My heart hurts whenever I look at them, a pain that tears at me and yet I cannot take my eye's from them. What is is it about them? I sit in my bed, my head pounding dully and the soft hum of electric lights fill my ears. They blink at me in confusion, there angel eye's questioning the smile on my face.

'There is no way...' the one with the braid murmures, his elfin face vividly depicting disbeleif, his eye's are a sensuall violet color and the light reflects golden off his chessnut locks. He seem's to be the over expressive type... the very way his chest moved with his breathing show's his mood to me.

My smile widen's and I feel wet tears on my cheeks... the blond one, with his delicate hands and his sad aqua eye's gasps in amazement. Is it so odd...

The chinese man raises an eyebrow at me, a priceless china doll... '' I thought you stronger Yuy...' He scoofs me, his nose pointed in the air with such a thoughtless pride I simply must laugh.

The insane laughter bubbles up in me and escapes my lips in a furry, the looks of surprise turn to fear and the insanity of my laughter inscrease. Why am I laughing... Oh God... something is wrong with me... my control has left me along with my memories... laughter turns to sobs and I find myself entangled in my sheets and strong hands on my wrists restaining me. Threw my tears I see my saviour, green eye's, a mask of hair.... then my sight vanishes and all I see is black.

It's so cold.... so empty.... where am I.... I try to scream, anything to end the silence but my troat rips at the attempt and bleeds. Oh... God the pain.... The emptiness.... I am but half a soul.... why did he leave me? Why did I leave me? Oh God..... My heart weeps at the vision of them lost... something dies within me, a hope perhaps...