Title: Recalling Herself, Part 1 – The Spy

Author: Julia K.

Rating: PG, so far

Disclaimer: If you really want it, Paramount, you can have the -47 dollars I made from this story.

Time Frame: I don't really feel like picking an episode-exact time frame, so I'm just saying that Jadzia is dating Worf, but they're not married.

Author's Note: I probably should've written this before, but I absolutely gag at the *thought* of Worf…. so, you Worf-lovers and W/Jers (J/Wers?) will not be happy at all. Anyway, thanks to my reviewers… you guys rule! Sorry it's so short, and that it took so long… *hides* And… well, since I've only seen some DS9, I'm not sure if the Jem'Hadar are well impersonated, so…



"What do you mean, we must alter the mission??" demanded the Founder. The two Jem'Hadar continued looking straight at her, they didn't stop to look at each other.

"The other took her straight through the wormhole. We were able to collect her complete memories in this chip," he held up a small chip to demonstrate, "but we were unable to get her body in time." He tossed the founder the chip, which she caught and stared at.

"Her body isn't necessary, though," murmured the founder, "even if they have it, it is an empty shell – no memories at all. If they've believed it is up until now, they wouldn't if… I'll go myself. I'll take the form of a life form they've never seen before, and, full of the memories in this chip, I can act like she's the spy. She switched bodies, but without my memories, she was powerless… except for the innocence of lost memories, which she used on them…"

"Wait," said one of the Jem'Hadar, "you're going to take the form of someone else, and loaded with her memories, you're going to claim that she switched bodies on you, and that you're the real Dax? But… what if they try to switch you back?"

"We'll tell them we can't, that I already tried to find a way, but there is none," responded the founder.

"Brilliant," said the other Jem'Hadar, "we'll try to find you a perfect form right now!"

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"Thanks, Miles," Julian said again, "I really appreciate it. I'll be by later to see the recreation of what happened in the shuttle."

"Anytime," said Miles, getting Molly's hand. "See you later." He walked off hand in hand with his daughter. Julian only waited a second before getting up and heading to the Science Labs – he'd never admit it, but he was getting used to having Jadzia around him all the time. Acting polite, asking questions, and smiling that dazzling…

No, Julian, a little voice in his head said, don't go there!

But why not? said another little voice. Shaking both voices out of he found himself in the Science Lab. An ensign in a science uniform was showing Jadzia and Keiko something. Jadzia seemed to find it immensely fascinating, and was asking a question about it. Looking up, Keiko saw Julian, and beckoned him over.

"What are we looking at?" asked Julian, getting Jadzia to look at him.

"I lost track long ago," laughed Keiko. Jadzia, on the other hand, started a long, complicated explanation.

"She's lost her memory, but that doesn't mean she's lost her scientist's touch," Julian broke in right in the middle of her explanation, partly to be nice, but mostly because he didn't want to listen.

"I think she gets it more than I do," said the ensign, slightly embarrassed. All four laughed, but Julian found himself listening more for Jadzia's laugh than anything else…

Just… don't think that way, said his little voice. It's not like she ever cared for you in that way.

But she might, said the counteractive voice, now, she might. Julian frowned slightly, but when the laughter ended, he decided to leave the room.

"I'm going to go to the infirmary," said Julian, "I'll see you later." He left without even listening for a response.

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The founder felt the memories of Jadzia Dax flow into her mind. She was now the spitting image of an old earth version of an innocent-looking trickster – the imp. Her hair was in bouncy, blonde curls, and her ears were longer than normal. Her eyes danced around, taking in every detail, and even the outfit she wore – a pink dress, it even floated in a pixie- like manner – implied that she was an innocent looking alien that had ended up switching bodies with Jadzia Dax. She was ready now. They would believe her. How could they not?

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Julian started the padd for the sixth… or was it seventh?… time. Funny thing was, he didn't remember ever reading it before. But he had tried to start it before. He knew that. He was just thinking about… Jadzia. Again. And for the seventh time, his mind tumbled into the same pattern… thinking about Jadzia, then Jadzia's smile, then Jadzia, then how beautiful Jadzia was, then Jadzia, and so on. Now he even saw her in the infirmary window in front of him.

"Julian?"

It wasn't his imagination. She was behind him. He turned around.

"Yes, Jadzia?"

Jadzia's such a pretty name, just like the rest of her, said a voice in his mind.

Unfortunately, Julian had very little hope at that moment, because the other voice had given up. Maybe because it was entranced too.

"I was wondering if you'd show me some of your programs on the holodeck. Earlier, Nerys was explaining how not all holo-programs are as scary as that one that Worf had… and, well, I guess I thought you might have some nice ones."

"Oh, I do!" exclaimed Julian, who was, as usual, very enthusiastic whenever his holo-programs were involved. "Come on, I'll show you!" he jumped out of his chair, and grabbing her hand (God, what a lovely hand), he led her to the holodecks.