KissYouGoodbye3

Author's Notes : Ahh, I'm actually posting chapters of this at a reasonable rate! Thank kami for breaks! Enjoy!
Disclaimer : Don't own it.. Naoko Takeuchi does.. she's a genius.. parts of the Mixx translations are used.. don't take any credit for that either.. I'm just a fan.. :)

Kiss You Goodbye
Chapter Three - You Disappeared From Me


You will be able to find your beloved one, I promise,
And my promise will protect the both of you.
But, we're your friends, so lean on us right now.


The sun shone brilliantly in the morning's sky, the dew on the tips of the long, green blades of grass sparkling in it's light. Usa-ko loved this kind of day.' Mamoru thought sadly, as he stared up into the open skies above. It was the day of her funeral, and he once again adorned a traditional black tuxedo. This is the last time..' He thought, producing a crimson rose into his hand.
For Usagi, a tomb was built from stone, stained glass windows covering the walls. The left over fragments of the Silver Crystal were placed on a pedestal inside, while her coffin was lined with white silk. The Senshi and the Tsukino family had decided it best to keep Usagi's alternate identities a secret, as it may raise suspicion for the others.
Mamoru entered the arcade, knowing it was still three hours before Usagi's funeral. Motoki looked up and saw his friend was looking a little better, yet the sadness and pain remained. Motoki was told Usagi had died, not by the girl's, and not by his best friend, as they never wanted to talk about it. Mamoru sat on a stool, his face like stone.
Hey Mamoru-san. Motoki greeted him, not knowing how to act.
Mamoru stated plainly, running his fingers along the edge of a rose.
Mamoru-san... I.. I need to ask you something. Motoki ventured on, bringing Mamoru into the back room with him, getting him to sit down in a chair. How did she... The blonde let his words trail off as a solitary tear rolled down his friend's face. Motoki bowed his head, cursing at himself.
She died to save, to protect everyone. Mamoru's voice was hoarse, Motoki looked up, confused. I should have done something. He shook his head, and more tears fell. Kami. This is all my fault.
Nani? Mamoru-san, I.. Motoki stopped mid-sentence when Mamoru looked up.
Usa-ko.. Usa-ko was Sailor Moon. Motoki-san, all the girl's... they were going to tell you. Mamoru clutched the rose in his hand, the thorns digging into his skin.
That means... Motoki noticed the blood drip from Mamoru's closed fist, and grabbed a cloth. You're Tuxedo Kamen? Motoki knelt down, prying the rose from Mamoru's hand.
He nodded, the pain from his hand not registering. I was.
Nani? Was? Motoki asked, once again a confused look on his face.
Hai. Was. I.. I can't... Mamoru fought the drops which fell, wiping them away with his clean hand. There's nothing left. He shook his head, his raven bangs falling messily onto his forehead. Motoki placed a comforting hand on his friend's shoulder.
Don't worry. Motoki tried to smile, though he felt a pain in his heart. Pain for his friend, pain for the loss of Usagi.
Don't worry!? Mamoru yelled, standing up. How can I do anything but worry!? Kami! I.. you just don't get it! He sighed, frustrated, his head pounding, and his entire body aching. You've never loved, nor needed someone so badly you can't think straight without them. How am I supposed to live when the only thing I was living for is gone!? She was everything to me. He screamed, the tears returning to his eyes as he fell back into the chair.

