Chapter 7 - Please remember
Heero lay in the sick bay of the school. He seemed to have calmed down a bit and at least he was at peace again but Linda looked very upset and worried.
"What happened to him while I was gone?" she asked fighting back the tears.
Her eyes stung because she had been keeping the tears from coming for a while now and her eyes were puffy and red.
"Linda, its ok to cry you know. We all do sometimes," said Quatre softly.
The teacher left the room and closed the door softly. She wondered how Linda had anything to do with the gundam pilots and why was she crying because of Heero?
"What happened to him?" repeated Linda breaking into tears.
"He was brainwashed and there is a whole story with it, which, you don't need to know," answered Quatre as he patted her back to calm her down and then continued, "I need you to help me bring him back ok? He will be in a huge amount of pain if he does remember and I want you to stay calm the whole time ok?"
Linda nodded happy to know Heero had a cure but what did she have to do? How could she possibly help in getting Heero's memory back?
"Heero never cries," said Linda stubbournly.
Quatre looked away sadly not bothering to answer Linda's remark. No one could know if that was absolutely true or not.
"Linda, talk to him, and ask him if he remembers. Recall things that you did together. Are you ready?" asked Quatre.
Linda nodded and slowly walked to Heero. His eyes were staring at the ceiling and were barely blinking. The only thing he moved was his chest as it moved up and down while he breathed.
"Heero, do you remember me?" asked Linda.
"No," answered Heero without turning.
"My name is Linda. Does that ring a bell? Come on, remember me! Please remember. Do you remember what your mission was before you."
"No."
"But that is not right. You always have a mission! Think, something is blocking your memory. Get past that! Remember what your mission was," screamed Linda in distress.
Heero grabbed his head in confusion and sat up breathing heavily. Linda was correct. He always had a mission! Why couldn't he remember?
"Heero, do you feel any pain?" asked Linda.
Heero shook his head. Linda looked desperately at Quatre. He waved his hand urging her to go on. She didn't want to see Heero in pain. What she was doing wasn't getting her anywhere! She just wasn't the right person to do it.
"Heero, remember me please. Do you remember how you took me into your house? Remember?" pleaded Linda.
Heero began shaking violently. Linda grabbed his hand holding it tightly. He didn't seem to object but squeezed her hand until Linda's fingertips turned blue.
"Heero, I was planting some roses just a few hours before I got kidnapped. Tell me you remember. Heero, remember me please! It's me Linda! Remember me!"
Heero sat on the bed shaking. Scenes flashed inside his head but he didn't know where they came from. Linda's smile. He tried thinking further back. Linda was planting roses. He had to remember and Linda wasn't going to stop until he remembered.
"So much pain, you can get rid of all of it. So much pain!" a firm voice said in his head.
The flashes began to fade. He was losing his memory no matter how hard he tried to hold onto it just like a rope slipping from his hands.
"Heero, remember, please!" a shrill scream filled Heero's head and he let go of Linda's hand quickly.
Linda staggered back quickly looking into Heero's eyes. A huge amount of anger filled his eyes showing hatred toward her.
"Heero?" she asked softly.
"So much pain! Do you want me to remember it? I don't want any of it," screamed Heero aiming a punch at Linda.
Quatre jumped quickly blocking the punch. Heero's fist hit into his stomache and Quatre fell over in pain.
"All you two want is for me to feel the pain!" screamed Heero throwing a chair through the window.
Linda screamed and tears trickled down her eyes.
"Heero stop. You accepted the pain, you learned to live with it, but you can get rid of it! You can get rid of it through other ways," said Linda.
Heero twirled around and glared at her with frightful eyes.
"When I was planting in the garden, you spoke out loud. You may have not known it but you were speaking out loud. You had so many questions you wanted to ask, but you know, that the only one who can answer them is you and you know that in your heart. You know that you are supposed to care and feel. Otherwise you are not human! But I know, you. are just as human as me and therefore, you MUST feel pain but you can also feel happiness. Relena, can show you happiness. Please, remember," whispered Linda.
Heero stopped thinking over her words carefully. What questions did he ask? Suddenly he wanted to know more than ever what it was that he wanted in life. Was he supposed to find out by answering those questions?
"What did I ask?" asked Heero.
"You asked yourself if you knew what love was. You asked if you even cared for people, but then you told yourself you weren't meant to care, but Heero, you are supposed to care. Please remember," said Linda.
Suddenly Heero collapsed on the ground knocked unconscious. Quatre jumped up from the uncomfortable position he had been in and raced to Heero. He grabbed his wrist silencing Linda's whimpers to measure his pulse.
"I think its time we call the hospital," said Quatre.
Linda nodded and rushed out the door to find the teacher.
Quatre closed his eyes sinking into Heero's mind. His heart started racing as he realised there was no block on his mind and the pain came as a rush straight away. Quatre opened his eyes quickly and the closed them again merging Heero's mind with his. There was so much pain and grief now. When Heero would wake up he would need a lot of time by himself.
AN: soz, this one was short, but it wasn't my fault :P had to put this one up. I am racing against death because my frends are gonna kill me when they read the story I wrote about them and the gundam pilots. Wait a minute! That's IF they find out. this is good (
Heero lay in the sick bay of the school. He seemed to have calmed down a bit and at least he was at peace again but Linda looked very upset and worried.
