But I held on to that bit of hope
At the bottom of pandora's box of horrors and impossibilities.
-=flashback=-
I love you.
You are my heart.
My only one, don't leave me, stay by my side
And forever care for me.
For I could never even dream of leaving you
And I want nothing else!
You see through my heart, my soul, my impurities.
You see me as who I am,
Yours.
I have found my guardian angel. the one God has sent me.
I say I love you in all the languages of the world.
In my language. in your language. in our language.
Aishteru.. aishteru... aishteru...
-=end of flashback=-
Unbearable. as I stood there
Among your friends, and I heard you say those words
To the one you loved the most.
Each word from your heavenly mouth.
Being spoken not to me, but to someone else.
The pain!
O the pain!
Each word like a jab from a knife
Going through my heart with such preciseness and cruelty.
Each word spoken.
Never in eternity. never in forever.
To be said to me.
-=flashback=-
As the priest said his words..
Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband. (and so on)
You replied.
I do.
-=end of flashback=-
Haha.
Your wedding.
I stood there and I was in sheer shock
For now I knew that I could never be the one you loved
Hope gone.
Like the wind.
How I wish and prayed that the wedding day would not come.
But it did.
Nothing could stop it.
No one.
Not my prayers or wishes.
Not even my love.
How much I believed in the little hope I had.
It was like a little candle fire.
Burning and yearning to be fed.
But no. it was extinguished in an instance.
never will it be.
That you and I will be.
..together..
welpz you guyz and galz? Watcha think? I personally think it'z crappy cuz it sorta doesn't make sense. but da beauty of it. is~ you, da reader, can put whoever you want in it~ I put it as a fushigi yuugi subject because I was inspired to write it when I was watching the fushigi yuugi series. But to me. various couples and peepz come to mind when I read this and I aint sayin who. So like I said b4, put who ever you want in it. O.btw. should I write a sequel? Loiyke. a happier sequel or a more sad sequel? If I get enough motivation and reviewz. I'll write a next chapter. Maybe even both happy and sad. But who hatez a happy ending? I love happy endingz. Hehe. Aitez well. tell me wat type of next chapter I should get. and if there are neother questionz or requestz. juuuuuussssss email me! K well. ummm. k imma go now!
bAibAi
lOvA oF aNiMe aNd GoD.
jEnNiFeR. dA oNe n oNliEe yO!
