Summary . Angel reads a letter from Cordelia

Spoiler : Afetr Birthday

Disclaimer : Not mine , just borrowing them for a while

One thing left to say

Since you're reading this , I must be dead .

Wow, I never figured it would actually happen .But you don't have to worry about me . I'm probably redecorating heaven so to speak .And telling God how to rearrange his bank account.

Is that a smile I see ? Good .I'd wish you'd do that more often .Smile that is .

Me being gone isn't the end of the world .You still have so much to live for .

I know you Angel .You're probably sitting down in your dark , depressing office .You're angry at the world and push the people away that love you the most . You're asking yourself how you can possibly be redeem yourself when they keep throwing shit at you . See you didn't believe me . I do know you ,don't I ?

I just wrote this letter to say goodbye and explain a few things . I didn't tell any of you 'cause there was nothing you could do about it . The visions were killing me , the end . There was no cure , no magic potion that could heal me . They gave me a chance once .I had to choose between my visions and a life as a famous actress.There was no choice to begin with . I couldn't leave you. You're too nice to people .You'd go bankrupt in a week ;But I'll guess you'll just have to do without me from now on .

Please take care of the others .Tell Wesley I'm proud to call him my friend. He is an important part of the group and without him I'm not sure we would have made it .

Tell Gunn that we had our fair share of arguments over the past couple of years but I know it was just him trying to act all macho . He saved my life many a times and I'm proud to say I saved his once .Tell him it was a life worth saving.

And then there's Fred .She 's the woman of the house now and I know she will do a great job looking after you guys . I gave her some pointers and she'll be fine .I'm sure Wesley will be more than willing to help her out . (I know he's crazy about her )

Guys , I'm not to good in the emotional department but there is just one thing I'd like to say too all of you . Thanks for being a part of my life .

And then there's you Angel .Don't worry you'll be a great father . The only regret I have is not seeing Connor grow up . But knowing you'll be there is a big comfort .

One piece of advice though .Don't led you're brooding brush of on him . A vampire can get away with it, humans can't .

Okay seeing that I said everything I wanted to say I'm gonna stop before this letter gets too lame . Like I said I'm not a very emotional person . There's just one thing left to say . And that's to you Angel

I love you