I was running all the way to Jeff's house, I had to tell him how I really felt, I was so stupid, how could I be that fuckin stupid, to let something good get away from me like that? When I got there I was relieved cause I saw lights on..but his dad wasn't there. I knocked at the door "Hello…Hello? Jeff?" I said outside the door. He answered the door & then looked at me & then looked down "Hi" he said sadly. "Look I'm sorry that I had hurt you so badly & I just wanted to say, I'm sorry, Marc was & still is a jerk, I should have realized that & if you don't want to talk to me anymore, I fully understand, But what I came here to tell you is that I love you damnit!" I looked up, tears were streaming down my face, they were ice cold & I began to feel my heart shatter. He looked at me in silence & I finally couldn't take it anymore & I hugged him. I was so afraid, if he didn't hug me back, it was rejection, if he did, he still cared, but I doubted seriously he would hug me. But just then he wrapped his arms around me & held me close…I felt warm & protected. "Do you still love me Jeff?" I asked & I was scared of the answer…maybe he led me on to believing that I was accepted into his life again, what if..Damn I need to stop saying what if & get on with my life! "Beth Morrison, I'll always love you, no matter what happens, I told you this…I'll NEVER stop loving you!" I started to cry again & I held him tighter…never wanting him to let me go..nor I to let him go. We finally looked up at each other, at our own strange eyes, closed them & kissed.
