Back To Your Heart: Chapter 2 By ~*Chibi-Sakura*~
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Hey all! Thanks soo much for telling me what a great fic this is! :-) Tee hee. Well here it is, the next chapter! I finally got it out.._ Oh yea! And Motoki isn't owned by me, it's owned to Nakayo Tacuchi.. (i duno how to spell her name!) well she's the owner of Sailor Moon. And Mizuki is..well I didn't make her *name* up but I made everything else up! ^.^ R+R pwwease! Oh yea, a little key: ~!~ - Scene is in Hong Kong ~*~ - Scene is in Japan
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Chapter 2: Memories
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A warm breeze past by Sakura and Motoki as they were walking along the park that Friday afternoon. It seemed very peaceful to Sakura and relieving, not thinking about a care in the world!
"Sakura, I've been meaning to ask you," said Motoki, anxiously combing his fingers through his blonde hair again, as he always did.
"Hai?" she replied.
"I was wondering if you'd like to go out with me again this Saturday night?" he asked, "I mean, I know we've only been on one and it might seem like I'm rushing things but.."
Sakura cut him off, "Say no more. Of course I'll go,"
"It's a date then," he said smiling as he took Sakura's hand, "Walk you home?"
"Sure, why not?" she said as they walked off together.
~That Saturday Night..~
Motoki walked up to Sakura's apartment door that Saturday night and knocked on it, while holding a dozen of red roses in a bouquet. He was wearing a casual pair of pants and a green shirt that matched his jade green eyes.
"Hold on!" hollered Sakura from inside as she went to the door.
Sakura opened the door revealing her latest outfit. Her hair was surprisingly not in her usual hairstyle of clips and pigtails but it was just loose and curled at the tips. She was wearing a casual style blue spaghetti strapped tank top with a pink jacket over it, while wearing a pair of jeans. She could tell by the look on his face that he liked what he saw.
"No, Tomoyo didn't design this," she smirked, taking him out of his trance.
"I kind of figured. You look great," he said handing her the flowers
"Aww, how sweet," she smiled, "Why don't you come in while I put these in water?"
"Sure," he stepped into her small, yet cozy living room and sat on the couch.
"So where are we off to?" she asked as she headed her way to the kitchen with a glass vase.
"It's a surprise," he said with a smirk playing on his lips.
"Oh, how romantic," she chuckled as she opened the sink faucet
"I thought so myself," he smirked as she walked over to the dinner table, placed the vase of roses down and walked to him.
"Okay," she said as she grabbed her coat. "So let's go."
Without another word, he followed her and shut the door behind them
~*~
The cool breeze swept through the two as they walked to the park. Both holding each other's hands and constantly giving each other looks as if they were two teenagers in love. Of course it was very difficult for all of Sakura's friends to picture her this way. For months on end, Sakura had been moping and grieving for the loss of her precious Syaoran-kun. She was still trying to figure out why in the world he ever left her. If only he could have seen her suffer throughout all the pain she went through. He would have taken her back.. maybe, if only he would have stayed. What Sakura couldn't face was why he didn't even try to make their relationship work. He could have called, written letters, any form of communication would have been fine, to keep their love strong and alive. But no, he had to crush that strong love between them with mere words, that tore her heart into pieces. Amazingly, after one very long year living without Syaoran, she met Motoki. He made her be able to feel love again, of course, it wasn't as strong as the one she shared with her beloved Syaoran, but she had love and she was happy. For once in her life, she was happy with someone other than Syaoran. But why does it still ache inside? That wretched feeling that burns her heart, that won't let go of the memories and good times she shared with him. She couldn't let it go. It was too painful to let go. Not yet, at least.
After about fifteen minutes of strolling in the park, they finally came to the big sakura tree that lay in the middle of the park. The memorable place where she found her first love, and where she lost her only love forever.
"M-Motoki...what are we doing here?" she asked, trying to forget what had happened here seven years ago.
He saw her fear and sadness, "I thought it'd be kind of nice out here, just the two of us...talking,"
'Funny. That's what Li-kun told me on *our* second date. Look where he is now..' she thought to herself, "It is Motoki, it really is, but this place...it just...isn't right for me to be here.." she plastered on a smile.
