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Disclaimer: Does the "nope not me, how you can accuse me is a mystery. so nope not me. Carter owns the two believe me." disclaimer dance. la la la la la la la....
Summery: MSR When all we have is hope. Minor spoiler potential. If you've tuned in to season 9 then you should be fine as I don't read spoilers myself.
Rating: Unbelievably G. Rating likely to change.
AN: Hey its been forever since I last did an X-files fic. I am surprising even myself with this. If you like this little taste you'd better tell me because I am not psychic nor do I keep a survellance camera on each and every one of you...some of you yes but not everyone. If you tell me you like it and you would like more I will be more then happy to comply with your wishes. If not this little ficlet will be non-exsistant after it disapears from page one. Constructive critisim works for me. hint hint.
Archive: sure why not just let me know. phoebs_fan2001@yahoo.com
Sidenote: did anyone else find the whole mushy email thing a little too weird?
Mulder,
I still can't believe your gone. I still can't believe your back. These thoughts run through my mind so many times now. I don't expect an answer, I know that this is dangerous. But I need to talk to you. William is growing so fast and I feel that when I do get to see you again, that when you get to hold him again, he will be too old for such things. I fear for us all. Something happened the other day. I want so badly to tell you about it, but I can not understand it, and I can not explain it. Because it's the one thing I don't want to believe. I want so much just to make things right. I love William beyond anything I would have imagined, and had I known what it would take to have him with me, I would not have changed anything. But some needs William can not fulfull. And that is when I remember. So tonight I'm writing you this email, hoping it will reach you, hoping you are safe, hoping you are thinking about me as well. It helps to ease the loneliness that has crept in since your absence. I never knew true loneliness until I lost you.
Dana
Dana,
Was there a time when I called you otherwise? Still, Scully always has, and always will, hold a place deep in my heart that no amount of space can take away. I can not help but write to you. I miss your face, your voice, somedays it was all I lived for, and now that I have it no more it's harder to justify the reasons I am staying away. Know that I will always remember, and that I am safe. I spend my days worrying about you and William, I too fear for us. Is this the only way? I often question what I am doing so far from your touch, for all the time we had, this seperation should not be so difficult. But it is. Harder yet will it be, of this I am certain. Will there ever be a time when we have slayed the dragons and I can hold you in my arms? I know talk like this will only hurt us more but I can not help saying what is in my heart. We waited too long and now our time is limited, our contact only through technology that could very likely betray us. One day I will make it up to you Scully. My little skeptic, how you have changed. How we both have.
Fox
Once again I ask pathetically for reviews. Without them I fear I can not continue. *what, what was that about Twins, oh sorry. I know I suck. I'll try and get back to writing it. Blame James Cameron and his little creation, Dark Angel, ha.*
Disclaimer: Does the "nope not me, how you can accuse me is a mystery. so nope not me. Carter owns the two believe me." disclaimer dance. la la la la la la la....
Summery: MSR When all we have is hope. Minor spoiler potential. If you've tuned in to season 9 then you should be fine as I don't read spoilers myself.
Rating: Unbelievably G. Rating likely to change.
AN: Hey its been forever since I last did an X-files fic. I am surprising even myself with this. If you like this little taste you'd better tell me because I am not psychic nor do I keep a survellance camera on each and every one of you...some of you yes but not everyone. If you tell me you like it and you would like more I will be more then happy to comply with your wishes. If not this little ficlet will be non-exsistant after it disapears from page one. Constructive critisim works for me. hint hint.
Archive: sure why not just let me know. phoebs_fan2001@yahoo.com
Sidenote: did anyone else find the whole mushy email thing a little too weird?
Mulder,
I still can't believe your gone. I still can't believe your back. These thoughts run through my mind so many times now. I don't expect an answer, I know that this is dangerous. But I need to talk to you. William is growing so fast and I feel that when I do get to see you again, that when you get to hold him again, he will be too old for such things. I fear for us all. Something happened the other day. I want so badly to tell you about it, but I can not understand it, and I can not explain it. Because it's the one thing I don't want to believe. I want so much just to make things right. I love William beyond anything I would have imagined, and had I known what it would take to have him with me, I would not have changed anything. But some needs William can not fulfull. And that is when I remember. So tonight I'm writing you this email, hoping it will reach you, hoping you are safe, hoping you are thinking about me as well. It helps to ease the loneliness that has crept in since your absence. I never knew true loneliness until I lost you.
Dana
Dana,
Was there a time when I called you otherwise? Still, Scully always has, and always will, hold a place deep in my heart that no amount of space can take away. I can not help but write to you. I miss your face, your voice, somedays it was all I lived for, and now that I have it no more it's harder to justify the reasons I am staying away. Know that I will always remember, and that I am safe. I spend my days worrying about you and William, I too fear for us. Is this the only way? I often question what I am doing so far from your touch, for all the time we had, this seperation should not be so difficult. But it is. Harder yet will it be, of this I am certain. Will there ever be a time when we have slayed the dragons and I can hold you in my arms? I know talk like this will only hurt us more but I can not help saying what is in my heart. We waited too long and now our time is limited, our contact only through technology that could very likely betray us. One day I will make it up to you Scully. My little skeptic, how you have changed. How we both have.
Fox
Once again I ask pathetically for reviews. Without them I fear I can not continue. *what, what was that about Twins, oh sorry. I know I suck. I'll try and get back to writing it. Blame James Cameron and his little creation, Dark Angel, ha.*
