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I dreamt I killed you last night by HeeroYuywriterguy.
From Heero Yuy's POV.
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I dreamt I killed you last night.
I dreamt I saw you die.
I dreamt that you died because I didn't do my job.
I dreamt that I failed you.
I dreamt that I cried.
Why did I dream that dream?
Why did I dream that I saw you die?
Why did I dream that I didn't do my job?
Why did I wake up angry with myself for failing?
Why did I dream that I cried?
My body aches. My head hurts. I can still hear the explosions. I can still see you lifeless body lying face down in the rubble. You don't look dead. But you are. You're dead because I couldn't save you. I couldn't do something that I spent my life training to be good at.
Duo says I need some help. Quatre says I need help. Trowa says I need help. Wufei says I need help. I say to hell with help. If I hadn't asked for help when the earthquake hit then you'd be alive. I should never have asked them. I should never of…I should never have left your side. I should never have trusted that Pagan could help you. He was an old man. Now he's dead…like you. Why did so many people die? The Earthquake Detection Centre in the middle of the Atlantic picked it up but we didn't do anything about it. We tried but we failed. No. I failed. I failed Duo. I failed Trowa. I failed Quatre. I failed Wufei. I failed Zechs. I failed Pagan. I failed Dr J. I failed you.
I'm sorry Relena. I'm not good enough. I'm not strong enough. I'm too weak to face what I did. Maybe I should do what the others suggest. Maybe I should lock myself away and cry for the rest of my life. Damn. Why did I fail you?
Now I remember. It's all a dream. There was no earthquake. No one died. But I'm too far away from you to tell you how I feel. Now I have a direction. I have a destination. I'm coming home, Relena. To where I'm needed. Thank you. If there is a god up there then she's shown me the path I must take. Not Zero. Zero could never show me my feelings for you. Thank you.
I dreamt I killed you last night by HeeroYuywriterguy.
From Heero Yuy's POV.
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I dreamt I killed you last night.
I dreamt I saw you die.
I dreamt that you died because I didn't do my job.
I dreamt that I failed you.
I dreamt that I cried.
Why did I dream that dream?
Why did I dream that I saw you die?
Why did I dream that I didn't do my job?
Why did I wake up angry with myself for failing?
Why did I dream that I cried?
My body aches. My head hurts. I can still hear the explosions. I can still see you lifeless body lying face down in the rubble. You don't look dead. But you are. You're dead because I couldn't save you. I couldn't do something that I spent my life training to be good at.
Duo says I need some help. Quatre says I need help. Trowa says I need help. Wufei says I need help. I say to hell with help. If I hadn't asked for help when the earthquake hit then you'd be alive. I should never have asked them. I should never of…I should never have left your side. I should never have trusted that Pagan could help you. He was an old man. Now he's dead…like you. Why did so many people die? The Earthquake Detection Centre in the middle of the Atlantic picked it up but we didn't do anything about it. We tried but we failed. No. I failed. I failed Duo. I failed Trowa. I failed Quatre. I failed Wufei. I failed Zechs. I failed Pagan. I failed Dr J. I failed you.
I'm sorry Relena. I'm not good enough. I'm not strong enough. I'm too weak to face what I did. Maybe I should do what the others suggest. Maybe I should lock myself away and cry for the rest of my life. Damn. Why did I fail you?
Now I remember. It's all a dream. There was no earthquake. No one died. But I'm too far away from you to tell you how I feel. Now I have a direction. I have a destination. I'm coming home, Relena. To where I'm needed. Thank you. If there is a god up there then she's shown me the path I must take. Not Zero. Zero could never show me my feelings for you. Thank you.
