Worth the Risk

AN:
Thankyou to everyone who supported me! Thankyou so much! I was scared I wouldn't even get reviews! Thankyou most of all to AAV. Because you controlled yourself and you didn't fully flame me. In fact what you said wasn't even a flame! I'm sorry though, because I'm not going to change my story. I'm keeping it T/V. If you like you can keep reading, but you don't really have to, just skip this one if you're going to be mean about it, but I doubt you will be. Once again thankyou to everyone! BTW it's the normal Trunks, he's 32 which I guess makes her 43. You can imagine your own ages for them if you like.


I lay next to my husband wide awake. I was filled with this exciting and exhilerating feeling, mixed with guilt and unsureness. I couldn't stop thinking about what happened today and last night.

~~Flashback~~

I sat at the table bored. I had attempted to ask Gohan to dance, but as usual he chickened out, claiming he couldn't dance, which was true. In fact at one point we tried to take dancing lessons, but it ended in disaster. We were doing well until we came near the window and, I don't even know how he managed it, I fell out the window. It was a three story building. Everyone screamed but then, when I climbed back in without a scratch they looked even more horrified. That's when we decided that we should forget the dancing.

So now everyone was dancing and here I was sitting at the table while Gohan escaped somewhere. I looked longingly at the crowd, not noticing the young lavender headed man right in front of me. I looked into his eyes, wondering what he wanted. He grinned at me and held his hand out.

"Dance?" I asked stupidly.

He raised an eyebrow at me. I blushed as I took his hand and he led me onto the dancefloor.

~~End Flashback~~

I glanced over at Gohan, he was sleeping so peacefully. I watched him breathe, his chest rising and falling. That's when I realised what I had done. I had just said yes to cheating on my extremely honest and loyal husband. What had I done? Oh god…

~~Flashback~~

I stood out on the balcony my face flushed red from the heat. After that dance with Trunks, it was too stuffy to stay inside. The way he had held me felt so secure. There was something there in his touch that I couldn't place, something that made me feel so safe. The way he looked into my eyes as we danced haunted me.

I felt those same eyes on me again, I turned around slowly and our eyes locked. We stared, analysing each other and trying to read each others' minds' at the same time. His eyes were so beautiful…as soon as that thought crossed my mind, I broke our eye contact and turned around quickly. I don't think he saw me blush.

I focused on the moon as if it would explode any minute. Trunks came up beside me and looked up at it too.

"It's beautiful isn't it?" He said.

"Yes." I replied nervously.

"Why are you nervous?"

He turned to look at me, the way he looked at me made me shiver. I brushed my annoying black bangs out of my face.

"I don't know." Honestly, I didn't.

Something made me lean forward and immediately he knew I was going to kiss him. I stopped when I noticed he froze. I felt so ashamed. My cheeks and neck was burning as I stared at the ground. I looked up again when he stepped forward. He smiled down at me and tilted my head with his soft hands. His kiss was soft and sensual. Something I hadn't felt from Gohan in a long time. He deepened the kiss and wrapped his arms around my waist. I felt so warm and safe.

That's when I registered what was happening. He was kissing me. An older grown woman with a husband and a daughter which I suspect has been in love with him since she was four. Him, with a girlfriend! Marron! But this was unfair on me. I did have a family, I had so much more to lose!

I stopped the kiss and backed away in fear. He looked pleadingly at me. Reaching out with both arms, If I went back I knew there was no way to stop what was going to happen, but if I left him then I'd never know what would. I backed away more and ran back inside.

~~End Flashback~~


Thankyou once again!! Everyone! This is set in motion and I don't think it's going to stop now! How's Videl coping? Will she go back to Trunks and tell him it's over already? I don't have much else to say, but thankyou once again!

Meiyume