He looked into her emerald green eyes filled with sorrow and it seemed so much as if he understood her completely, "Okay, let's just go back to my apartment then,"
"Are you sure?" she asked looking up high above the sakura tree branches where Syaoran used to hide up there and surprise her, or sometimes watch her. (AN: Creeepy..)
He nodded, "Uh-huh. If anything's wrong Sakura, then certainly I wouldn't mind," he put one of his arms around her shoulders
"Arigato Motoki-chan," she smiled as they walked off to his apartment. As soon as they left the sakura tree, it was as if she didn't feel that sadness on that cold and lonely day he abandoned her. She felt relieved that she wasn't around there anymore, but with Motoki, far, far away...
~!~
Meiling was lounging around the quiet living room curling up to a great novel, but couldn't enjoy it as much as she wanted to. Syaoran had been standing there on the balcony again, having her worried that her cousin wasn't feeling too well. He had been like this ever since he arrived from Tomoeda. She suspected very much that it had to do something with Sakura, no matter how much he denied. But she couldn't very well talk about that much, since Mizuki was usually by his side. She turned on the couch but still couldn't concentrate, so she stood up and walked over to him.
There he was, staring into space as he always did, with not a care in the world.
"Syaoran?" came her voice, and he abruptly turned around.
"Oh..it's only you.." he murmured, and she cringed a bit.
"Are you feeling alright?" she asked, worriedly
"Yes. Why do you ask?" he said, turning back to his scenery.
"Well for one, you haven't been training what so ever this whole week. Second, you haven't been paying attention to Mizuki. Not that it's a bad thing," she muttered.
"So I've been a little tired..." he gazed up at the stars. She wanted to ask him again, but she was afraid of him bursting out again.
"Syao-chan? Have you been...thinking about her again?" Oh well. It never hurts to try once more.
"No, Meiling. I've been thinking about what I want to do with my life, which apparently isn't going anywhere...ever since that betrothal.." he said hanging his head low.
She widened her eyes. Syaoran had very disappointed when the Clan called him back to stay for good to train harder, and to be wed. She could remember it all so clearly now. It was such a long time ago though. Seven years. Syaoran had still been with Sakura and they were in love. That love that could be ruined with a few words. He had told her everything. From the time he had gotten that phone call, the tickets and everything. And what happened on that day he broke up with Sakura and deserted her, all alone. But he didn't even want to tell her about Mizuki. That, he figured was too excruciating for her to handle. First to leave her forver, second break up with her and tell her he was betrothed? Syaoran could be cold at times, but not that cold! Especially not to Sakura, not to the one he truly loved with all his heart. It killed him inside that he had to be so cold and so mean to her, but he believed it was best for the Clan, or so he says. Even she had to admit, their love was one of a kind. It was a special love that wasn't ment to be broken. But Syaoran was strong and coped with it. When he met Mizuki, with her long orange colored hair and raidant hazel eyes, he didn't want her. All he wanted was his cherry blossom. Even so, he learned to get along with her. It was distressing for me to see him with all the pain in his eyes, wanting it to all go away as if it were just a nightmare that he could easily wake up from. But as time went on, he soon forgot about Sakura sadly. He fell more in love with Mizuki. She assumed it was the best for him, to somehow end that pain he long carried with him here. Sometimes though, like now, she knew, she sensed that he is just thinking about her, to ease that pain. Not wanting to share it all with anyone, not even her.
"Syaoran..." she said, "Always remember, that I'm here for you, okay? If you ever need to talk..I'm here."
He turned to me and nodded, "Thank you Meiling," he smiled one of his rare smiles that he usually only gave to Sakura.
"Now please...can we go inside? I'd like to finish my reading without worrying about you," she smiled
"Alright.." he said as they both walked inside the mansion.
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End of Chapter 2: Memories
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Yay! It was long! *whew!* and was that hard to write! Ok, I apologize for always having Syaoran and Meiling talk on the balcony but it's really kawaii to me..anyway....I promise next chapter..I'll give em a new setting! tee hee.. Well Sakura and Syaoran's past has been revealed! Please tell me what you thought of the story! R+R! Chapter 3 will be out VERY soon. That is..if I come up with anything..._ See ya next time! Ja Ne 4 now!
Love always...
