Author's Notes : And onto chapter four!! Thanks for reading! And regarding the ending.. :) You'll just have to wait... but if it's any reassurance, besides Mamoru, Usagi is my favourite character... ;)
Disclaimer : Don't own it.. Naoko Takeuchi does.. she's a genius.. parts of the Mixx translations are used.. don't take any credit for that either.. I'm just a fan.. :)

Kiss You Goodbye
Chapter Four - My Dreams Have No Limits

Even more than the blue sky and the sea,
I will chase after my dreams with love,
Your deep eyes told me to do that.


Usagi opened her crystal eyes, finding herself surrounded in a pale pink light. Mamo-chan?' Her mind screamed out for him, as her eyes darted around searching for her Prince. She slowly sat up, her long golden hair cascading down her back. Where am I?' She wondered, not recognizing any of her surroundings. She looked down at her arms, the cuts, and bruises from the fight were gone, and she once again adorned the dress she wore on the Silver Millennium.
Slowly things began to come into focus, and she saw beautiful fountains, over-flowing with water. Gardens unrolled at her feet, as she looked down at the landscape, then looking to the sky, she gasped. Hanging like a blue crystal against a velvet backdrop was Earth. Tears began to pour down her cheeks, for as always, she longed to be there. Light footsteps echoed through the hallways, and Usagi turned to find her mother walking towards her.
The Queen called softly, approaching her daughter, pulling her into an awkward embrace.
She questioned, staring up at the women, confused.
You're lost aren't you. The Queen smiled sympathetically, Usagi's eyes never leaving Earth.
The young girl repeated, now bringing her attention to the tall woman who stood with her.
You're not supposed to be here. Her mother continued, the moonlight sparkling off her silvery white hair.
A.. am I dead? Usagi asked, her voice cracking, and her crystal eyes filling with tears.
Iie, not quite. Queen Serenity shook her head, a tender expression on her ageless features.
How are you still alive? Where are we? She continued, worried, her heart racing, her face flushed as panic set in, scared she would never see Mamoru, or anyone again.
I never died, that is why I am still able to help you. But unlike you, I'll never have a reason to find my way back. She stated, Usagi puzzled. Please, just tell me what's going on! Usagi yelled, frustrated, as she fell to her knees, holding her head in her hands.
Serenity, you sacrificed yourself to save everyone, I once had. I did it out of the love for my daughter, you. But you, you have something so much greater to live for. The Queen knelt to her daughter's level, pushing the hair from her eyes. Slowly, their surroundings began to fade into darkness, the water stopped, and all that remained was an image of a light blue orb, hanging against the velvet darkness. Usagi watched, wide-eyed as a small pedestal appeared in front of her, a silver bowl sitting on top. Queen Serenity nodded towards the object, her daughter walking closer, peering into its watery contents, as images began to rise on the surface. Go to her. Serenity whispered. She will help you set things right. The Queen smiled at her daughter, who in turn nodded slowly, biting her lip to keep back the tears. The Princess ran to her mother, throwing her arms around her.
She looked at her, smiling awkwardly, and their surroundings once again came back to focus. The darkness drifted away, once again replaced by the stone palace, and fountains.
Follow that path. The Queen pointed, Usagi's gaze following her outstretched finger. I'm very proud of you, Serenity. Usagi nodded, her eyes welling up with more tears. In an instant, her royal garments vanished, her body covered once again with her senshi uniform. She followed the path her mother had showed her, walking from the palace gates, into a deep wood. The stars above her sparkled less, and less, and the Earth was no longer in plain view. Usagi shivered in the dampness, thoughts of Mamoru keeping her feet moving forward as she was determined to find her way back for him.

Morning finally came, the sun shining through the stain glass windows of the tomb. Mamoru's eyes slowly began to open, and the smell of damp stone lingered in the air. He sighed, confirming none of the events had been a dream. Usa-ko', he repeated once again in his mind, her name even starting to sound distant.
The heavy door slowly creaked open causing more sunlight to spill in. Mamoru lifted his heavy eyes, his entire body aching from the awkward position he had fallen asleep in. Rei stood in the doorway, shaking her head sympathetically. Softly she walked over to him, offering her hand.
Come on Mamoru-san, you can't stay here. Rei pleaded, the pain showing through her violet eyes.
I'll leave in a little while. He replied dully, ignoring her gesture, Rei's arm dropping to her side.
It's not healthy. She argued, moving closer.
I don't care. His voice was hoarse, barely above a whisper.
You can't just throw away your life. Rei began to grow frustrated, her head pounding.
Why not? Mamoru finally brought himself to look at the girl who stood before him. It's not much of a life anymore. Once again his head dropped, his hands clenched together.
Please, just, come out for a walk or something. Rei begged. She tried to be understanding, as she knew she only felt a minor fraction of the pain Mamoru must have been going through. Yet she saw no reason for him to stop living, and thought with help, everyone could work through this.
Not now. He shook his head. Rei bit her lip to prevent herself from saying things she would later regret, and quietly left him without further words.