"What happened to him while I was gone?" she asked fighting back the tears.
Her eyes stung because she had been keeping the tears from coming for a while now and her eyes were puffy and red.
"Linda, its ok to cry you know. We all do sometimes," said Quatre softly.
The teacher left the room and closed the door softly. She wondered how Linda had anything to do with the gundam pilots and why was she crying because of Heero?
"What happened to him?" repeated Linda breaking into tears.
"He was brainwashed and there is a whole story with it, which, you don't need to know," answered Quatre as he patted her back to calm her down and then continued, "I need you to help me bring him back ok? He will be in a huge amount of pain if he does remember and I want you to stay calm the whole time ok?"
Linda nodded happy to know Heero had a cure but what did she have to do? How could she possibly help in getting Heero's memory back?
"Heero never cries," said Linda stubbournly.
Quatre looked away sadly not bothering to answer Linda's remark. No one could know if that was absolutely true or not.
"Linda, talk to him, and ask him if he remembers. Recall things that you did together. Are you ready?" asked Quatre.
Linda nodded and slowly walked to Heero. His eyes were staring at the ceiling and were barely blinking. The only thing he moved was his chest as it moved up and down while he breathed.
"Heero, do you remember me?" asked Linda.
"No," answered Heero without turning.
"My name is Linda. Does that ring a bell? Come on, remember me! Please remember. Do you remember what your mission was before you."
"No."
"But that is not right. You always have a mission! Think, something is blocking your memory. Get past that! Remember what your mission was," screamed Linda in distress.
Heero grabbed his head in confusion and sat up breathing heavily. Linda was correct. He always had a mission! Why couldn't he remember?
"Heero, do you feel any pain?" asked Linda.
Heero shook his head. Linda looked desperately at Quatre. He waved his hand urging her to go on. She didn't want to see Heero in pain. What she was doing wasn't getting her anywhere! She just wasn't the right person to do it.
"Heero, remember me please. Do you remember how you took me into your house? Remember?" pleaded Linda.
Heero began shaking violently. Linda grabbed his hand holding it tightly. He didn't seem to object but squeezed her hand until Linda's fingertips turned blue.
"Heero, I was planting some roses just a few hours before I got kidnapped. Tell me you remember. Heero, remember me please! It's me Linda! Remember me!"
Heero sat on the bed shaking. Scenes flashed inside his head but he didn't know where they came from. Linda's smile. He tried thinking further back. Linda was planting roses. He had to remember and Linda wasn't going to stop until he remembered.
"So much pain, you can get rid of all of it. So much pain!" a firm voice said in his head.
The flashes began to fade. He was losing his memory no matter how hard he tried to hold onto it just like a rope slipping from his hands.
"Heero, remember, please!" a shrill scream filled Heero's head and he let go of Linda's hand quickly.
Linda staggered back quickly looking into Heero's eyes. A huge amount of anger filled his eyes showing hatred toward her.
"Heero?" she asked softly.
"So much pain! Do you want me to remember it? I don't want any of it," screamed Heero aiming a punch at Linda.
Quatre jumped quickly blocking the punch. Heero's fist hit into his stomache and Quatre fell over in pain.
"All you two want is for me to feel the pain!" screamed Heero throwing a chair through the window.
Linda screamed and tears trickled down her eyes.
"Heero stop. You accepted the pain, you learned to live with it, but you can get rid of it! You can get rid of it through other ways," said Linda.
Heero twirled around and glared at her with frightful eyes.
"When I was planting in the garden, you spoke out loud. You may have not known it but you were speaking out loud. You had so many questions you wanted to ask, but you know, that the only one who can answer them is you and you know that in your heart. You know that you are supposed to care and feel. Otherwise you are not human! But I know, you. are just as human as me and therefore, you MUST feel pain but you can also feel happiness. Relena, can show you happiness. Please, remember," whispered Linda.
Heero stopped thinking over her words carefully. What questions did he ask? Suddenly he wanted to know more than ever what it was that he wanted in life. Was he supposed to find out by answering those questions?
"What did I ask?" asked Heero.
"You asked yourself if you knew what love was. You asked if you even cared for people, but then you told yourself you weren't meant to care, but Heero, you are supposed to care. Please remember," said Linda.
Suddenly Heero collapsed on the ground knocked unconscious. Quatre jumped up from the uncomfortable position he had been in and raced to Heero. He grabbed his wrist silencing Linda's whimpers to measure his pulse.
"I think its time we call the hospital," said Quatre.
Linda nodded and rushed out the door to find the teacher.
Quatre closed his eyes sinking into Heero's mind. His heart started racing as he realised there was no block on his mind and the pain came as a rush straight away. Quatre opened his eyes quickly and the closed them again merging Heero's mind with his. There was so much pain and grief now. When Heero would wake up he would need a lot of time by himself.
AN: soz, this one was short, but it wasn't my fault :P had to put this one up. I am racing against death because my frends are gonna kill me when they read the story I wrote about them and the gundam pilots. Wait a minute! That's IF they find out. this is good (
