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Chapter five: 'yes' or 'no': my answer
Hermione's p.o.v.
The great hall filled up quickly and I had to dry my tears. No one thought I cried. They all thought that 'perfect, prefect, granger or hermione' had no reason to cry. I just hope that no one notices the tear streaks down my face. What am I saying? No one ever notices!
My mind begins to wonder.think back to the time I was with the slytherin scum. What if.what if I say 'yes?' what would everyone say? What would everyone think? Especially harry and Ron. Maybe if I get married to malfoy.I could stop voldemort's plan, whatever it is! But.it has to be something big, well that's what I deduct because he needs my hand in marriage. Oh my, what if.it might have something to do with harry!
But if I don't marry.if I do.if I don't marry.malfoy. what will he do? Will he try to kill me? No, he won't! He needs me.to be very much alive, or at least breathing, for voldemort's 'master plan', which I have no idea about! And since I don't know anything.how do I know that he's not after harry again? And how do I know.if I should marry malfoy or not! I would always.no matter what.or who.always marry a person in exchange for Harry and Ron's safety.
But if malfoy is assigned to marry me, how would crabbe or goyle.well I guess that it wouldn't matter who I marry as long as I'm married to one of his death eaters or death eaters- to- be. But I really don't now what my answer would be.I need more time. Or at least a sign! Something to tell me whether harry's safe or not. But if I don't see a sign, my answer to his proposal will be 'no.' as long as harry's safe.there really isn't any need to marry malfoy.but what if he's not safe and voldemort's out there working on his so called 'master plan' and I don't know anything about it.and.and.what if harry dies? No! hermione.don't think like that! Think happy thoughts! Happy thoughts.and only happy thoughts! Okay, I'm cool! I am going to say 'no' for the time being. I am going to say 'no.' and only 'no' or I might say 'yes,' there is a little chance.a big chance that I'll have to say 'yes' to his proposal. Oh why.why did voldemort have to gain power! Why?
Okay hermione, you did it! you did it! no, harry did it! no scar burning equals no getting married to malfoy! Yippee! Yay, yay, and YAY! Well, those were my thoughts.until I got to potions, that is!
I went through the day fine until potions and it was all professor snape's fault! No, it was all.all.it was all.oh, screw double potions! Screw it all! But before I went to double potions, I felt as though a large amount of.a whole bunch had come off my chest. I told harry and ron about my encounter with malfoy. There was no way I was going to tell them about my dream in which voldemort had.proposed to me. Of course, I must have been drunk because normally I wouldn't tell them a single thing about.well I usually didn't tell them about my encounters with malfoy because they would. get pissed off that they would suffer a lot.well academically, at least.
When I told them about why I didn't just ignore him, about the marriage, they were just.just really.not 'just' really surprised, but they were so shocked that they dropped all their books in the hallway.and we because we were held up, we were late! Ten seconds late to be precise. Good thing professor flitwick didn't notice. Anyway, I told them after charms and they went berserk, ron at least did. I quickly told him that I was going to reject him and his proposal. That seemed to cheer him up a bit.
But during potions, when I was making the polyjuice potion, it was supposed to be a review from last year but this time we had to get the ingredients our selves, but really there wasn't anything bad about making the potion. just that we had to make it with partners. I would've normally had to work with pansy parkinson, but she was suffering from a broken arm after being hit by a bludger while watching malfoy play quidditch, but since she wasn't here.I had to work with malfoy because neville wasn't in potions either. I guess that after being sent that howler from his grandma.he just sort of.fainted. Really embarrasing.
While we were working on our potion, I saw from the corner of my eye, harry flinch. I could tell his scar was burning because he stopped what he was doing to massage his forehead, which bore his scar. By the end of potions, I had no idea what my answer was going to be. If I said 'yes' then maybe I could find out what voldemort's 'master plan' was, but if I said 'no'.I wouldn't have to get married to malfoy. And I definitely don't want to marry Malfoy. That's why pansy parkinson was born.
It was when we were walking to the great hall for dinner that I had decided what my answer was. "you guys, I have something to tell you." Harry and ron pulled me into a secret corridor when no one was watching us. They probably know the whole school better than filch. "What is it 'mione?" Ron asked, a curious look on his face. "I've decided to.to.to marry.marry him." Ron was on the verge of shouting. It was a good thing harry saw this because he put his hand over his mouth. "Quiet Ron. What if someone hears you?" then he turned to me and asked, "But Hermione, why?" I knew that he would ask that. And before I could actually accept marrying. him.Malfoy, I needed to answer that question. And ron would never let me go to dinner if I didn't answer it, even though he wasn't the one that had asked me that question. And I had asked that question many times in the day every time I thought about marrying him. But until potions, I didn't know the answer. And I guess.that a sign did come to me.
