Disclaimer:Uhh not mine?yah...thats rite...~.^ok whaeva
AN: Umm to tell da truth, i wasnt gonna DO a second one at all. And to all the Nakago fans out there, if u dun have anything nice to say, dun say anythin at all. and to anyone else i might have not put their favorite character in...character, well then, gomen. (no spell check.u have been warned)I MADE THIS UP, NO NEED TO TELL ME TAHT IM NOT FOLLOWING THE STORY!!!!!
Chapter 2:Mixed emotions...
by:fire demoness.
I woke up in a soft bed and shook my head groggily. I winced in pain at the wound on my side.I suddenly remembered all of what had happened...Tamahome's family... Tamahome as he saw them lying there...the "battle"...Soi...it brought a headache to my weakened mind just to think about it.
I looked around the room that i was in. This was most definately the Seiyruu palace. Dragon wallpaper, a lot of blue things. On the dresser by me were a cup of water, still lukewarm, and some food. i drank the water slowly, making sure not to hurt my wounds more.
As i put the water down, holding a hand to my arm, which had also been injured, i thought about the fight...and about my aniki. Was there a possibility that he was alive? the feeling i felt when i sensed that something was wrong...maybe he was just unconsious or injured. Not dead. a spark of hope formed in my head. Maybe...no. it was a ludicris idea. No way could he be alive...but, there was still that voice inside of him that told him otherwise.
My brain couldnt take more of this deciding and arguing internally. As i was so close to losing it all, there was a knock at the door and Soi came in, bringing with her warm food and a cup of tea.
"Suboshi," she said, in an almost motherly way,"are your wounds better? i had the doctors check them, but we cannot say for sure if they are healed."
I nodded as i drank the tea. I still had my douts about it, and my head was swimming with the results of the fight i had against my brother being dead.
"Nakago...is he mad? disappointed? and Lady Yui? does she know?that...i killed them? How long has it been?"
Soi hesitated, then said, with her head down,"I have not spoken to Nakago yet. He knows nothing except that you are injured. He shall check up on you later in the day. Lady Yui knows nothing. It has been about 2 days since i brought you in."
She took the cold food and left. I laid down in the bed again. So Nakago shall come later, maybe with a punishment. and Lady Yui knows nothing. It should stay that way. It would just break her mending heart even more.
I fumbled around, trying to sleep, and felt something solid and hard against my stomach. i groaned at the impact and brought out the object. My reiisiyuu. They had done so much damage...and yet, it was no fault of theirs. i had made all the decisions, no one to blame them on. i spun one with my finger mindlessly and just watched the blue glow whirl around. i fell into a deep slumber...
"Suboshi. wake up NOW."
I slowly opened one eye and then felt wide awake. Nakago was here. He was staring at me with his cold blue eyes and had a smirk on his face. i never did like that smirk. it meant nothing good, i could tell.
"Well...you have succedded in killing the family. Why did you let him injure you? You were a good match for him. You could have KILLED him if you tried. what is worng with you!? pity? i expected more of you..."
I held my head. He was right. i know that when i killed them i had no dout, but ...should i have done it? was it the right thing to do? it wouldnt bring back my aniki.Nakago was very wise and the leader of us...what he said should make sense. But...the way the little girl looked at me. Her wide eyes...unknowing...not blaming, just questioning... my thoughts were inturuppted by Nakago's voice.
"I admit,your powers have grown since you first came here, but that is even MORE of an excuse why you should have had no problem making our "obsticles" less...do you not want Lady Yui to summon our god?"
My head snapped up. What? was he calling me a traitor? i held me head and started rocking back and forth. the thoguhts...the reasoning...everything..it was too much.. i started to gasp a little as everything in my head started screaming at me.
Nakago got up and walked towards the door while i was still shaking back and forth.
" You shall revcieve no punishment, seeing as how you are injured and you have lost your brother. Lady Yui and Soi might not like that either. Try to get well. we need all the seishi we can have in full health for battle with the Suzaku."
He left and i laid down once again, my wounds forgotten. Soi was nice to me. probably the only one in the group...now that aniki was gone. I stiffled back a sob. why did you leave me aniki? why?...im so lonely now...come back...
Subohshi cried himself to sleep eventually, completely unaware of the eyes in the shadow of his dresser...
TBC?
Welll? What do u think? Continue? Leave it? I suck at writing?oh well. Review!^_^ im not sure what comes after this. Maybe u can gimme and idea?
