I tell my soul furiously to Wait... Oh God! Why is it taking so long!?
'Eh... Heero...' I hear Quatre Murmur....
~'Hn...'~ Why don't they just tell me!?
'Maybe we should continue this discussion... someplace else...'
He is right ... here there are to many other sinful eyes that wish to tease me and in there teasing torture me with the answer... Oh God! I look at them ... my eye's seem dry... ~' I know of a place where few go...'~ I stand and push past them...
'Oi.... Hee-chan... That was a bit rude!' Duo huffed ... he was pouting know for sure. He shant gain MY pity ... he may have Yours Lord ... but he shant have mine...
~They where surprised...~
We stand just outside of a pretty church... I my self find no use of the different levels of religion these fool humans call the church ... the building is no less sinful than any other ... but as I had said... I know a place Few go....
'We have no place here...' Wufei spat. His voice had anger lacing his words, I turn to look at his face... In his face I find sadness ... even ... fear.
~'Tis only a building...'~ My voice haunts even MY ears...
Duo shook his head, his braid swaying down his back in a wave of movement. 'I know this better than any ... this 'building' is a home for hope...' He fidgeted and rubbed his hands together ... as if he were remembering a painful memory. He glanced up at me ... his head cocked to the side ... he was studying me 'Just like the Maxwell church...'
Why is it my mouth is so dry... Oh God ... they are doing it again... Quatre laid a hand on my arm, in surprise I jump back and he smiles ... one of his sad smiles.
'We are murderer's Heero ... we have no place with those who wish to pray instead of kill...'
My world ends ... what have I been doing? This whole time! Killing! I had forgotten ... after the war I had been happy ... for this first time ... it had been the end ... no more killing ... but I had forgotten... OH GOD! Forgive me! I had forgotten ... how could I have forgotten?
~How could I have...?~