~*Chibi-Sakura*~
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Hey all! Thanks soo much for telling me what a great fic this is! :-) Tee hee. Well here it is, the next chapter! I finally got it out.._ Oh yea! And Motoki isn't owned by me, it's owned to Nakayo Tacuchi.. (i duno how to spell her name!) well she's the owner of Sailor Moon. And Mizuki is..well I didn't make her *name* up but I made everything else up! ^.^ R+R pwwease! Oh yea, a little key: ~!~ - Scene is in Hong Kong ~*~ - Scene is in Japan
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Chapter 2: Memories
---------------
A warm breeze past by Sakura and Motoki as they were walking along the park that Friday afternoon. It seemed very peaceful to Sakura and relieving, not thinking about a care in the world!
"Sakura, I've been meaning to ask you," said Motoki, anxiously combing his fingers through his blonde hair again, as he always did.
"Hai?" she replied.
"I was wondering if you'd like to go out with me again this Saturday night?" he asked, "I mean, I know we've only been on one and it might seem like I'm rushing things but.."
Sakura cut him off, "Say no more. Of course I'll go,"
"It's a date then," he said smiling as he took Sakura's hand, "Walk you home?"
"Sure, why not?" she said as they walked off together.
~That Saturday Night..~
Motoki walked up to Sakura's apartment door that Saturday night and knocked on it, while holding a dozen of red roses in a bouquet. He was wearing a casual pair of pants and a green shirt that matched his jade green eyes.
"Hold on!" hollered Sakura from inside as she went to the door.
Sakura opened the door revealing her latest outfit. Her hair was surprisingly not in her usual hairstyle of clips and pigtails but it was just loose and curled at the tips. She was wearing a casual style blue spaghetti strapped tank top with a pink jacket over it, while wearing a pair of jeans. She could tell by the look on his face that he liked what he saw.
"No, Tomoyo didn't design this," she smirked, taking him out of his trance.
"I kind of figured. You look great," he said handing her the flowers
"Aww, how sweet," she smiled, "Why don't you come in while I put these in water?"
"Sure," he stepped into her small, yet cozy living room and sat on the couch.
"So where are we off to?" she asked as she headed her way to the kitchen with a glass vase.
"It's a surprise," he said with a smirk playing on his lips.
"Oh, how romantic," she chuckled as she opened the sink faucet
"I thought so myself," he smirked as she walked over to the dinner table, placed the vase of roses down and walked to him.
"Okay," she said as she grabbed her coat. "So let's go."
Without another word, he followed her and shut the door behind them
~*~
The cool breeze swept through the two as they walked to the park. Both holding each other's hands and constantly giving each other looks as if they were two teenagers in love. Of course it was very difficult for all of Sakura's friends to picture her this way. For months on end, Sakura had been moping and grieving for the loss of her precious Syaoran-kun. She was still trying to figure out why in the world he ever left her. If only he could have seen her suffer throughout all the pain she went through. He would have taken her back.. maybe, if only he would have stayed. What Sakura couldn't face was why he didn't even try to make their relationship work. He could have called, written letters, any form of communication would have been fine, to keep their love strong and alive. But no, he had to crush that strong love between them with mere words, that tore her heart into pieces. Amazingly, after one very long year living without Syaoran, she met Motoki. He made her be able to feel love again, of course, it wasn't as strong as the one she shared with her beloved Syaoran, but she had love and she was happy. For once in her life, she was happy with someone other than Syaoran. But why does it still ache inside? That wretched feeling that burns her heart, that won't let go of the memories and good times she shared with him. She couldn't let it go. It was too painful to let go. Not yet, at least.
After about fifteen minutes of strolling in the park, they finally came to the big sakura tree that lay in the middle of the park. The memorable place where she found her first love, and where she lost her only love forever.
"M-Motoki...what are we doing here?" she asked, trying to forget what had happened here seven years ago.
He saw her fear and sadness, "I thought it'd be kind of nice out here, just the two of us...talking,"
'Funny. That's what Li-kun told me on *our* second date. Look where he is now..' she thought to herself, "It is Motoki, it really is, but this place...it just...isn't right for me to be here.." she plastered on a smile.
