Alexander

Thank you for remembering me...

Thank you for keeping my gifts to you...

My laugh

My resolve

My whim...

I see

you kept that box I bought you in England

I see you kept everything

Please

Love me

Do not

Hate me

I had no choice

No one does

Let go of pain

Please hold back the torrents of hatred...

I know they rage there, unlimited

Regrets

Stolen tears

Lost hopes

Revenge

Envy

Like your father

And his father

Your father

Cannot help the darkness

It lives in him

But you are also my son

Resist

Darkness

Resist

Please

I see you sometimes

Knife in one hand

Death calls you

It wants you

Please

Fight

Avarice

Fight back

Sorrows

There is a dawn

There is love for you

Maybe it is him



But there are more chapters

Nothing ever ends

More lyrics

To this verse

More acts

On your stage

There

On the physical plane

There is tomorrow

There is hope

Water your mind

As you have watered my plants

Lead them towards your goodness

Let not your father's hate guide you downward

As above, I am in you

As below, I will love you

In

Out

I celebrate your cry with every thought I have

You came from my body

And damn you

I don't want to see you

Please

Courage

Baby

Not

Here

Not now

Not yet

Stay

Love

Be

Connect

I am here when the time is right

I will reach and touch you always



We will never be apart, my son







Revere me

Do not follow me

There is no need

I live outside your door

I live outside your window

And in every cell

Of your body







All mistakes

Forgiven



Dawn



Look for it in him

Him

The one like you

The one with hurt

About the eyes

He's been stuck outside as well...

A green haze follows him

Hold him

Keep him from green

Cold

Both so cold

Help one another

Find the doorway together



If you can





I am







Fading









Please

I know it is cold

Bleak

I know they hurt you

Do not hurt them

Let him show you

The things you could be

Please

Hear me



Hear me



You are

You are handsome

You are loved

I am your loving mother, forever...

















You are loved.





Believe.























Alexandra's Story Ends....for now...