Title: That's why I won't love you
Author: Trunks_Girl
Chapter: 1, That's why I won't love you
Rating: PG
Author's notes: These are all my stupid facts my analytical mind worked out. A good one to read is 'Who's fault is it anyway?', which is like this, only in a story format. And yes, you do find out the cat's name in this. Now read mortal!
Disclaimer: I claim no rights to Dragon Ball Z. I am writing this for non- profit so please don't sue me.
I roll around and put my arms around her protectively. Her hair falls like a waterfall, so beautiful, like her. Tonight she told me she loved me. I hate it when she says that. She looked at me with those big blue eyes, wondering if tonight I'd tell her. When I didn't say anything she just fell asleep, trying to look like she didn't care. It hurts so bad that I can't say I love her back, it's because I won't. I refuse to love her. I know she'd burst out in tears if she ever heard me say that but it's because she is so pure, so kind, so caring… so everything I'm not. I'm not saying that she is perfect, she yells at her friends and beats up poor Krillin, although, since he got hitched to that android she seemed to stop. But to me she is wonderful. I know it's probably stupid, but she has done things for me that no-one else ever did for me in my life! She… she cares about me. I've never had that before.
Her only fault I can see is that she can't understand that that I'm not the wonderful person she thinks I am. She sees me as the man who had her two children and saved the world. Bah! I've killed for no reason other than because I've felt like it. She can't see me for what I am, a murderer. Even after I came back from Namek she invited me into to her home, and then into her life. The only conclusion I came to was she was nuts. I had tried to kill her friends on numerous occasions and then she invites me to stay with her, in her house and offers me anything I want. Nuts.
She smiles in her sleep and cuddles up to me to get closer. One day Bulma will see me for what I am, a monster. She'll realize our two children are products of her and a cold-hearted killer. She'll wake up and see that I've killed children and women like her. I know she'll hate me for it and she wont want to know me. I am a monster and when she wakes up on day and realizes this, I want her to be able to leave me. I don't want her to know that if she leaves, she'll hurt me. If I told her, Bulma, being Bulma, might pretend not to care about my past. She'll pretend that I was still the same guy she loves. All the same it will slowly eat away at her until she cracks. I can't bare the thought of forcing her to stay with me… I find it hard to believe she loves me now!! But like I said, I want her to be able to leave without any regrets.
That is why I won't love you.
Author: Trunks_Girl
Chapter: 1, That's why I won't love you
Rating: PG
Author's notes: These are all my stupid facts my analytical mind worked out. A good one to read is 'Who's fault is it anyway?', which is like this, only in a story format. And yes, you do find out the cat's name in this. Now read mortal!
Disclaimer: I claim no rights to Dragon Ball Z. I am writing this for non- profit so please don't sue me.
I roll around and put my arms around her protectively. Her hair falls like a waterfall, so beautiful, like her. Tonight she told me she loved me. I hate it when she says that. She looked at me with those big blue eyes, wondering if tonight I'd tell her. When I didn't say anything she just fell asleep, trying to look like she didn't care. It hurts so bad that I can't say I love her back, it's because I won't. I refuse to love her. I know she'd burst out in tears if she ever heard me say that but it's because she is so pure, so kind, so caring… so everything I'm not. I'm not saying that she is perfect, she yells at her friends and beats up poor Krillin, although, since he got hitched to that android she seemed to stop. But to me she is wonderful. I know it's probably stupid, but she has done things for me that no-one else ever did for me in my life! She… she cares about me. I've never had that before.
Her only fault I can see is that she can't understand that that I'm not the wonderful person she thinks I am. She sees me as the man who had her two children and saved the world. Bah! I've killed for no reason other than because I've felt like it. She can't see me for what I am, a murderer. Even after I came back from Namek she invited me into to her home, and then into her life. The only conclusion I came to was she was nuts. I had tried to kill her friends on numerous occasions and then she invites me to stay with her, in her house and offers me anything I want. Nuts.
She smiles in her sleep and cuddles up to me to get closer. One day Bulma will see me for what I am, a monster. She'll realize our two children are products of her and a cold-hearted killer. She'll wake up and see that I've killed children and women like her. I know she'll hate me for it and she wont want to know me. I am a monster and when she wakes up on day and realizes this, I want her to be able to leave me. I don't want her to know that if she leaves, she'll hurt me. If I told her, Bulma, being Bulma, might pretend not to care about my past. She'll pretend that I was still the same guy she loves. All the same it will slowly eat away at her until she cracks. I can't bare the thought of forcing her to stay with me… I find it hard to believe she loves me now!! But like I said, I want her to be able to leave without any regrets.
That is why I won't love you.
