Title: Needs, Wants, and Wishes
Author: JK aka RenegadePhoenix
E-Mail: jk1137@albany.edu or renegadephoenix@excite.com
Pairing: Goku/Vegeta
Disclaimer: I don't own any of them, but do you think if I asked for them for Christmas I would get them?

Author's Notes:

Kiya Sama, you wanna know something? Using a nerf shooter on yourself just doesn't seem to work as well to get you motivated! *Grins and then glomps her friend* Hope this can help cheer you up, my friend!

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NEEDS, WANTS, AND WISHES

GOKU'S POV

Whenever I am near you Vegeta, I feel sparks jump up and down my spine. Electricity just seems to come alive in the air; something that has nothing to do with our power when we spar. And I know that you can feel it to because I sometimes glimpse it in your onyx eyes and the way you act.

But why, Vegeta? Why do I know this when I know little else about you except for certain truths that I have observed and felt. The truths of your passion, your rage, and your intense hatred; I also know of your blood-born need for the fight, for violence.

The need for violence...the need for the crunch of bones and the thud of flesh against flesh...the rush of adrenaline that crashes through your veins as your blood becomes heated...the pounding of the said same blood in your ears. I can barely repress the shudder that wracks through my body at the thought of such things as your eyes turn towards me in question.

I want you, Vegeta. I want you more then I've ever wanted someone or something. I want you with a fierceness that I has become a desperate need. I need you, my ouji.

I need your touch. I need you writhing below me in utter ecstasy. I need to see you flushed with pleasure that I have given to you. I need the stubborn pride that makes you you. I need that sharp, dangerous wit that so many of my friends fear. I need you...I want you.

Kami, I wish you felt the same. I wish you yearned for me as much as I yearn for you. I wish...I wish...if only I could wish! If only I could gather the Dragonballs and have Shen-ron grant me that which I desire. But, it wouldn't be right. It would go against everything that I have always fought for to force you to feel something that you don't feel on your own.

I would know though that the feelings would be a lie, even if you didn't, if I did what I want to. I would know that all that you feel for me, all you do because of those said feelings, is based nothing on a wish granted on by a dragon stronger then even your will. How I need to do this, but I can't...I-I won't.

I hate you for making me wish, for making me want, and for making me need. And I love you all the more because of it. What am I to do?