~My Angelic rage~

To many thoughts! I can't handle this! I feel so empty! With every moment I seem to grow more angry, more sad, more empty! To many emotions! To complicated! In my rage I leave the safty of my room, the rain pouring hard in the morning. I Must find some sinful being to distroy! I Must see them dead! I must release this anger befor it rips me apart!

I run along the ally's barefoot and wet. Nothing matters but I have lost the answer.... nothing matters if I have no answer!

There leaning against a wall is a women, trashy whore. Blinded by rage I go over to her. She looks at me and smiles, speeking to me, but the very sound of her voice disgusts me so that i hear not her words just her sin riddled voice, my mind screams for her death.

~I pray God takes mercy on your soul~

Her eye's grow scared and I rejoice as my hands come to strangle the life out of her. She struggles. Desprate human... disgusting. I tose the lifeless corps aside. Breath, i tell my self, calm down...

Something in my head clicks...Joan... she was like them, my 'friends'...they where like her... what was it, what did they share...?

The womens death had helped me... a human... her death... it triggered the thought...why? Then I remember what her last words where...'Oh God forgive me'

~Oh God! Forgive me!!!~