Disclaimer: Characters don't belong to me of course.
Rating: PG
Story Summery: The ending to the last chapter.
There is No Way Home:
Carter just stared as they worked on Susan; he had mange to block out ever word that Mark, Kerry and the rest of them were saying. His mind was just focus on Susan. After what felt like a whole lifetime Mark came out and walked over to Carter.
"We got her stable Carter; Elizabeth is going to take her to surgery" Mark said. Carter just looked at Susan as they walked to the elevators.
"Why don't you go up there an wait, I'll cover you" Mark said as he put his hand on Carter shoulder
"She is going to make it Carter" Mark said as he left.
Carter found his way to the waiting room. He was unsure of how he got there because he was so focus on Susan that he didn't pay attention.
Few Hours Have Passed
Carter was still in the waiting room when Deb came looking for him.
"Hey, how are you doing" Deb asked as she sat down next to him.
"I'm scared to death" Carter said for the first time since the accident.
"You have all rights to be, but she will pull through it" Deb said
"I hope you right" Carter said as he looked at her.
"I've have fell in love with Susan and I can't lose her now, she the only thing in my life that has meaning" Carter said as tears started to fall. Deb just put her arms around him and held him for a while.
"If anything happens John, come get anyone or me on the staff, they are all here for you" Deb said. Then she got up and left the waiting room.
Meanwhile: In the operating in room Elizabeth and Romano worked on Susan.
"Well this is not what I expected to happen" Romano said
"Either was I, but thank god it is not worst" Corday said?
"Your right on that part" Romano said
"I wondered how Carter is doing" Corday said as she finish working on Susan
"Well why don't you go tell him everything if fine" Romano said as he walked away from Susan? As they walked they here the monitors start beeping. They rushed back and started working on Susan again.
"Pull through Susan" Corday said
"Come on start up again heart" Romano said as he works on pumping the heart. After a long time Corday looked at Romano.
"There is no way Robert" Corday said
"Your right, do you want to talk to Carter" Romano said after a while. Corday just shook her yes and walked out of the room.
When Corday walked into the waiting room she found Mark, but no Carter.
"Where is he" Corday asked?
"He went to the restroom, how did it go" Mark said. Corday just looked him in the eyes and closed his own. He was not ready to see what Carter was about to go through. Then Carter came back into the waiting room and walked over to Corday.
"How is she" Carter said? Corday looked at him for a second.
"We end up having a complication with the operation Carter, she didn't pull through, I'm so sorry" Corday said. Carter looked at her then back at Mark.
"No this can't be happening" Carter said as he ran out of the waiting room and ran towards the operating room. Corday was about to go after him until Mark put his hands on her shoulders.
"I'll go after him" Mark said, then walked out of the waiting room. When he enter the room to where they were working on Susan he found Carter staring at her. He walked up to Carter and put his hand on his shoulder. Carter looked at him with tears in his eyes then back at Susan. He moved away from Mark and got on his knees and put his hand in Susan hand. Mark watched this then decide Carter needed to be alone and left the room.
"I love you so much Susan" Carter said in the empty room. He then laid his head to hers and cry for her and himself.
