-=*~YoU and MeEh. NeVeR to bE...~*=-

By: kPtHu99iNaNiMelOvA. jUsS cAlL mE jEn~ x]

Sorry you guyz to put yet another depressing piece of crap intro fanfiction.net. but maybe it'll change later. I onno. dependz on ur reviewz. hehe

Disclaimer: Be sure to read wat I hab written at da end of dis fic!

O and. uh. I don't own fy and I don't own ne characters.

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It hurts.

I feel as if someone ripped open my chest and stabbed my heart.

Causing it to become a wound incapable to healing.

Twice. TWICE!

I have undergone this excruciating pain.

How? I don't even know. or maybe I have endured it because,

Because maybe.

Somewhere.

There is that little flicker of hope that you would come running to me

With open arms, soul, and heart.

Like how I always am and eternally will be. open arms, soul, and heart. to.

You.

Once should have been enough.

Had I not learned my lesson?

The word impossible crept inside my mind.

Driving me insane with sadness. but I held

One should have been enough to kill me,

But I held on to that bit of hope

At the bottom of pandora's box of horrors and impossibilities.



-=flashback=-

I love you.

You are my heart.

My only one, don't leave me, stay by my side

And forever care for me.

For I could never even dream of leaving you

And I want nothing else!

You see through my heart, my soul, my impurities.

You see me as who I am,

Yours.

I have found my guardian angel. the one God has sent me.

I say I love you in all the languages of the world.

In my language. in your language. in our language.

Aishteru.. aishteru... aishteru...

-=end of flashback=-



Unbearable. as I stood there

Among your friends, and I heard you say those words

To the one you loved the most.

Each word from your heavenly mouth.

Being spoken not to me, but to someone else.

The pain!

O the pain!

Each word like a jab from a knife

Going through my heart with such preciseness and cruelty.

Each word spoken.

Never in eternity. never in forever.

To be said to me.



-=flashback=-

As the priest said his words..

Do you take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband. (and so on)

You replied.

I do.

-=end of flashback=-



Haha.

Your wedding.

I stood there and I was in sheer shock

For now I knew that I could never be the one you loved

Hope gone.

Like the wind.

How I wish and prayed that the wedding day would not come.

But it did.

Nothing could stop it.

No one.

Not my prayers or wishes.

Not even my love.

How much I believed in the little hope I had.

It was like a little candle fire.

Burning and yearning to be fed.

But no. it was extinguished in an instance.

never will it be.

That you and I will be.

..together..



welpz you guyz and galz? Watcha think? I personally think it'z crappy cuz it sorta doesn't make sense. but da beauty of it. is~ you, da reader, can put whoever you want in it~ I put it as a fushigi yuugi subject because I was inspired to write it when I was watching the fushigi yuugi series. But to me. various couples and peepz come to mind when I read this and I aint sayin who. So like I said b4, put who ever you want in it. O.btw. should I write a sequel? Loiyke. a happier sequel or a more sad sequel? If I get enough motivation and reviewz. I'll write a next chapter. Maybe even both happy and sad. But who hatez a happy ending? I love happy endingz. Hehe. Aitez well. tell me wat type of next chapter I should get. and if there are neother questionz or requestz. juuuuuussssss email me! K well. ummm. k imma go now!

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