"Harry, I saw you flinch in potions today. And please don't deny it! I saw you flinch because of your scar! And if I married malfoy, then maybe.just maybe I could find out you-know-who's plan. ~ I didn't say voldemort's name because of ron. Though I really don't know what there is to be scared of besides the fact that he's gaining power and he could use the killing curse any time. ~ I just know that he has a plan behind all this. And I'll tell you where he is and if he's close to you so you can go from where you are and be safe. You wouldn't get hurt, not a scratch on your body! And as for Malfoy, I'll just get a divorce!" I saw harry lighten up, but ron was still seeing red so I added, "Ron, I'm only doing this for Harry's safety.not out of love. I will never love anyone as slimy as Draco Malfoy!" This seemed to soften him up a bit.
Time passed so quickly. After I finished eating dinner, it was nine. Then ten, eleven, and then eleven forty-five. Harry let me borrow his invisibility cloak so I could go and come back from the owlery without any disturbances from filch and mrs. Norris.
I put on the invisibility cloak and went to the Owlery. I knew that I couldn't turn back now. Now that I wasn't in the griffindor common room any more. I couldn't turn back.Voldemort was close.nearby. Ready to strike.and we would be so vulnerable.we wouldn't be ready to defend harry against him. He would take over Hogwarts with ease. This thought made me shudder.
When I got to the Owlery, Malfoy was unmistakably already there. He seemed to have sensed me or felt my eyes staring at his back because he said, "So I see that you decided that you'd rather be wed to me. I'll pick you up a week before the wedding and because you are a know-it-all and have to know everything, the wedding's on july 30. You could pick out your wedding dress." I knew his family hated muggles and their traditions, but I had to ask this, "Can I at least follow one muggle wedding tradition? It is my wedding as much as yours." To my surprise he said I could. I felt hot tears come to my eyes. I was going to marry Malfoy.and.no, this is only for Harry's safety. Well, that's what I kept telling myself. And I guess that thought was the thought that would get me through school with a perfect record.
Ron's p.o.v.
It was hard sleeping, but I was calm. I couldn't believe that I was this calm. Maybe it was because I knew that Hermione wasn't marrying that slimy git out of love. But that was what I kept telling myself, at least.
But when was the wedding going to take place? And where? I want to be there for 'Mione.even if she's about to ruining her life.and if it's not me that she's marrying. My last thought before drifting of to sleep was, maybe after 'Mione gets the divorce.maybe I'll propose to her.
~ end chapter five ~ please review. Still crappy, huh? Next chapter will be the wedding and please do not get to excited, because it will probably suck. Five reviews till the next chapter. And I promise my mum won't catch me. Thanx!
Chapter five: 'yes' or 'no': my answer
Hermione's p.o.v.
The great hall filled up quickly and I had to dry my tears. No one thought I cried. They all thought that 'perfect, prefect, granger or hermione' had no reason to cry. I just hope that no one notices the tear streaks down my face. What am I saying? No one ever notices!
My mind begins to wonder.think back to the time I was with the slytherin scum. What if.what if I say 'yes?' what would everyone say? What would everyone think? Especially harry and Ron. Maybe if I get married to malfoy.I could stop voldemort's plan, whatever it is! But.it has to be something big, well that's what I deduct because he needs my hand in marriage. Oh my, what if.it might have something to do with harry!
But if I don't marry.if I do.if I don't marry.malfoy. what will he do? Will he try to kill me? No, he won't! He needs me.to be very much alive, or at least breathing, for voldemort's 'master plan', which I have no idea about! And since I don't know anything.how do I know that he's not after harry again? And how do I know.if I should marry malfoy or not! I would always.no matter what.or who.always marry a person in exchange for Harry and Ron's safety.
But if malfoy is assigned to marry me, how would crabbe or goyle.well I guess that it wouldn't matter who I marry as long as I'm married to one of his death eaters or death eaters- to- be. But I really don't now what my answer would be.I need more time. Or at least a sign! Something to tell me whether harry's safe or not. But if I don't see a sign, my answer to his proposal will be 'no.' as long as harry's safe.there really isn't any need to marry malfoy.but what if he's not safe and voldemort's out there working on his so called 'master plan' and I don't know anything about it.and.and.what if harry dies? No! hermione.don't think like that! Think happy thoughts! Happy thoughts.and only happy thoughts! Okay, I'm cool! I am going to say 'no' for the time being. I am going to say 'no.' and only 'no' or I might say 'yes,' there is a little chance.a big chance that I'll have to say 'yes' to his proposal. Oh why.why did voldemort have to gain power! Why?
Okay hermione, you did it! you did it! no, harry did it! no scar burning equals no getting married to malfoy! Yippee! Yay, yay, and YAY! Well, those were my thoughts.until I got to potions, that is!
I went through the day fine until potions and it was all professor snape's fault! No, it was all.all.it was all.oh, screw double potions! Screw it all! But before I went to double potions, I felt as though a large amount of.a whole bunch had come off my chest. I told harry and ron about my encounter with malfoy. There was no way I was going to tell them about my dream in which voldemort had.proposed to me. Of course, I must have been drunk because normally I wouldn't tell them a single thing about.well I usually didn't tell them about my encounters with malfoy because they would. get pissed off that they would suffer a lot.well academically, at least.