He looked into her emerald green eyes filled with sorrow and it seemed so much as if he understood her completely, "Okay, let's just go back to my apartment then,"
"Are you sure?" she asked looking up high above the sakura tree branches where Syaoran used to hide up there and surprise her, or sometimes watch her. (AN: Creeepy..)
He nodded, "Uh-huh. If anything's wrong Sakura, then certainly I wouldn't mind," he put one of his arms around her shoulders
"Arigato Motoki-chan," she smiled as they walked off to his apartment. As soon as they left the sakura tree, it was as if she didn't feel that sadness on that cold and lonely day he abandoned her. She felt relieved that she wasn't around there anymore, but with Motoki, far, far away...
~!~
Meiling was lounging around the quiet living room curling up to a great novel, but couldn't enjoy it as much as she wanted to. Syaoran had been standing there on the balcony again, having her worried that her cousin wasn't feeling too well. He had been like this ever since he arrived from Tomoeda. She suspected very much that it had to do something with Sakura, no matter how much he denied. But she couldn't very well talk about that much, since Mizuki was usually by his side. She turned on the couch but still couldn't concentrate, so she stood up and walked over to him.
There he was, staring into space as he always did, with not a care in the world.
"Syaoran?" came her voice, and he abruptly turned around.
"Oh..it's only you.." he murmured, and she cringed a bit.
"Are you feeling alright?" she asked, worriedly
"Yes. Why do you ask?" he said, turning back to his scenery.
"Well for one, you haven't been training what so ever this whole week. Second, you haven't been paying attention to Mizuki. Not that it's a bad thing," she muttered.
"So I've been a little tired..." he gazed up at the stars. She wanted to ask him again, but she was afraid of him bursting out again.
"Syao-chan? Have you been...thinking about her again?" Oh well. It never hurts to try once more.
"No, Meiling. I've been thinking about what I want to do with my life, which apparently isn't going anywhere...ever since that betrothal.." he said hanging his head low.
She widened her eyes. Syaoran had very disappointed when the Clan called him back to stay for good to train harder, and to be wed. She could remember it all so clearly now. It was such a long time ago though. Seven years. Syaoran had still been with Sakura and they were in love. That love that could be ruined with a few words. He had told her everything. From the time he had gotten that phone call, the tickets and everything. And what happened on that day he broke up with Sakura and deserted her, all alone. But he didn't even want to tell her about Mizuki. That, he figured was too excruciating for her to handle. First to leave her forver, second break up with her and tell her he was betrothed? Syaoran could be cold at times, but not that cold! Especially not to Sakura, not to the one he truly loved with all his heart. It killed him inside that he had to be so cold and so mean to her, but he believed it was best for the Clan, or so he says. Even she had to admit, their love was one of a kind. It was a special love that wasn't ment to be broken. But Syaoran was strong and coped with it. When he met Mizuki, with her long orange colored hair and raidant hazel eyes, he didn't want her. All he wanted was his cherry blossom. Even so, he learned to get along with her. It was distressing for me to see him with all the pain in his eyes, wanting it to all go away as if it were just a nightmare that he could easily wake up from. But as time went on, he soon forgot about Sakura sadly. He fell more in love with Mizuki. She assumed it was the best for him, to somehow end that pain he long carried with him here. Sometimes though, like now, she knew, she sensed that he is just thinking about her, to ease that pain. Not wanting to share it all with anyone, not even her.
"Syaoran..." she said, "Always remember, that I'm here for you, okay? If you ever need to talk..I'm here."
He turned to me and nodded, "Thank you Meiling," he smiled one of his rare smiles that he usually only gave to Sakura.
"Now please...can we go inside? I'd like to finish my reading without worrying about you," she smiled
"Alright.." he said as they both walked inside the mansion.
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End of Chapter 2: Memories
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Yay! It was long! *whew!* and was that hard to write! Ok, I apologize for always having Syaoran and Meiling talk on the balcony but it's really kawaii to me..anyway....I promise next chapter..I'll give em a new setting! tee hee.. Well Sakura and Syaoran's past has been revealed! Please tell me what you thought of the story! R+R! Chapter 3 will be out VERY soon. That is..if I come up with anything..._ See ya next time! Ja Ne 4 now!
Love always...
~*Chibi-Sakura*~
