A/N: Hi guys! I'm really bored right now so I decided I should use my time
wisely and update! :o) This chapter might be really crappy but I've been
sick with the flu for a week and counting so I'm a bit delirious.
Disclaimer: I wish I could own DJE.but it doesn't work that way. I don't own any of the JAG characters, but I'm crossing my fingers!
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1137
Somewhere in Falls Church, VA
Harm wanted to go with Mac to her appointment for the MRI but Mac told him that she'd be okay and that he needed to go to work on that case of theirs.
It had been extremely hard for her to tell the Admiral why she had to take the morning off. He had looked at her and rubbed his chin with his fingers, and she could tell by the look in his eyes that he felt sorry and scared for her. She hated when people pitied her, especially the ex navy seal that is supposedly hard as a rock and has to keep his emotions bottled up.
She was walked down the street contemplating her appointment. They had to put these little pad things all over her head to monitor her brain waves, and then she had to lie in that long and loud machine for about an hour. It was so uncomfortable, it felt as if aliens had abducted her and they were performing gruesome tests on her. * I hope I never have to go through that ever again! *
The doctors told her that she did in fact have a tumor lodged in her sinus cavity, but the results whether the tumor is cancerous or not won't be back for about a week. * Great, another week of worrying. God.and Harm, what will he say? *
She didn't feel like going back to JAG HQ's today. It wasn't really that she had to go back to work, but that she had to face Harm. *Oh come on.suck it up already, my God you're a marine *
She walked for about 30 minutes longer until she reached the JAG building. It took her a while to build up enough courage to go in, but she did.
The elevator in the building seemed to take forever and stop at every floor, and every time a person would step on or off. Her heart was beating so fast and loud that she swore that everyone could hear it, and was amazed that they all weren't starring at her like some freak.
When she finally reached her destination the doors opened and she stepped off. She looked around to see everybody working busily and let out a sigh of relief to see Harm working in his office.
Quickly, so a certain person wouldn't spot her, Mac walked into her own office. Sitting down at her desk she put her head in her hands and sighed, "thank God!" She blurted out to no one in particular.
"Thank God what, Mac?" Harm smiled and let out a laugh. "I saw you sneak into your office, so I came to see how you are doing."
Mac groaned and looked up. "I wasn't sneaking, I just didn't feel like conversing. And by the way I feel fine."
"How did your appointment go? What did the doctors say?" Harm asked impatiently. He was so worried about the woman of his dreams.
"It was okay." She sucked in a deep breath of air to prepare herself for what was to come. "They found a tumor Harm. in my sinus cavity, they don't know if it is cancerous or not. they won't know for about a week." She finished and looked down at the stack of papers that were laid out in front of her. She didn't want to look at Harm, the moment she would let herself fall into those baby blues she just knew that she would loose all control.
Harm couldn't think of anything to say, for he was at a loss of words. So instead of talking he walked over to where Mac was sitting and lifted her into his arms with a big hug. He was so scared for her, why did it have to be her? Why not him? He wanted so badly to cry but he had to be strong for her.
She clung tightly to him, letting a few tears slide down her cheeks and onto his shoulder.
"It's going to be okay Sarah, I promise. It's going to be okay." He held onto her a few minutes longer before they had to split apart. "I want you to know whatever it is that's wrong, I'll always be there for you, no matter what."
"I know, Harm." She smiled at Harm, and he brought his hand to her face to wipe off a couple remaining tears.
Mac sat back down at her desk and watched as Harm left her office. She once again looked down at her papers. * I wish we could be more than friends * that thought always seemed to cross her mind.
Harm glanced at his love once more before he left her door and went to his own office. Deep down in his heart he knows everything is going to be just fine, he just wished that he could believe it.
Disclaimer: I wish I could own DJE.but it doesn't work that way. I don't own any of the JAG characters, but I'm crossing my fingers!
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1137
Somewhere in Falls Church, VA
Harm wanted to go with Mac to her appointment for the MRI but Mac told him that she'd be okay and that he needed to go to work on that case of theirs.
It had been extremely hard for her to tell the Admiral why she had to take the morning off. He had looked at her and rubbed his chin with his fingers, and she could tell by the look in his eyes that he felt sorry and scared for her. She hated when people pitied her, especially the ex navy seal that is supposedly hard as a rock and has to keep his emotions bottled up.
She was walked down the street contemplating her appointment. They had to put these little pad things all over her head to monitor her brain waves, and then she had to lie in that long and loud machine for about an hour. It was so uncomfortable, it felt as if aliens had abducted her and they were performing gruesome tests on her. * I hope I never have to go through that ever again! *
The doctors told her that she did in fact have a tumor lodged in her sinus cavity, but the results whether the tumor is cancerous or not won't be back for about a week. * Great, another week of worrying. God.and Harm, what will he say? *
She didn't feel like going back to JAG HQ's today. It wasn't really that she had to go back to work, but that she had to face Harm. *Oh come on.suck it up already, my God you're a marine *
She walked for about 30 minutes longer until she reached the JAG building. It took her a while to build up enough courage to go in, but she did.
The elevator in the building seemed to take forever and stop at every floor, and every time a person would step on or off. Her heart was beating so fast and loud that she swore that everyone could hear it, and was amazed that they all weren't starring at her like some freak.
When she finally reached her destination the doors opened and she stepped off. She looked around to see everybody working busily and let out a sigh of relief to see Harm working in his office.
Quickly, so a certain person wouldn't spot her, Mac walked into her own office. Sitting down at her desk she put her head in her hands and sighed, "thank God!" She blurted out to no one in particular.
"Thank God what, Mac?" Harm smiled and let out a laugh. "I saw you sneak into your office, so I came to see how you are doing."
Mac groaned and looked up. "I wasn't sneaking, I just didn't feel like conversing. And by the way I feel fine."
"How did your appointment go? What did the doctors say?" Harm asked impatiently. He was so worried about the woman of his dreams.
"It was okay." She sucked in a deep breath of air to prepare herself for what was to come. "They found a tumor Harm. in my sinus cavity, they don't know if it is cancerous or not. they won't know for about a week." She finished and looked down at the stack of papers that were laid out in front of her. She didn't want to look at Harm, the moment she would let herself fall into those baby blues she just knew that she would loose all control.
Harm couldn't think of anything to say, for he was at a loss of words. So instead of talking he walked over to where Mac was sitting and lifted her into his arms with a big hug. He was so scared for her, why did it have to be her? Why not him? He wanted so badly to cry but he had to be strong for her.
She clung tightly to him, letting a few tears slide down her cheeks and onto his shoulder.
"It's going to be okay Sarah, I promise. It's going to be okay." He held onto her a few minutes longer before they had to split apart. "I want you to know whatever it is that's wrong, I'll always be there for you, no matter what."
"I know, Harm." She smiled at Harm, and he brought his hand to her face to wipe off a couple remaining tears.
Mac sat back down at her desk and watched as Harm left her office. She once again looked down at her papers. * I wish we could be more than friends * that thought always seemed to cross her mind.
Harm glanced at his love once more before he left her door and went to his own office. Deep down in his heart he knows everything is going to be just fine, he just wished that he could believe it.
