Summary : Angel POV about his feelings for Cordelia
Spoilers : Dad
Disclaimer : hey characters aren't mine .Just borrowing them .
Sequel to "Just a word "
"
I'm in love with Cordelia Chase ".
There I said it out loud .It sounds weird . Not crazy weird but a good kinda weird .If that makes any sense at all . My God? I'm rambling . I don't ramble . I brood . See what being with this girl has done to me .
But serious now . I have thought about this for a long time .Spend many hours in the dark brooding and the only conclusion I could come up with was that I had fallen in love with her .
But when did this all happen ? Did I just wake up one day and say : " Today I'm gonna kill some slimy demons, brood a little and fall in love with Cordelia ."? That just sounds too crazy , don't you think ?
I guess it just crept up on me . I have always cared about Cordelia and have always loved her .Just the thought of something happening to her makes me act all crazy and wild . At least that's what I've been told .
But looking back I guess it all really started when we got back from Pylea . yes, that would be about right .Fred was the one who opened up my eyes when she told me me about the tension between us . She actually used some weird kind of Fred word but I guess she meant .. sexual tension .
Tension , hmmm . I just found that thought so crazy . I mean me and Cordelia? I had no choice but to investigate . I went over to Cordelia's desk and looked at her . Just looked .
At that moment .At that very moment I realized it . Cordelia was tactless, too damn honest and the only person who could drive me up a wall . Every time we had a fight I lost . I every time she wanted something done , I did it . I bought her clothes , I gave her presents . She was just the most annoying woman I have ever met . And don't forget I have lived a long,long time.
But I loved those things about her . Every single little bad habit , every little annoying thing . I simply , absolutely loved it .
"I love Cordelia Chase " I just had to say it again looking at her with my child in her arms . Connor feels so relaxed when she's here .When she holds him in her arms and sings too him . I have too admit it though . She sounds terrible . Not a pure note in there but to me it sounds like music .
Now do you understand why I call this whole thing crazy ?
But lately I have been worrying about her . She comes in here looking more tired every day. Her big brown eyes have lost their usual spark and sometimes I catch her staring into space . Just staring , like she has some sort of terrible secret . Something she doesn't wanna share with us .
Yesterday we were in the office and I asked Cordelia to get a file . She stood up and had to grab the table to get her balance back .This isn't the old Cordelia .Something's wrong . Terribly wrong . And I want to force it out of her but like I said I never win .
"I'm in love with Cordelia Chase " and right now it's the most beautiful thing in the world .And also the scarriest .
Spoilers : Dad
Disclaimer : hey characters aren't mine .Just borrowing them .
Sequel to "Just a word "
"
I'm in love with Cordelia Chase ".
There I said it out loud .It sounds weird . Not crazy weird but a good kinda weird .If that makes any sense at all . My God? I'm rambling . I don't ramble . I brood . See what being with this girl has done to me .
But serious now . I have thought about this for a long time .Spend many hours in the dark brooding and the only conclusion I could come up with was that I had fallen in love with her .
But when did this all happen ? Did I just wake up one day and say : " Today I'm gonna kill some slimy demons, brood a little and fall in love with Cordelia ."? That just sounds too crazy , don't you think ?
I guess it just crept up on me . I have always cared about Cordelia and have always loved her .Just the thought of something happening to her makes me act all crazy and wild . At least that's what I've been told .
But looking back I guess it all really started when we got back from Pylea . yes, that would be about right .Fred was the one who opened up my eyes when she told me me about the tension between us . She actually used some weird kind of Fred word but I guess she meant .. sexual tension .
Tension , hmmm . I just found that thought so crazy . I mean me and Cordelia? I had no choice but to investigate . I went over to Cordelia's desk and looked at her . Just looked .
At that moment .At that very moment I realized it . Cordelia was tactless, too damn honest and the only person who could drive me up a wall . Every time we had a fight I lost . I every time she wanted something done , I did it . I bought her clothes , I gave her presents . She was just the most annoying woman I have ever met . And don't forget I have lived a long,long time.
But I loved those things about her . Every single little bad habit , every little annoying thing . I simply , absolutely loved it .
"I love Cordelia Chase " I just had to say it again looking at her with my child in her arms . Connor feels so relaxed when she's here .When she holds him in her arms and sings too him . I have too admit it though . She sounds terrible . Not a pure note in there but to me it sounds like music .
Now do you understand why I call this whole thing crazy ?
But lately I have been worrying about her . She comes in here looking more tired every day. Her big brown eyes have lost their usual spark and sometimes I catch her staring into space . Just staring , like she has some sort of terrible secret . Something she doesn't wanna share with us .
Yesterday we were in the office and I asked Cordelia to get a file . She stood up and had to grab the table to get her balance back .This isn't the old Cordelia .Something's wrong . Terribly wrong . And I want to force it out of her but like I said I never win .
"I'm in love with Cordelia Chase " and right now it's the most beautiful thing in the world .And also the scarriest .
