Chapter 2 DREAMERS NEVER WAKE UP

By: Syaoran's Tenshi Itsumademo, (A.k.a ~* Angel of Light * ~ or STI )

Author's notes: Konnichiwa Mina-san, I've just realized, that I don't thank all those that reviewed my stories, *sniff* Gomen Nasai, so ARIGATO! Well, here is Chapter 2, Gomen it took so long, I was quite lazy, so Onegaii, ONEGAII REVIEW this chapter too!!!!!!!

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Syaoran walked to school in the early morning. Fall was turning to Winter soon……. The cold wind blew against him, but he didn't shiver, he didn't shake, he didn't look down. He just kept on walking, walked like as if there was a shield around him, the cold wind against his skin was cold. But it couldn't compare to the coldness, the anger in the sadness of his sorrows. His heart is frozen, what could be more cold. The wind seemed like nothing compared. Not only is his heart frozen, HE was frozen. He didn't take a single glimpse at anything, except his path, in front of him. Not even a tornado would make him turn and run. If it does happen, he thought, he'll stand there and watch himself perish. He didn't even know why he's so angry. Truthfully, it wasn't about Sakura, it was more like about himself.

" Ohayo Syaoran," Takeshi said as Syaoran came in. He looked sideways at him, not bothering to turn around, he kept on walking. He kept his eyes closed, afraid of what would be awaiting for him in front of him. Takeshi watched his best friend walk down the hall. He could tell something was wrong.

Syaoran walked into the classroom, he takes a deep breath, he opens his eyes slowly, and a tear came down, he shut it up quickly. Because he saw what he was afraid of. He saw Sakura. Sakura smiling at Shourai, Smiled the way she used to smile at him. Syaoran sits down, and tries to erase Sakura from his mind.

The rest of the class past by slowly. Sakura didn't seem to see anything different, as if it was just another day, a happy day. It made Syaoran's heart burn. How could she act like there's nothing wrong, like our fight never started, and she's never said what she said, and how's it affected our realationship? he thought painfully. Tomoyo glances at Syaoran. This doesn't look right…… She looked at Takeshi, he was glancing nervously at Syaoran.

" Konnichiwa Takeshi-kun," Tomoyo said at lunch.

" Konnichiwa Tomoyo-chan," he replied.

" Li-Kun looks different today…" Tomoyo pointed out.

" Hai, he does… something's wrong….. I've only known of one thing that makes Syaoran act like this," Takeshi said.

" What?" Tomoyo asked.

" ………..Sakura," Takeshi finished. Tomoyo looked at Syaoran.

" you're right."

After School:

DING DONG Sakura ran to open the door.

"Konnichiwa--……" Sakura greeted cheerfully, but then her face changed emotionless, and she was silent. Syaoran stood at the door, trying his best to smile. Sakura hesitantly opened the door, and Syaoran came in.

" Look Sakura, I-I-I G-G-gomen Nasai about last time, Onegai, could you forgive me for what I've done?" Syaoran said, with his head facing down. Sakura blinked her tears away, She looked aside.

" Shaoran…….G-g-gomen nasai," She started. Syaoran looked up with a happy eyes, thinking that she was Sorry for what happened, and that they could be together again.

But he was wrong. Because what came next, shattered him forever.

" Shaoran, G-gomen nasai, but we….just….can't, I-I-I'm not in love anymore, not with you," she said, sobbing quietly. Syaoran stared at her with pure horror in his eyes.

(A/N: EEKS FREAKY, * looks around* * turns around, and Syaoran glares at STI with pure horror* *STI SCREAMS* ok, gomen for the interruption, onegai, continue, *continues screaming* )

" D-d-d-d-emo,…….why?! is it because of Shourai, are you in love with him?! Or is it because of what I've done?? G-g—g-gomen, onegai, I won't ever do it again!" Syaoran stammered, as tears continue to come down one by one onto his tear stained face. Sakura winced in pain, as she saw him.

" Gomen Shaoran, It's not because of Shourai, I don't love him, but I don't love –you neither……It's not your fault, it's just over, gomen, gomen nasai," Sakura said…choked in her own tears.

Syaoran shut his eyes, and breathed big breaths, he refuse to cry, but he can't. His tears can't stop coming out, because he can lie, his heart can't. Syaoran didn't listen to Sakura's last part. He punched himself , as hard as he could. Sakura gasped, and held him down.

" Shaoran, WHAT ARE YOU DOING? YOU'LL HURT YOURSELF!!" Sakura screamed in fright. Syaoran looked up.

" It was all my fault, I HAVE TO PAY, It's all my fault, ALL !!" He yelled. Sakura sobbed.

" IIE IT"S NOT, OK? I JUST CAN'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!" She yelled between her tears. Syaoran finally turned around, and ran out of the house. Sakura ran upstairs to her room, and sobbed into her pillow. Kero flew up to Sakura.



" Sakura, daijoubo desu ka?!" he asked her. Sakura shook her head.

" I-I-i… told Shaoran I don't love him anymore," she said.

"Demo, why? Don't you love him?" Kero asked.

" I….I… did love him, demo, I don't think I do anymore," Sakura sobbed.

"Then why are you crying?" Kero asked, confused.

" Because it hurts."



Syaoran ran away from the house as far as he could, he bumped into Touya as he came out the door, demo, he just kept on running.

" HEY, YOU GAKI!" Touya called as Syaoran kept on running.

" Impolite chibi Gaki," Touya muttered to himself. Then he went into the house.

Syaoran ran and ran, he finally wore himself out, and he just plopped himself down at the grass field at the park. He kicked the grass angrily, and kicked, until he tripped, and fell. He didn't try to get up, he just laid there. Still sobbing. Suddenly a shadow appeared before him, he looked up, and Tomoyo was there.

"Li-Kun, daijoubo desu ka?" she asked. He didn't answer her. He just wiped away his tears.

" Sa-Sakura doesn't love me anymore," he said as calmly as he could. Tomoyo gasped.

"Li-kun, that can't be, Sakura loves you so much, she'd do anything to be with you!" she protested. Syaoran glared at her with anger in his amber eyes.

" She just told me she doesn't love me anymore, she said the words to me, she said she just can't love me anymore," he said angrily.

" Demo, why would she say something like that?" she asked. Syaoran shrugged, all he knew right then and there, was that he did not want to be here.

" I'll go and get this straight," Tomoyo said, and ran to Sakura's house. Syaoran didn't want her to go, but he wouldn't stop her. He just stood up, and walked home.

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Author's notes: Ya, I know, this chapter was boring, demo, after a about two more chapters, I'll start making them more interesting, cuz I'm still at the introduction of the story, so I hope you don't mind reading this mushy stuff ^_^ So ONEGAI REVIEW, ONEGAII!!!!!!!!! *really begs*

~*Japanese translations*~:

Konnichiwa= Hi

Mina-san= Everyone

Arigato= Thank you

Gomen/Gomen nasai= Sorry/ So sorry

Onegai= Please

Gaki= Brat

Chibi= Little or Small

Demo= But

Daijoubo desu ka?= Are you ok?