Family



Setsuna Meioh.
She is such an enigma waiting to be solved. The time
Guardian holds the respectful title of intelligence and
wisdom. I cannot deny her of that. She an I are so
different and yet I hold a deep admiration for the dark
woman. Her character is strong and could be a competition
to my own.
We have our differences. I would say she is similar to
Michiru, but that is just not so. Yes, she and Michiru
posses such emotionally based decisions. I on the other
hand seem to take things to a logical and different level.
Though I am grateful that Setsuna keeps the competition to
an inward level.
That is one thing we have in common. I know she would
prefer to do her own ways of things. I know she doesn't
understand why I tackle problems the way I do. I don't
understand her ways! Though that is what I like about the
Time Guardian. She allows me to be myself as I allow her.
It is obvious she didn't agree with my distant behavior
towards the Inner Planet Soldiers. Especially since she
kept the Princess's guards somewhat enlightened to why they
should allow us Outers to work alone.
I will admit, I will need to thank her for that. I would
prefer she had not, but it worked out for the best. I am
for certain the inners would believe I was the leader.
Michiru of course went along with my ways because she
completely understood my reasons and half of them were
similar to her own ways of thinking. However, Michiru did
agree with Setsuna's tactics of joining the Inners. We all
took our own ways. We didn't work under a leaders command.
We worked under the line of duty. All three of our ways of
ingenuity and abilities were used. Setsuna, Michiru and I
worked as one.
Not in unity, but as a team. Our own concepts of how to
tackle the matters of protecting the Princess and the
future of the Solar System were pieced together into one.
We three had the same pursuit and we silently agreed to
ourselves that we were to do it our own ways and not
interfere with each other. Though we worked in a complete
unity.
Even though we now were on earth and not separated at
different posts, our form of working, as a team, were still
unbreakable. I am grateful Pluto still kept her ways of
obedience the same as Neptune and I. If she had not our
team would have had much controversy.
I was more focused on making sure evil did not get ahead of
the matter. My obligation was to make sure the world would
become a better place. I was to protect the future of the
world. In order to fulfill that I made for certain that our
mission would be carried out even if I were to die.
Neptune did her job by emotional motivation. Her duty was
to protect the Princess Serenity. She was protecting
present ruler who would bring peace once awakened. In order
to do that, she followed my tactics in our search for the
talismans. Though when we were in pursuit of finding the
messiah I believe she was edging more towards Pluto's plan.
Pluto was more emotionally motivated, I believe. Her main
focus was to protect the future Princess, Small Lady. In
order to do that, she kept in touch with the Inner
Soldiers. Her part in the mission was to protect the vital
necessity for peace. She made sure the royals were safe and
unharmed.
We all had different obligations and yet the three
differences had a common goal. I believe that is why we are
the Outers. Our ways our separate yet make up a unity. The
Inners work more like a team and are together.
Sigh.
The Time Guardian really pulled through for Neptune and I.
Such sacrifice she had committed. She saved us so many
times though she knew she was not allowed to do so. She
should not do those things, but she does. She is the
emotional Plutonian.
I cannot be lenient about her putting herself on the line
for us. It could throw the future into jeopardy if she is
not there to ward off invaders at the Time Gate. It is
irrational and disappointing to know that she is not able
to keep herself emotionally stable in order to obey her
duty. However, I will admit I hold her in high respect for
her bravery and loyalty to our cause. I hold her as a close
friend.
Perhaps one day I will be able to admit to her that I am
grateful to be able to work beside her. The Time
Guardian... (Chuckles) Locked within her is the past,
present and future. Our lives are wrapped up in her. She
holds secrets she alone knows and I am in awe of that.
Yes... I am sure she is isolated. All of us Outer soldiers
are.
Though the remarkable thing is none of us are truly alone,
because we three live similar lives restricted by duty.
Once Tomoe Hotaru is awakened she will know of the same
fate. She is just an infant now and so I wish her a happy
life, for I know that once Saturn awakens her life will be
that like our own. Isolated with a tug of unity.
Maybe the Inner soldiers were right... Perhaps Setsuna's
emotional pull was right...
Perhaps... If in this life Setsuna, along with Michiru and
I... If we ever have another mission placed upon our
shoulders... Perhaps we can become that of a family when
Hotaru must learn her powers again. Perhaps this time we
Outers can become a family...
And none of us will have to be alone.


Finis.