Dozo Motoki-san! Minako pleaded, her eyes still puffy, as the four girls sat around a booth.
You have to do something! We can't let him just rot away in there! Makoto exclaimed, throwing her arms in the air. Rei had recently returned and told them of Mamoru's condition. Knowing Motoki was Mamoru's best friend, the group headed to the arcade, hoping he could help.
Fine, I'll go. He agreed, still a little shaken by the events, and not wanting to see his friend in this situation.
Ami replied, truly grateful.
Bring him something to eat. I. . . I don't think he's eaten for days. Rei said softly, the others nodding in agreement.

Once again the small tomb was filled with golden sunlight, Motoki then closing the door behind him. He felt awkward, not really knowing what to say. True, he had been friends with Mamoru for quite some time, but Mamoru had always kept his emotions bottled up, masking anything he may be feeling. Now it was different, as he no longer was able to hold them inside.
Motoki's voice was quiet, almost scared.
No, I'm staying here. He snapped, his gaze staying on the stone ground.
Here, just eat something. Motoki handed him a bag, filled with various foods Makoto had packed for him.
Maybe later. I'm not hungry. He placed the bag beside him, then returned to his thoughts.
Kami, you have to eat! Motoki ran a hang through his sandy hair, agitatedly. And you look awful. He continued, Mamoru trying to ignore him.
I don't care. Just, leave me alone. Motoki shook his head, his feet firm in place.
Listen. We understand why you're doing this, but you can't lock yourself up in here with her praying one day she'll magically come back to life! It's just not going to happen! I miss Usagi, but she'd be heartbroken if she could see you now. And no matter how you try, you can't push everyone away. Motoki paused, seeing no reaction on his friend. Come on, I'll take you back to your apartment, you can get cleaned up, you'll feel better. Mamoru sighed, looking at Motoki for the first time. He nodded slowly, and stood up. Motoki grabbed the food, and headed out the door, pausing when he realized Mamoru was not behind him.
Come on, you can come back. Mamoru nodded again, then produced another crimson rose, lying it next to Usagi's body, and followed his friend out.

A few hours later Mamoru was feeling slightly better. He had showered, and had a hearty meal, but the tugging pain in his heart had never seized. He sat on his bed, staring at a framed photo of Usagi, his angel clinging onto his arm. The room was dark, nothing except the moonlight gleaming through the windows. Mamoru opened the drawer of the small table which sat next to his bed, pulling out a small, velvet covered box. He slowly opened it, staring blankly at the contents; a ring. One he had intended to give to Usagi, if not as an engagement ring, as a one of promise. He ran a finger over the smooth surface of the diamond which lay in the clutches of gold. He then made the decision to bring it to her, in the morning, even if she was not able to enjoy it, it would be where it belonged. The meaning of the ring still holding true ; he would love her forever, and nothing could ever change that. His mind was set that way, nothing ever had, and nothing ever would.

Usagi felt like she had been walking for days, her fuku now ripped, and her skin covered with scrapes from the thicket she had just fought through. She had finally entered another clearing, and in the center was another pedestal like the one she had looked into with her mother. Cautiously Usagi approached it, once again peering into the watery contents of the bowl which lay on top.
Tears streamed down her face as she saw Mamoru sitting in the dark, staring at an old photo. Her hand reached out to touch the image, creating ripples in the water. I can't stop now . . .' She thought, regaining her strength, as a dense fog swirled around her, causing the path to disappear from her view. Iie. I'll keep going.' Usagi was determined, and with waving arms, she once again battled through the obstacle, only wanting the simple pleasure of once again being in Mamoru's warm embrace.


* Here's another chapter! Gomen it took *so* long! I'm also working on my other stories! Hope you enjoyed it! As always, so much thanks for all your comments and suggestions! Ja! *