She needed to get away just anywhere would do her fine. Her mind was cloudy just like her eyes she could barely think. Just the thought of Josh brought back many memories, some good, and some bad. This was the first dream in a long time that she had of him. She was finally got rid of that dream now it is coming back to hunt her. She reached the forest and started running through trees. Many braches and twigs hit her making her wince from it scrapping her legs, even though she had her flannel pajama pants on the branches still seemed to make marks. Angel finally started getting tired and stopped to rest on a log. "What am I doing? Why am I running?" She whispered to herself. "I have nothing to run from it was just a stupid dream." "Oh but it wasn't a stupid dream." Angel quickly turned around to see who had followed her out here. "Josh?" She asked now getting really confused. She squinted thinking maybe she was mistaking Scott for him or something like that. "Yeah, its me, Josh." "No its not, your dead!" Angel yelled back crying. "What are you talking about Angel? I'm right here." "Stop it go away!" She said then bringing up her knees and burring her face in them. 10 seconds later she looked up and looked around. Josh had left, actually the mirage of him did. Angel with her journal still in hand took it out. She was so confused, but she was just glade that he was gone now.
~*In Her Journal*~
With You
You seem to
have deserted me
Left me somewhere down the path
I didn't see that id lost you
Until 2 weeks had past
I sat there astonished
Of what had been
And I could help but wonder
What had happened then?
You were gone without a trace
The tears steam down my face
For I can't seem to bear
All the time when you aren't there
My heart has been stabbed
In your place
To find you I must travel a long journey
To meet your recovery
I miss the days with you...
Those happy times...
Just me its true
So come back Josh
For your only what's true
And no harm can take me
When I'm with you...
~*Back 2 Angel*~
She closes up her journal and took a deep breath. Her eyes got heavy till she couldn't hold them open any longer. She fell asleep peacefully while some tears stained her cheeks.
Next ~ Will they find her before she freezes from the winter
cold? And Auggie and Jules will have their time together!
Again sorry so short!
Another poem by the lovely Dee (I would post mine but yeah them I keep to myself!)
A/N ~ Sorry if this was confusing for some people. But just to explain some things read below
· Josh wasn't really there but I think you could have picked that up she wasn't dreaming just seeing things.
· She is very close to Josh so she wasn't telling him to go away cause she hated him or w/e but for the fact she knew he couldn't be real and in her past she's done this before so she knows that it isn't real
· Ask me if I didn't explain something well enough! I tried!