The afternoon finally came, and everyone was gathered in a church. Usagi lay in the coffin at the front, wearing a dress which resembled the one she wore on the Moon Kingdom a thousand years ago. Motoki had helped Mamoru get to there, knowing he was barely able to stand alone. The entire room was filled with sadness, and not a single cheek was dry.
The priest spoke a few words, and asked if anyone had anything to add. Many eyes fell on Mamoru, yet he could barely bring himself to lift his eyes. Finally Ami stood up, shakily, and made her way to the front, clearing her throat.
She blushed as everyone's attention fell upon her. Usagi wouldn't want anyone to cry. Ami stated, trying to life moods. Demo... I know it's hard to imagine living without her. A tear fell down her pale cheek. If it wasn't for Usagi... I wouldn't have met any of you. Ami's eyes dropped to her hands which fidgeted in front of her. Minako and Makoto both stood up, making their way to their friend, placing their arms around her.
Hai... Ami-chan's right. Usagi wouldn't want us to cry. Minako forced a smile. I know Usagi touched everyone's life. I know that whenever she entered a room, it lit up, filled with her happiness. Minako's smile faded, and tears once again rolled down her face.
Nothing's going to be the same anymore... but she'll always be here. Because I know she'd never stop watching over us. Makoto finished in tears. The crowed clapped, and the three slowly made their way back to their seats. Rei did the same, walking carefully along the carpet to the front.
I... I know it seems like Usagi and I always fought.. Rei started, closing her eyes momentarily, Demo... she was the only person who truly cared about things. She listened, and.. and I let her down. Rei bowed her head, unable to stop the tears. Ami and Makoto quietly made their way to the front, escorting her back to her seat.
Usagi's body was moved to the cemetery, and gently placed into the coffin. Everyone was slowly leaving, and soon the four girls were left standing alone outside of the tomb. Mamoru still had not moved from his seat in the church, staring blankly at the alter, praying his love would return to him.
Everything seems.. empty. Minako remarked, staring up at the sky.
Mamoru-san.. he must be heart broken. Ami remarked, looking down at the grass.
Makoto agreed, as the girls admired the stone building. It really is beautiful. She would like it. She said, tucking a stray brown hair behind her ear.
Hai... the window's would let in a lot of light. Rei nodded, Odango Atama.. she was always scared of the dark. She smiled, yet tears still poured down her cheeks. I.. I'm going to go... say goodbye. The girls nodded, and Rei pushed the heavy door, letting herself into the room. The Silver Crystal glowing faintly, and Usagi resting peacefully. Rei knelt down, her tears falling onto the soft fabric. Gomen...Usagi-chan.. I.. I wish I could have done something. Gomen I was so mean to you... demo.. you meant more to me than you'll ever know...

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Ugh! Is there anything in there Odango!? What don't you get? Rei yelled, frustrated with Usagi's confusion.
Sometimes you're so nasty Rei-chan! Usagi screamed back, sticking out her tongue. Ami, Minako and Makoto shook their heads, rolling their eyes.
I think it's time we all went home. Ami suggested, not wanting to witness another war.
So we'll meet tomorrow after school, okay? Makoto raised her eyebrow, and everyone nodded in agreement. Four girls walked down the stone steps from the temple. Usagi suddenly stopped, and ran back up, panting heavily when she reached the top.
I forgot my bag! She called, as four confused faces stared up at her. They nodded, and continued down towards the sidewalk. Usagi ran back inside, heading for Rei's room to get her back, but noticed the door was shut. She grabbed the knob, and realized it was locked. Pressing her ear to the door, she heard sobs on the other side. Usagi took a step back, then extended her arm and knocked. Immediately the crying stopped, and Rei unlocked the door.
She ask, wiping away the remains of tears.
Rei-chan.. what's wrong? Usagi took a step forward, her eyes full with concern.
Nothing. I.. I'm fine. Did you forget something? The raven haired priestess asked, placing her hands on her hips. Usagi smiled, and nodded sheepishly. Rei rolled her eyes, smiling, and let Usagi in.
Rei-chan.. I want you to know.. you can always talk to me. The blonde said sincerely, placing a hand on her friends shoulder. Rei nodded, sitting down on her bed.
Yuuichirou's leaving. She stated, her violet eyes filling with tears.
Nani? Iie! Rei-chan, don't worry.. I.. I'm sure he won't. I.. I think he feels you don't want him around. Usagi's hands fidgeted in front of her.
Tabun.. you should talk to him? Her blue eyes sparkled, imaging what could be the possible out come of Yuuichirou staying. Rei-chan.. you like him don't you.. She smiled mischievously. Rei looked up, smiling.
Don't tell? She pouted, then threw a pillow, hitting Usagi on the head.
Nani! I don't think so! Usagi threw down her bag, picking up a pillow.

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Night was fast approaching, all the girl's, and the Tsukino's had bid Usagi one last goodbye. Mamoru eventually stood from his seat in the church, and made his way to her tomb, quietly letting himself in, closing the door behind him. He produced a rose, laying it beside her.
Usa-ko...Aisheteru. We've been separated so many times, and every time you found your way back to me.. why not now? He took hold of her icy, limp hand, rubbing it between his. Kami Usa-ko.. I wish I could have protected you... His head dropped, and he once again began to cry, pain, exhaustion, depression, all taking hold of his body. Mamoru finally fell asleep, never leaving the side of his Princess.


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