~Tell me...~

Oh God... I don't think I can handle this...

Currently we all sit in a coffee shop... how they managed to get me hear is a complete mystry to me... my mind seems rather fuzzy... Snap out of it fool! I have to stay centered... I can't let...

Wufei raises one delicate eyebrow at me, 'Something wrong Yuy?' the voice was sarcastic, but the underlying message was...pity...

Damn him, ~`Hn... No...'~

Duo cocks his head to one side and studdies me with those sinfull violet eye's, "You sure... dude you look alittle...sick...."

Quatre turns his eye's to me....in them I find myself reflected... ~'I'm fine... I ahve a question...'~ I hesitate and the other's lean forward, the eye's hungery... as if what ever come forth from my mouth will quench there thirst. ~'...what do humans have that I-... that Angels do not...'~

They are silent, I see the color drain from there faces, Duo put up his hands as if to protect himself, 'Heero... I don't think that question means anything... angel's don't exist.'

I feel Anger flare in my heart, my teeth grind and I hear Quatre gasp, "Fool..." I his, my voice is low and deadly... my own soul trembles at the sound of it.

Duo Let out a nervouse laugh, but Trowa spoke first, " Why do you wan't to know?' His voice was calm... rational...

I hate him, ~'Why? Don't you think I have been asking myself that very same question... every day since...'~ my eye's burn with the salt of tears I refuse to let go.

Quatre forces a shakey smile, the fear in his eye's so strong, 'H- Heero... please..whats wrong?'

Did they not hear me... did they not understand? Those stupid fool dirty humans that sit befor me... they never had the slightest bit of innocence in them... I have no pity.. not anymore. My fist slams down on the table with a painfull crack, the coffee cups jared and spilt.

"Oi! Yuy calm down!" Wufei snapps angrly.

I hold back, I stop my self, I do as he said. I calmed... my Angelic soul despratly tried to drum up that anger... I had to stay angry else... else...

I ask again, ny body relaxing and my eye's closed, ~'What do you have that I do not...'~ my voice weeps and I can not help but long for God. Oh God!

They are silent... the gravity of my question finaly sinking in. Oh God! Will they tell me!? Can they tell me? Will I remember? Oh GOD!