AN: Umm to tell da truth, i wasnt gonna DO a second one at all. And to all the Nakago fans out there, if u dun have anything nice to say, dun say anythin at all. and to anyone else i might have not put their favorite character in...character, well then, gomen. (no spell check.u have been warned)I MADE THIS UP, NO NEED TO TELL ME TAHT IM NOT FOLLOWING THE STORY!!!!!
Chapter 2:Mixed emotions...
by:fire demoness.
I woke up in a soft bed and shook my head groggily. I winced in pain at the wound on my side.I suddenly remembered all of what had happened...Tamahome's family... Tamahome as he saw them lying there...the "battle"...Soi...it brought a headache to my weakened mind just to think about it.
I looked around the room that i was in. This was most definately the Seiyruu palace. Dragon wallpaper, a lot of blue things. On the dresser by me were a cup of water, still lukewarm, and some food. i drank the water slowly, making sure not to hurt my wounds more.
As i put the water down, holding a hand to my arm, which had also been injured, i thought about the fight...and about my aniki. Was there a possibility that he was alive? the feeling i felt when i sensed that something was wrong...maybe he was just unconsious or injured. Not dead. a spark of hope formed in my head. Maybe...no. it was a ludicris idea. No way could he be alive...but, there was still that voice inside of him that told him otherwise.
My brain couldnt take more of this deciding and arguing internally. As i was so close to losing it all, there was a knock at the door and Soi came in, bringing with her warm food and a cup of tea.
"Suboshi," she said, in an almost motherly way,"are your wounds better? i had the doctors check them, but we cannot say for sure if they are healed."
I nodded as i drank the tea. I still had my douts about it, and my head was swimming with the results of the fight i had against my brother being dead.
"Nakago...is he mad? disappointed? and Lady Yui? does she know?that...i killed them? How long has it been?"
Soi hesitated, then said, with her head down,"I have not spoken to Nakago yet. He knows nothing except that you are injured. He shall check up on you later in the day. Lady Yui knows nothing. It has been about 2 days since i brought you in."
She took the cold food and left. I laid down in the bed again. So Nakago shall come later, maybe with a punishment. and Lady Yui knows nothing. It should stay that way. It would just break her mending heart even more.
I fumbled around, trying to sleep, and felt something solid and hard against my stomach. i groaned at the impact and brought out the object. My reiisiyuu. They had done so much damage...and yet, it was no fault of theirs. i had made all the decisions, no one to blame them on. i spun one with my finger mindlessly and just watched the blue glow whirl around. i fell into a deep slumber...
"Suboshi. wake up NOW."
I slowly opened one eye and then felt wide awake. Nakago was here. He was staring at me with his cold blue eyes and had a smirk on his face. i never did like that smirk. it meant nothing good, i could tell.
"Well...you have succedded in killing the family. Why did you let him injure you? You were a good match for him. You could have KILLED him if you tried. what is worng with you!? pity? i expected more of you..."
I held my head. He was right. i know that when i killed them i had no dout, but ...should i have done it? was it the right thing to do? it wouldnt bring back my aniki.Nakago was very wise and the leader of us...what he said should make sense. But...the way the little girl looked at me. Her wide eyes...unknowing...not blaming, just questioning... my thoughts were inturuppted by Nakago's voice.
"I admit,your powers have grown since you first came here, but that is even MORE of an excuse why you should have had no problem making our "obsticles" less...do you not want Lady Yui to summon our god?"
My head snapped up. What? was he calling me a traitor? i held me head and started rocking back and forth. the thoguhts...the reasoning...everything..it was too much.. i started to gasp a little as everything in my head started screaming at me.
Nakago got up and walked towards the door while i was still shaking back and forth.
" You shall revcieve no punishment, seeing as how you are injured and you have lost your brother. Lady Yui and Soi might not like that either. Try to get well. we need all the seishi we can have in full health for battle with the Suzaku."
He left and i laid down once again, my wounds forgotten. Soi was nice to me. probably the only one in the group...now that aniki was gone. I stiffled back a sob. why did you leave me aniki? why?...im so lonely now...come back...
Subohshi cried himself to sleep eventually, completely unaware of the eyes in the shadow of his dresser...
TBC?
Welll? What do u think? Continue? Leave it? I suck at writing?oh well. Review!^_^ im not sure what comes after this. Maybe u can gimme and idea?
