Author notes -weeee..Im on an Angst Roll this week ^_^ for those of you who may be wondering,No I am NOT angsty/suicidal in real life. If I was,do you think Id broadcasting it to the entire world? No. Okay? okay. Another note,I havent seen the entire series yet. The scene is Aya(Ran) visiting his sister in the Magicbus Hospital,and thinking deep thoughts,in Episode 2,or the episode with Miyu,and human chess and all that.




Roses for Aya




I look down on my sister Aya-chan in her hospital bed. She seems so peaceful,like she is just having a good dream and sheÕll wake up any minute now. SheÕll wake up and be so vibrant and energetic like she was before Takatori had to make her like this. If it wasnt for that rat bastard,I wouldnt have to be killing people. Aya-chan would be awake. I wont say alive,because she is alive. I know sheÕll wake up for me one day.



Im not saying the members of Weiss are bad. They are all very nice people,its just that I donÕt want to get too close. Once Aya-chan wakes up,I wont need to associate with them anymore. They will continue their pathetic lives whie I have my sister,and things will work themselves out.




Takatori. That name brings utter disgust to me,and horrible memories. I can still hear the car hitting her. I can still hear her scream. To this day I can see her laying there on the road. Nobody was helping her,except me. The paramedics finally came,and when she got to the hospital..she was comatose. I remember demanding they keep her alive. I would pay the hospital bills. Thus I joined Weiss. How selfish of me. I donÕt care about the rest as long as the mission gets completed and I get paid. Maybe Aya-chan will wake up if I work hard enough. Its an incentive program for me. If I work hard and do my missions,Aya-chan will wake up.




Thats all I want out of life. I just want Aya-chan to wake up,so I can take my revenge on that rat bastard Taktori for making her this way.



I lay some flowers on the table near her bed,making sure theyÕre watered and healthy. The flowers might make her feel better. I couldnÕt tell Weiss about this. This wasnt their responsibility. This wasnt any of their concern. The only time I wanted them to worry about me was if I was injured on a mission. ThatÕs all they need to worry about. Plus,I donÕt want to burden them. Besides...if more of us work to pay my bills,it will not make Aya-chan wake up. Only I can do that. I can feel that knot in my stomach tell me IÕm the only one who can get her to wake up.




I turn and walk out of the room. A yellow ball bounces towards me and I pick it up. A little girl stumbles towards me,and I hold out the ball. The little girl finally reaches me.ÓOh! My brother! Jun youÕve come back!Ó she said,sounding overjoyed that I might be this person named Jun. ÒNo..sorry..Ó I turned and walked away. If the situation were different,and Aya-chan was awake...is that how she would think of me? The ball bounces towards me. A bad memory and a while later, I was back at the store. I look at the roses. As long as shes in that hospital,IÕll always have roses for Aya.





Author notes part two - That was a little longer than I intended ^^;; but I got really into it. So,ehehe...please R+R!!!