The next morning, Jessica told Giles she would rather train in the morning then i the afternoon and to tell the council if they wanted her as a slayer, not to include Elizabeth, only her. Giles reluctantly agreed. Jessica sighed as she threw several punches at the punching bag, followed by a flip and a spin kick."You can stop for now Jessica."a voice said behind her. It was Buffy. She tossed her a bottled water. Jessica caught it and unscrewed the top and gulped down the cold liquid. "Giles said you can go eat know." Jessica grabbed her gym bag and glanced at Buffy"Im ready." Both of them arrived at home and devoured down pizza. Jessica sighed as she ate the last peace. She glanced up at Dawn who seemed tense and uneasy."Dawn, what is wrong?"she asked."I did something, Everything is my fault"she said softly. She was talking about Glory."No, Dawnie, it isn't your fault." Dawn gave her a angry glare."What do you know Jess? You don't know what it feels to be immortal, you don't know how it feels to lose your mom or scared everyday you can be taken from the people you love and care about. You don't know!"she seethed."You're right I don't feel none of those, Dawn, and yes I am scared everyday some god might come and take you and release some kind of hell and I don't know how it feels to lose my mother or Elizabeth. I don't know what kind of emotions you are going threw right know, I don't know Dawn, but I know I want to protect you from this bitch goddess.Im scared out of my mind for myself and you and Buffy. I mean how do you think it feels like being the slayer?Huh Dawn? You don't know that. It's almost feels like being immortal and I have to carry this weight of the world on my shoulders because I was called for this and Im barely learning how to deal with this."Angry tears came down as the rage of words exploded from her lips."You don't know this crap I have to carry around everyday and you don't feel it. Im the one who feels this, not you Dawn, and you go around screaming that you're not real. You're real to me Dawn and noone can change that.". Blinded by tears she ran upstairs and slammed the door as hard as she could and threw herself on her bed as she her tears flooded on the soft pillow. It was hard enough being the slayer and then protecting Dawn with Buffy. Things she wasen't ready in life for. Things and emotions she never knew she had or felt before. Things were just so mest up right now and she couldn't get a grasp on some things. Vampires,Glory did such things exist?Buffy had explained every detail to her about being the slayer but she couldn't help it. She was heading down on the verge of a breakdown. She could feel it.