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This is the 2nd chapter…. hope you like it.







{{Tai's POV]

I stare at the beautiful boy who stands before me. He looks at me with ice blue eyes, rose-colored lips parted slightly and his blond hair falling on his pale face. He seems too beautiful to be real, and I have to control a sudden urge I have to reach over and brush his hair off his face. I clench my fists and think of something to say, to keep him here. I don't want him to go…

"What's that?" I ask Yamato, motioning to the envelope in his hand. I still cant get over the fact that the great, famous Ishida Yamato is standing in front of me, nor can I get over the feeling that I know him. When he first looked into my eyes, it was like something clicked inside of me, like something I had been waiting for had finally arrived. But I can't tell him that, can I?

"This?" he asks in a deep, soft voice. I see momentary hesitation in his eyes, as he looks at the envelope. He then turns his eyes at me, and just looks at me.

I suddenly feel as if I'm drowning, I feel my breath catch in my throat and I cant move. I'm under his spell…

"Sora." He says simply, holding the letter towards me.

I blink and shake my head slightly, cutting off eye contact with Yamato and clearing my head. "Sora? You… you know Sora?" I can't believe my girlfriend is friends with Ishida Yamato and didn't bother to tell me!

"No, we just met. Here. Just now." He says, looking away. He sits down on a swing and draws circles in the sand beneath him with his feet. "She dropped the letter, but I think she wanted to give it to you. That's why I'm here… waiting for you." An odd expression comes over his face and he shakes his head, muttering something.

Waiting for me? My heartbeat goes quickens a bit when I hear those words. Maybe because I feel the same way?

I take the letter and sit in a swing next to him. Why would Sora write me a letter? What can't she tell me face to face? Must be some dumb, embarrassing secret she doesn't dare say in front of me. I grin as I rip the letter open. But she did sound a little shaky when she called me just now… I wonder if anything's wrong. I think of my beautiful girlfriend and cant help but feel a bit worried.





"Dearest Tai,

This has been on my mind forever, and I just don't know how I should tell you this—but I have to. These thoughts inside my head, they're driving me crazy, and if I don't tell you soon I think it's gonna ruin our friendship.

Tai, I'm breaking up with you.

I'm really sorry—God, I can't believe I'm crying now, it's just so silly—but I know this is what I have to do.

I know that you'd never break up with me, but I also know that we're not meant to be. I do love you, Tai, but I could never be in love with you. You're my best friend, and I don't want to ruin things between us because you think you love me.

I love you too much to see you hurt, Tai, and I can totally imagine the both of us, 20 years down the line, happily married and with kids, but that's not the life that we're supposed to live. I know in my heart of hearts that that isn't how things are supposed to end. Even now, I feel as if this life isn't what it's supposed to be like… I know, that we were supposed to be great.

That day Mimi and I talked for the longest time, and she asked me why I have to leave you. The tears just started to pour; even though I promised myself I wouldn't cry over this, that I'd be strong. But all the emotions I've been trying to cover up just burst, and I couldn't control my tears. I feel suffocated by your love, Tai, but believe me, you don't love me. All the love you give me, it isn't meant for me. Don't ask how I know, I just do.

If I don't leave you now, I might never bring myself to do it. I'm not brave like you are Tai, and believe me; it's taking a lot of my courage to write this. I'll regret it if one day I wake up, and find out that my life wasn't as beautiful as it could be. I feel as if I've already missed out on an important part of my life, something that was destined to happen. Which just goes to show that even destiny is wrong, sometimes. Maybe destiny plans the final outcome for us, and we're supposed to figure out how to get there ourselves. I don't wanna miss out anymore. I want to live the life I was meant to live, by my own choice.

Please don't be sad, I never wanted you to be sad. I'll love you always. My feelings for you have never changed, and never will. You will always be my best friend. And one day, you will find that person you have been waiting for, for so long. I'm not just saying that too make you feel better, I'm saying that because that's the reason I have to breakup with you. Who knows? That person could be as far away as the moon, or right next to you now. But you'll find each other one day. True love always finds a way.

Love, always and forever,

Sora."





I stare at her name as it blotches and becomes illegible under a tear. Unbearable sadness fills my heart, which seems to have stopped beating, as the tears start to fall. A cold breeze wraps me in its embrace as I choke on all the grief in my heart out. Sora… I thought she loved me… what does she mean by I don't love her? I love her, I do! How could she hurt me like this? She's the only person I can only be happy with. I try to stand, but fumble onto the ground and bury my face in my hands. I wipe the tears from my face, but my heart is left cold, in the breeze…

I feel a strong pair of arms hug me, a pair of warm, comforting arms. I clutch onto them and don't dare let go. If they leave… I'll be alone again… I look up into a pair of silent eyes that seem to understand, bury my face into Yamato's chest and howl. The arms hold me tight, not letting go, and I cry myself into oblivion, watched only by the stars in the darkness, and a pair of sapphire eyes.













Well, how was that? I like the 1st chapter more. Please review!

Now that I think abt it… not many guys cry when their girlfriends breakup with them, do they? Oh well… just goes to show how much tai loved sora… =P

Wanna say hi and thanks to: lime lizard, outcast angel, soul child, csmars, firecat 666 and missy, for reviewing! And missy, go write a fic! I really wanna see your writing up…

Anyway, thanks for reading!!! ^^