A/N- Pink is just so damn inspiring! lol ^_^ of course so is Lifehouse. This came up with "Don't Let Me Get Me"...it's to hold any one who likes Matchmaker, Matchmaker... over until i finish the second chap. Which could get interesting! ^_^ so R&R, Flames always accepted (Reviewer tested, Jess approved) ...and do I really have to say it? .... "FLAME, MY CHILDREN OF THE NIGHT, FLAME!"
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.'. I never win first place .'.
.'. I don't support the team .'.
.'. I can't take direction and my socks are never clean.'.
.'. Teachers dated me .'.
.'.My parents hated me .'.
.'. I was always in a fight cause I can't do nothing right.'.
.'. Everyday I fight a war against the mirror... I can't take the person staring back at me.'.
.'. I'm a hazard to myself.'.
.'.Don't let me get me .'.
.'. I'm my own worst enemy .'.
.'. It's bad when you annoy yourself.'.
.'. So irritating.'.
.'. Don't want to be my friend no more.'.
.'. I wanna be some body else .'.
Dear Diary, (Jesus that sounds corny as hell.)
I've officially decided that my life sucks. Why, you ask? Why not? I can barely look at myself in the mirror without getting disgusted. I guess I should tell you who I am, or this whole diary crap is useless. My name is Jane Proudfoot, daughter of Timothy Proudfoot. I have three brothers and two sisters. All my brothers are older except for Mike, who I think is the sanest one out of all of us. My sister Noel is older, while Ashley is younger by two years. Ashley is the only one who didn't join the USMF, but I figured I had to. I was pushed into it, I guess- Not that I wasn't glad to go. The only people I was sure would miss me were Ashley and Mike. And now I'm recruited into this squad, the "Deep Eyes". The first thing I noticed was the wise ass, Neil Fleming. God, am I cursed or what? He knows one thing I think: Find Jane and annoy. He's a year younger, and I don't know why, but he just likes to go after me. Maybe it's because I'm the woman of the team, who knows? The Captain (Gray Edwards)'s pretty nice, he's not exceptionally bossy unless you deserve it (and It's fun to watch him go after Neil once in a while). The Sergeant (Ryan Whittaker) is the nicest person I ever met. When he says "I'm right behind you" or "I've got your back", you know he is and he does. I hate this. I'm spilling my guts to a book. This is the stupidest thing... Anyway, I admit I don't listen when I don't have to. Why would you listen when you know what to do? I got in trouble more then a few times for that. If you think this is my first career choice, think again. But I think it might work out. We're becoming closer. Neil just needs a slap and I just need an attitude adjustment, I guess. When I was little I always wanted to be one of those people who went on TV, said about three lines, and got enough money to last them a lifetime. Life's a bitch, huh? And now I have to go. I guess it's kind of long- I never was a writing person. A page and a half. Of course my handwriting's sloppy and the pages are small, but oh well. At least they got me to write.
Jane
.'. LA told me .'.
.'. You'll be a pop star .'.
.'. All you have to change.'.
.'. Is everything you are .'.
.'. Tired of being compared.'.
.'.To damn Britney Spears .'.
.'.So Doctor Doctor won't you please prescribe me something.'.
.'.A day in the life of someone else.'.
.'.Don't let me get me.....'.
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Ack. Ok i had this whole thing, but it couldn't be explained in one diary entry. LOL your feelings can't change in a day.
FLAME! (if you want! lol)
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.'. I never win first place .'.
.'. I don't support the team .'.
.'. I can't take direction and my socks are never clean.'.
.'. Teachers dated me .'.
.'.My parents hated me .'.
.'. I was always in a fight cause I can't do nothing right.'.
.'. Everyday I fight a war against the mirror... I can't take the person staring back at me.'.
.'. I'm a hazard to myself.'.
.'.Don't let me get me .'.
.'. I'm my own worst enemy .'.
.'. It's bad when you annoy yourself.'.
.'. So irritating.'.
.'. Don't want to be my friend no more.'.
.'. I wanna be some body else .'.
Dear Diary, (Jesus that sounds corny as hell.)
I've officially decided that my life sucks. Why, you ask? Why not? I can barely look at myself in the mirror without getting disgusted. I guess I should tell you who I am, or this whole diary crap is useless. My name is Jane Proudfoot, daughter of Timothy Proudfoot. I have three brothers and two sisters. All my brothers are older except for Mike, who I think is the sanest one out of all of us. My sister Noel is older, while Ashley is younger by two years. Ashley is the only one who didn't join the USMF, but I figured I had to. I was pushed into it, I guess- Not that I wasn't glad to go. The only people I was sure would miss me were Ashley and Mike. And now I'm recruited into this squad, the "Deep Eyes". The first thing I noticed was the wise ass, Neil Fleming. God, am I cursed or what? He knows one thing I think: Find Jane and annoy. He's a year younger, and I don't know why, but he just likes to go after me. Maybe it's because I'm the woman of the team, who knows? The Captain (Gray Edwards)'s pretty nice, he's not exceptionally bossy unless you deserve it (and It's fun to watch him go after Neil once in a while). The Sergeant (Ryan Whittaker) is the nicest person I ever met. When he says "I'm right behind you" or "I've got your back", you know he is and he does. I hate this. I'm spilling my guts to a book. This is the stupidest thing... Anyway, I admit I don't listen when I don't have to. Why would you listen when you know what to do? I got in trouble more then a few times for that. If you think this is my first career choice, think again. But I think it might work out. We're becoming closer. Neil just needs a slap and I just need an attitude adjustment, I guess. When I was little I always wanted to be one of those people who went on TV, said about three lines, and got enough money to last them a lifetime. Life's a bitch, huh? And now I have to go. I guess it's kind of long- I never was a writing person. A page and a half. Of course my handwriting's sloppy and the pages are small, but oh well. At least they got me to write.
Jane
.'. LA told me .'.
.'. You'll be a pop star .'.
.'. All you have to change.'.
.'. Is everything you are .'.
.'. Tired of being compared.'.
.'.To damn Britney Spears .'.
.'.So Doctor Doctor won't you please prescribe me something.'.
.'.A day in the life of someone else.'.
.'.Don't let me get me.....'.
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Ack. Ok i had this whole thing, but it couldn't be explained in one diary entry. LOL your feelings can't change in a day.
FLAME! (if you want! lol)
