Last Thoughts
LeaAnn
leaann681@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: I own nothing. If I did, Alec, Ben, and Zack would never leave my . . .ummmm . . . bed (oops was suppose to say something p.c. for the kiddies) . . .oh well.
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Berrisford Agenda (Season 2, ep. 11)
Summary: Rachel's last thoughts before she dies. Just a short drabble.
Author's Note: I've been having writer's block and needed to try something short to get me back on track.
Author's Note 2: I liked this episode. I think Alec was real (he had a lot of depth), but I wasn't really that impressed with Rachel. She just came across to me as too naive to really attract Alec's attention. I think the character was seriously under-developed. But any girl who gets to kiss Alec on the lips deserves at least a little fanfic mention.
How could you Simon? I loved you. How could you do this to me, to us?
I thought you loved me. You never said you did but I thought I saw it in your eyes. I must have been wrong. I was such a fool.
Is your name even Simon?
Maybe you're the fool. You told me you were there to kill my father, my family. Did you think I would just fall into your arms and everything would be all right. I was just your job, remember.
How could you hurt me like that? Are you sorry for what you've done?
I can feel your tears, please don't cry.
Your pleas aren't falling on deaf ears.
Please don't cry.
Oh god, please don't think I hate you. I don't, I can't. Even after every thing you've done.
I love you.
*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
LeaAnn
leaann681@yahoo.com
Disclaimer: I own nothing. If I did, Alec, Ben, and Zack would never leave my . . .ummmm . . . bed (oops was suppose to say something p.c. for the kiddies) . . .oh well.
Rating: PG
Spoilers: Berrisford Agenda (Season 2, ep. 11)
Summary: Rachel's last thoughts before she dies. Just a short drabble.
Author's Note: I've been having writer's block and needed to try something short to get me back on track.
Author's Note 2: I liked this episode. I think Alec was real (he had a lot of depth), but I wasn't really that impressed with Rachel. She just came across to me as too naive to really attract Alec's attention. I think the character was seriously under-developed. But any girl who gets to kiss Alec on the lips deserves at least a little fanfic mention.
How could you Simon? I loved you. How could you do this to me, to us?
I thought you loved me. You never said you did but I thought I saw it in your eyes. I must have been wrong. I was such a fool.
Is your name even Simon?
Maybe you're the fool. You told me you were there to kill my father, my family. Did you think I would just fall into your arms and everything would be all right. I was just your job, remember.
How could you hurt me like that? Are you sorry for what you've done?
I can feel your tears, please don't cry.
Your pleas aren't falling on deaf ears.
Please don't cry.
Oh god, please don't think I hate you. I don't, I can't. Even after every thing you've done.
I love you.
*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