When I told them about why I didn't just ignore him, about the marriage, they were just.just really.not 'just' really surprised, but they were so shocked that they dropped all their books in the hallway.and we because we were held up, we were late! Ten seconds late to be precise. Good thing professor flitwick didn't notice. Anyway, I told them after charms and they went berserk, ron at least did. I quickly told him that I was going to reject him and his proposal. That seemed to cheer him up a bit.
But during potions, when I was making the polyjuice potion, it was supposed to be a review from last year but this time we had to get the ingredients our selves, but really there wasn't anything bad about making the potion. just that we had to make it with partners. I would've normally had to work with pansy parkinson, but she was suffering from a broken arm after being hit by a bludger while watching malfoy play quidditch, but since she wasn't here.I had to work with malfoy because neville wasn't in potions either. I guess that after being sent that howler from his grandma.he just sort of.fainted. Really embarrasing.
While we were working on our potion, I saw from the corner of my eye, harry flinch. I could tell his scar was burning because he stopped what he was doing to massage his forehead, which bore his scar. By the end of potions, I had no idea what my answer was going to be. If I said 'yes' then maybe I could find out what voldemort's 'master plan' was, but if I said 'no'.I wouldn't have to get married to malfoy. And I definitely don't want to marry Malfoy. That's why pansy parkinson was born.
It was when we were walking to the great hall for dinner that I had decided what my answer was. "you guys, I have something to tell you." Harry and ron pulled me into a secret corridor when no one was watching us. They probably know the whole school better than filch. "What is it 'mione?" Ron asked, a curious look on his face. "I've decided to.to.to marry.marry him." Ron was on the verge of shouting. It was a good thing harry saw this because he put his hand over his mouth. "Quiet Ron. What if someone hears you?" then he turned to me and asked, "But Hermione, why?" I knew that he would ask that. And before I could actually accept marrying. him.Malfoy, I needed to answer that question. And ron would never let me go to dinner if I didn't answer it, even though he wasn't the one that had asked me that question. And I had asked that question many times in the day every time I thought about marrying him. But until potions, I didn't know the answer. And I guess.that a sign did come to me.
"Harry, I saw you flinch in potions today. And please don't deny it! I saw you flinch because of your scar! And if I married malfoy, then maybe.just maybe I could find out you-know-who's plan. ~ I didn't say voldemort's name because of ron. Though I really don't know what there is to be scared of besides the fact that he's gaining power and he could use the killing curse any time. ~ I just know that he has a plan behind all this. And I'll tell you where he is and if he's close to you so you can go from where you are and be safe. You wouldn't get hurt, not a scratch on your body! And as for Malfoy, I'll just get a divorce!" I saw harry lighten up, but ron was still seeing red so I added, "Ron, I'm only doing this for Harry's safety.not out of love. I will never love anyone as slimy as Draco Malfoy!" This seemed to soften him up a bit.
Time passed so quickly. After I finished eating dinner, it was nine. Then ten, eleven, and then eleven forty-five. Harry let me borrow his invisibility cloak so I could go and come back from the owlery without any disturbances from filch and mrs. Norris.
I put on the invisibility cloak and went to the Owlery. I knew that I couldn't turn back now. Now that I wasn't in the griffindor common room any more. I couldn't turn back.Voldemort was close.nearby. Ready to strike.and we would be so vulnerable.we wouldn't be ready to defend harry against him. He would take over Hogwarts with ease. This thought made me shudder.
When I got to the Owlery, Malfoy was unmistakably already there. He seemed to have sensed me or felt my eyes staring at his back because he said, "So I see that you decided that you'd rather be wed to me. I'll pick you up a week before the wedding and because you are a know-it-all and have to know everything, the wedding's on july 30. You could pick out your wedding dress." I knew his family hated muggles and their traditions, but I had to ask this, "Can I at least follow one muggle wedding tradition? It is my wedding as much as yours." To my surprise he said I could. I felt hot tears come to my eyes. I was going to marry Malfoy.and.no, this is only for Harry's safety. Well, that's what I kept telling myself. And I guess that thought was the thought that would get me through school with a perfect record.
Ron's p.o.v.
It was hard sleeping, but I was calm. I couldn't believe that I was this calm. Maybe it was because I knew that Hermione wasn't marrying that slimy git out of love. But that was what I kept telling myself, at least.
But when was the wedding going to take place? And where? I want to be there for 'Mione.even if she's about to ruining her life.and if it's not me that she's marrying. My last thought before drifting of to sleep was, maybe after 'Mione gets the divorce.maybe I'll propose to her.
~ end chapter five ~ please review. Still crappy, huh? Next chapter will be the wedding and please do not get to excited, because it will probably suck. Five reviews till the next chapter. And I promise my mum won't catch me. Thanx!
