Title: To what end

Chapter One: Remembering everything you said

Rating: R

Category: Angst/Romance and a little bit of everything else…^ _ ^



Vegeta stands there, confused and worn out. He had a dream three-weeks previous. It was a vision of Bulma's death, and he doesn't know what to do. He hasn't slept since then, afraid that something will happen to her while he is sleeping, and if not that, then afraid that he will see his dream all over again. He doesn't even think that it should be called a dream, it was a nightmare.



He had heard music playing from her room, so he took it upon himself to yell at her to turn it down. He banged on the door. "Woman! Turn that shit down!"

"No Vegeta! If you don't like it…Then go somewhere else!" Bulma screamed back at him.

"Woman…" He growled warningly and punched the door, forgetting his strength, sending splinters all over the place.

"Vegeta!" Bulma was screaming in fear, not in anger. Her eyes were glossy and she was staring at him wide eyed.

"Bulma, I am sorry." He spoke softly and walked out of the room. –I caused her to fear me…- these words played over and over in his mind. Her shriek of fear, and the look in her eyes. They bore through his soul, and ate at him. He didn't see her for the rest of the day, and so he decided that she was still scared and avoiding him at all costs. He didn't bother her for food, for fear of seeing that look in her eyes again; knowing that he has struck fear in the last person that he ever would want to.

He went to the gravity room to train. He needed to get his mind off of things and training was a temporary distraction. When he decided to finish three hours later, he went to the guestroom that he was staying and laid down, trying to sleep unaware of the blue eyes watching him from the crack in the door. He sighed and looked up at the ceiling, examining the cracks from the plaster and the bright colored paints that elaborately decorated it.

He then looked to the door as he heard light footsteps walking away. –So she was watching me? Probably wondering if she'll be able to kill me in my sleep. -

He smiled to himself. A loud wave of music made it's way down stairs, and into his ears. He remembers what he had done, the last time it played, and disregarded it. He stood up to go downstairs. Listening to the lyrics on his way down.

*I'm always falling over… that old box of clothes… and the television… and the broken radio… I should have thrown that stupid stuff out… years ago... With the yellow pages… with the torn out pages…(stars collide) and I can't have you… the way I used to… (get locked inside) but I still love you…*

Vegeta stops and looks up the stairs to the door, that he had destroyed that morning, which was now fully repaired, and he could feel a warm tear travel down his left cheek.

*(forever) *

He turned and continued on his way to the kitchen.

*I never ever thought that I'd forget your face… I've been trying to get through… but I… can't quite see you… I know your laughing… in some other place… and the stars laugh with you… and I forgive you… I…can't have you…the way I used to…but I still love you… (forever) …..(forever) …stars collide… and the rivers run dry… and everything grows… and everything dies…and people we love get locked inside… forever… I can't have you… the way I used to…but I still love you…(stars collide) … I can't have you… the way I used to…but I still love you… (forever) ...(stars collide…) … I can't have you, the way I used to…but I still love you… (forever)…*

He walked over to the freezer and pulled out whatever he could find. After placing everything on the counter he had gotten a nauseous feeling and looked at the food. He winced and put it all back in the place he had found it and walked out the door. He was going to go hunting.

He flew over a dense forest and looked for the hardest thing to catch. He was going to use no Ki in hunting for this prey. He stopped flying and dropped to the ground with a thud and looked around in a complete circle. He started walking forward to see if he could pick up a scent of anything worth while. He caught the scent of a deer to his far left, and a pack of wolves behind him. –Maybe I am now prey, too bad I don't feel like waiting for them to find me.- He smirked to himself and walked on. He walked at a moderate speed, hoping to catch the scent of something that may take at least a second to catch. An extremely overgrown bear perhaps. He saw a flash to his left and turned, shooting a Ki blast at the movement. He mentally scolded himself for using Ki. –this is going to be harder then I had originally thought.-

A twig snapped above his head, he tried to move out of the way, but he wasn't fast enough. The last thing he had seen was a flash of blue, then black. A strong odor was in the air, but h was unconscious before he could decipher it.



Remembering everything you said

The silence gets us no where

All your insults

All your curses

Make me feel like I am not a person

And I feel like I am nothing

But you make me

So do something

Cause I'm fucked up

Cause you are

Need attention

Attention you couldn't give

So I sit here locked inside my head

Remembering everything that you said

The silence gets us no where

Gets us no where

Way too fast

So I sit here…

-staind





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