A/N: To make up for writing no new chapters this weekend (though it wasn't
my fault) I posting a new chapter even though no one has added any new
reviews. Enjoy!
Chapter 3
Thursday, November 4
I 'forgot' the note. It must have somehow... fallen out of my hand and landed somehow on this page of my diary.
Tina says I left it here on purpose. She knows me too well.
I just couldn't bring myself to do it. What if he figured out it was me who sent it but didn't feel that way and the rest of our non-existent relationship was ruined? Who would tutor me in algebra? Of course I do live with my algebra teacher, but still. And what if he thought it was someone else because he loved that other person? My heart would be broken. And what if because of that, he asked that other person out and they said yes? I would never be able to look at him ever again without breaking down a crying!
Lilly still has no clue that I don't like Kenny. She thinks we're such a sweet couple somehow. You would think that my best friend, who just happens to have a 170 IQ, would be able to figure out that I hate Kenny. Well I don't hate him, I just don't like him. Lilly, however, thinks that I am happy somehow. God knows I've been complaining about not having a boyfriend since almost forever, so I guess she thinks I'm happy. I'd only be happy going out with Michael, not Kenny. I mean Lilly had to settle for Boris! I don't want to have to settle for Kenny. That's why I've decided to break up with Kenny. Besides, I shouldn't be writing love notes to Michael when I'm going out with Kenny. Even if I don't like him that way, I shouldn't be that cruel. I'll let him down gently tomorrow, if I can manage to be assertive enough.
Friday, November 5
I remembered the note today. I put it in his locker after school because he was hanging around it before school. I'll have to wait until MONDAY to see if he likes me!!! Oh well... at least I worked up the courage to give it to him.
Oh my god! I just had a thought. What if he becomes paranoid (like I would) and begins to test it for fingerprints? Then he'd figure out it was me who gave it to him!
Now I'm being paranoid. First of all, I WANT him to know I like him. Second, he isn't as paranoid as I am, so that won't happen. I worry too much.
The oddest thing happened today at G&T. Lana came in and gave a note to Mrs. Hill calling her to the office for a chat with Principal Gupta about the material she reads in class. I don't even want to know... Anyways, Lana looked over at Michael tutoring me in algebra and suddenly got an odd gleam in her eye. Before I knew it, she walked right over and began flirting with him!!!
L: Hi, Michael *giggles*
MM: Uh... hi...
He looked as puzzled as I was. Lana never talked to anyone but jocks and people as cool as she. She hates Michael!
L: What are you doing?
MM: Just tutoring Mia in algebra.
L: You must be just SO smart.
MM: Well I did learn it 3 years ago...
He looked at her oddly. Of course he knows algebra! He is a senior, meaning he took it as a freshman.
L: Wow. You're a senior, right.
MM: Yeah...
L: That is like, so awesome!
MM: Yeah...
Me: Can we get back to algebra now? I need the help.
Michael looked grateful at my interference.
L *snooty tone*: Oh yes, you're FAILING algebra aren't you. I'm getting an A in that class!
Yeah right! I saw her paper's in Mr. G's briefcase (I was looking for my grades). She's getting C!!!
At that point Mrs. Hill arrived back at the G&T room and told Lana to go back to her class. She did, but only after giggling again and saying "Bye, Michael," and winking. Gag me.
MM: What was that about?
Me: I'd tell you if I knew...
What was Lana doing? I thought she hated Michael! Maybe she saw him with his shirt off. I mean, anyone who sees his abs and chest definitely will fall in love with him. Reminder to self: make sure no one else ever sees him with his shirt off.
Now I have to wait until Monday to see if he likes me! I'm never going to last the weekend.
A/N: Please keep reviewing! I'm going to write the chapter right after I upload this one, but I still want the reviews!
Chapter 3
Thursday, November 4
I 'forgot' the note. It must have somehow... fallen out of my hand and landed somehow on this page of my diary.
Tina says I left it here on purpose. She knows me too well.
I just couldn't bring myself to do it. What if he figured out it was me who sent it but didn't feel that way and the rest of our non-existent relationship was ruined? Who would tutor me in algebra? Of course I do live with my algebra teacher, but still. And what if he thought it was someone else because he loved that other person? My heart would be broken. And what if because of that, he asked that other person out and they said yes? I would never be able to look at him ever again without breaking down a crying!
Lilly still has no clue that I don't like Kenny. She thinks we're such a sweet couple somehow. You would think that my best friend, who just happens to have a 170 IQ, would be able to figure out that I hate Kenny. Well I don't hate him, I just don't like him. Lilly, however, thinks that I am happy somehow. God knows I've been complaining about not having a boyfriend since almost forever, so I guess she thinks I'm happy. I'd only be happy going out with Michael, not Kenny. I mean Lilly had to settle for Boris! I don't want to have to settle for Kenny. That's why I've decided to break up with Kenny. Besides, I shouldn't be writing love notes to Michael when I'm going out with Kenny. Even if I don't like him that way, I shouldn't be that cruel. I'll let him down gently tomorrow, if I can manage to be assertive enough.
Friday, November 5
I remembered the note today. I put it in his locker after school because he was hanging around it before school. I'll have to wait until MONDAY to see if he likes me!!! Oh well... at least I worked up the courage to give it to him.
Oh my god! I just had a thought. What if he becomes paranoid (like I would) and begins to test it for fingerprints? Then he'd figure out it was me who gave it to him!
Now I'm being paranoid. First of all, I WANT him to know I like him. Second, he isn't as paranoid as I am, so that won't happen. I worry too much.
The oddest thing happened today at G&T. Lana came in and gave a note to Mrs. Hill calling her to the office for a chat with Principal Gupta about the material she reads in class. I don't even want to know... Anyways, Lana looked over at Michael tutoring me in algebra and suddenly got an odd gleam in her eye. Before I knew it, she walked right over and began flirting with him!!!
L: Hi, Michael *giggles*
MM: Uh... hi...
He looked as puzzled as I was. Lana never talked to anyone but jocks and people as cool as she. She hates Michael!
L: What are you doing?
MM: Just tutoring Mia in algebra.
L: You must be just SO smart.
MM: Well I did learn it 3 years ago...
He looked at her oddly. Of course he knows algebra! He is a senior, meaning he took it as a freshman.
L: Wow. You're a senior, right.
MM: Yeah...
L: That is like, so awesome!
MM: Yeah...
Me: Can we get back to algebra now? I need the help.
Michael looked grateful at my interference.
L *snooty tone*: Oh yes, you're FAILING algebra aren't you. I'm getting an A in that class!
Yeah right! I saw her paper's in Mr. G's briefcase (I was looking for my grades). She's getting C!!!
At that point Mrs. Hill arrived back at the G&T room and told Lana to go back to her class. She did, but only after giggling again and saying "Bye, Michael," and winking. Gag me.
MM: What was that about?
Me: I'd tell you if I knew...
What was Lana doing? I thought she hated Michael! Maybe she saw him with his shirt off. I mean, anyone who sees his abs and chest definitely will fall in love with him. Reminder to self: make sure no one else ever sees him with his shirt off.
Now I have to wait until Monday to see if he likes me! I'm never going to last the weekend.
A/N: Please keep reviewing! I'm going to write the chapter right after I upload this one, but I still want the reviews!
