Don't own and not making any money with this. Even if I could use it... only for entertainment.

FOREVER I LOVE

By: Simon Erif

The owl came two days ago. It was the invitation to his weddings. I didn't cry. I didn't laugh. I just looked at the letter and sighed. Now I'm here, in the front row of the hall, watching as he says the words of infinity to him, to HIM of all people.
I guess, I should be happy, for he is happy, with him. I longed for so long to be with him but I guess I am the coward they all say I am. I never dared to say anything to do anything about my feelings. I just watched afar. Watched him study in the common room with his friends. Play Quidditch and just talk with his friends or listen at the classes

I should really say something before it's too late But it's too late already for me to do anything. The words are said, he is out of my reach. He really looks so happy. That bright smile, the sparkles in his eyes I can't compete with him anyway. He smiles to him and I can see that he's smiling back. *Sigh*

I know It's quite pointless to be pinning after him even after all these years between us and the last meeting we had in the great hall of Hogwarts, the last year ball.

The day was beautiful and the evening was going to be perfect. It was the last day at Hogwarts, the very last day. The last year ball was in the evening and every one was going to wear their best. Even Ron had gotten better ropes for the occasion from his brother Percy. The evening was going to be very interesting indeed.

The hall was full of people and the atmosphere was merry. Every one was either talking or dancing. Well, almost everyone. One small person was leaning to the far wall hiding in the shadows.
He was watching the dancing and talking around himself. No, actually he was watching one person only. As he talked and laughed with his friends, as he took the hand of one the girls and led her to the dance floor. He watched with heavy heart as he kissed her after the dance before walking back to his friends. He watched with longing before turning away and walking away from the party and voices of happiness.

Yes, that had been the last time he had seen him before today. And today would be the last time even longer time. It had after all been only 5 years, but he knew already that they, anyone of them, wouldn't know if he even wasn't here. He was after all no one.

He sadly watched as the ceremony ended and the happy couple turned back to the crowd. He smiled a little as He looked at him and started walking towards the doors hand in hand with his newly wed husband. He looked after them as they made it trough the doors and to the beautiful garden. 'But the garden is nothing compared to you, my love' he thought as the other guests started to leave. He was still standing, as the hall was empty. And only then he opened his mouth to utter the words that hadn't left his lips before today "I love you Harry" And with those words as his confession Neville left the great halls of Hogwarts for last time.
'Good luck Draco. Love him and keep him safe for me.'

THE END