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1 Chapter 10

And the Truth Shall Set you Free

1.1 Dec 15

(Nerv Ward 2501)

A lone young boy lay on a bed, in a bed of tubes and wires that were wired in his tiny body. Blood was pulsating, making an eirie rhythm in his body. His eyes were constantly moving and yet in tears. He was afraid. He was very afraid but in his fear he was not alone.

Beside him sat a smiling female Shinji, her gray hair fixed nicely, her soft petite figure looming over him, like a loving sister would. She held his hand tightly, she who he was, she always did, for his memory was hers. Her eyes were full of care, full of love and sadness. If only she could cry she would, but she was not meant to cry, so instead she smiled her charming smile.

"First," she whispered. She knew what has happened, he was frightened, for he knew who she was, for she and him are one. He was her real body. His body, a vesel of life, a vesel for complementation, a vesel for the soul

She knew she'd be trapped in this dolls body the moment he closed his eyes. She was now in a body that Dr. Ritsuko Akagi made for him. Just as her father planned. She just smiled for she couldn't frown. She was not meant to frown, not in the way she was made, she lacked the physical ability to emit sadness. She didn't know how. She wanted to cry, but only a giggle left her mouth. "Shinji." she whispers, smiling. "I'll be home soon."

The young boy made a little yelp, breathing hard, he was not well. She couldn't bear to watch at him anymore. Her boy self. It was to sad to look at but shed didn't want to forget, she was sad, and yet she couldn't even cry. She cursed her father. She couldn't even speak the words she wanted to speak. 'Ayanami. Rei. I now know how you feel.' She thought. Still smiling. Standing, glancing once and awhile at her former body, still smiling but deep inside she was crying. She was crying for she was nolonger he, she was nolonger him, but just a doll, a toy her father could manipulate. She left.

(Nerv Halls)

Asuka was running triumphantly, grining for she was Asuka, proud, and mighty, right behind her was a yawning Rei who couldn' help but blush as they approached a running Shinji, she blushed.

Rei glanced once and awhile at Shinji who stoped running and smiled at her.

"Good morning Shinchan," smiled a timid Rei.

Asuka, not wanting to be topped glared at the blue haired angel, 'Shooot! Damn Freak, I'm supposed to be the one to greet him.'

Shinji replied with an almost stutering voice. "G good mor morning." She was backing away from them.

Both Rei and Asuka watched Shinji carefully, eyeing her, watching her, she was not herself nor was she really.

Shinji seemed to have stutured. "Something's not right." Rei said sadly. She decided to walk closer towards the smiling angel. Rei took Shinji's soft hands and gave her a beautiful smile.

Shinji's eyes were welling up with tears, she stumbled on the floor and began to shake estatically.

Asuka's eyes showed signs of concern. "What the Fuck?" She thought. She quickly held Shinji closer to herself and hugged her tight. "Shinji. I'm here." She said in a comforting voice.

Shinji was still shaking. She kept stutering "I'm. I'm not me." Again and again.

Rei watched in horror as the female Shinji pushed Asuka away glancing back once and awhile then ran. She was still smiling but tears were welling in her eyes, she wanted them to follow her. "Shinji." Rei whispers.

Rei took Asuka's hand and pulled her up, Asuka nodded and received Rei's help.

Both girls ran. They ran as if they wanted to win. (Eva song ()

Shinji was running at an awkward pace. Slightly bumping once in awhile at Nerv's walls. She ended up a few feet from an opened room. Stumbled and layed their silent, giggling. She was giggling maniacly.

She looked up seeing a limp form of what she used to be. She gathered her strength and with that stood, and made her way towards the child. She gently hugged him dearly.

She held hm as if he was the most precious person in her life. She held him tight. Then knowing he was real, she rested her head in his abdomen. his even rhythmic breathing made her sleepy, it made her fall asleep, with tears running in her eyes almost ruining her smiling face.

Both Asuka and Rei finally catched up to her. Rei stood motionless in front of the room. She didn't move, she didn't' want the 2nd child to see this. She'd be stunned and most likely will not be able to take it all, the sight of the room would make her afraid. "Room 2501, Project S I codename Shinji Ikari."

Asuka pushed past a reluctant Rei and entered the room.

Asuka's eyes didn't want to believe what she saw. She didn't want it to be true. "mama." was all she could say as she hugged herself, trying to stay sane. She didn't want to believe. so she closed her eyes. Not wanting to see Shinji clones around her.

Rei placed her hand at the shocked girl. Asuka looked at her and cried. Rei decided it was best to hold her tight. Asuka was in shock at what she saw. She was shocked to see the girl Shinji hugging a young boy. The boy was attached to the mainframe computer, full of wires and tubes, blood was flowing in and out of his body. He was in pain. Tears were constantly running in his eyes. That boy was Shinji Ikari.

Above them were tanks of lcl each containing a clone of Shinji, staring at them, staring with a smile in their faces. All were smiling with an eirie smile.

"Shinji. Shinji. he's. he's." Asuka stutered. She was breaking into pieces. Her one and only happiness was, her only happiness was, she didn't want this to be true, it couldn't could it?

Rei held Asuka tighter, holding her, keeping her in safe. She knew the 2nd wouldn't understand. Rei held her more but smiled as all the Shinjis were smiling at her. She knew that Shinji, she always knew that Shinji was watching her.

"I miss you." All the Shinji clones chirped in unison as they waved at her, "I miss you Rei Ayanami."

To be continued