Remembering You

By: Purple Lavabo AKA Spazzy Chan

- Nope, no ownership here...will ya stop with the third degree!?


CHAPTER 3: Fairness

Note: I don't know much about Amy at all, so...well, I just hope it's good. ^-^;


Amy:

This isn't supposed to happen like this...I didn't know I scared him THIS much! No, no...Amy, this isn't the time to try to make yourself laugh...your idol is about to...to...no! Sonic, you can't do this! Why are you being so selfish? There are people all over the world who care so much about you! And now you'll sacrifice yourself for that hedgehog wannabe? Sometimes I just want to bash your head in, Sonic! Wait...you're looking at us...why are you smiling like that? What scheme do you have up your sleeve this time? I can't see very well...you seem so far away...Sonic, I really don't understand. Shadow...he, he wanted to kill you if he could! He tried to, I saw. The way you fell, the way your mouth opened wide to let out that agonizing scream of pain...it was like slow motion. I could see every movement so clear, so crisp, and still fresh in my mind. After that, however, things moved fast as lightening.

A bright smile crossed my lips when you knocked him down...for I knew that at that moment, it would all be over and you'd come back to me...I mean...to me and your friend, Tails. I'm not jealous of him or anything, just a little upset that you spend all your time with him, talk to him, and hang out with him...okay, so I am jealous. Nothing wrong with that, right?

Wait a minute, what're you doing? Are you slipping? Wait...no...you're smiling; you're not showing any fear...in fact, you seem to be...happy. That smile...I see the sadness it hides beneath the smugness in your expression. You may not know it, but I see what you think I cannot. Maybe that's what drew me to you, the part of you...that you don't show. Oh, no! Your fingers...they...let go. And yet, you're still smiling, like you're telling me...us, good-bye.

"No, Sonic!" I cry, anything else totally drowned out by my calls. The tears well as I look into the eyes of your best friend. We're just staring, waiting for something to happen...something that never was to be. It isn't fair! Why do the heavens have the right to take you away from me? In outward appearance, to most, I'm nothing but a little girl trying to dream in a big world, but there is more to me than you can see. It's not fair to judge me, just like you did, Sonic. That was your only fault I ever saw. Otherwise, you were perfect, the reason for my idolization. Maybe what I felt for you wasn't love, like probably what you thought, but it could have been if you would have had the decency to give me a chance. And now, you've been enveloped in darkness to be brought to the glorious light...leaving me behind. Alone in a place to wait...wait to love, to dream, to hope...and then eventually die. Just like you did. But, your time came too soon...I have to stay and wait. It isn't fair.

Three days. Three whole days. I've cried and cried until nothing was left but the emptiness in my soul. The emptiness has become my only comfort, and it hurts. What sort of comfort is pain? Here I am, standing with Sonic's closest friends, and even foes that've changed their ways. Knuckles, Rouge, Eggman, and of course, Tails. The president came, too, giving his bogus speech, pretending he cares about the world's greatest hero. Heh, yeah right. I know better. Knuckles gives his speech now, bits and pieces shifting to my ears, then coming right back out as I stare into a gaping void, lost in the blue and white colors surrounding me. Oh, Knuckles is finished...now, Tails takes his turn. I'm still jealous, because I know Sonic will always watch over him...he was his 'little buddy'. What was I? A pain in the neck, that's what. I still wanted a chance, though. I guess that's what brought upon the annoying little me, just craving his attention for even a moment. I almost had it at the end...but unfortunately, it was at the end, therefore giving me no time.

What's this? Tails, what do you mean no one cared? You selfish little brat! I cared! I did! You just pity yourself, well what about me? You yourself waited to cry until this very moment! And now you run...to get away from us, or from yourself?

Good question, I should ask you sometime...

(Yes, meant to be short...these are just little chaplets, I guess. I have the one for Tails written down! Sorry for taking so long with Amy's! I was at a loss! Anyways, promise to have Tails' by tomorrow! Hopefully...)