You'll Never Know
A Sasami POV
NOTE: Normal disclaimer applies. I'm giving us all a break from my usually looooong 'notes'.It's about Sasami's feelings for Tenchi.
- Sailor Cosmic Star
Tenchi. Tenchi Masaki.
You'll never know how much I love you, nor will you ever find about out my dreams. My secret feelings, which I hide when I'm around you. I wish I could be like Ryoko, unabashedly flirting, showing you my love, my care, my dreams. Or like my sister, fawning upon you, trying to cater to your every whim, your every wish, like a servant.
But I can't. We both know that well enough. With two irresponsible women, wrecking the house, and the other people doing nothing, I hate to cause you trouble when you've had more than enough already.
That's why I hide myself from you. You may suspect me. You probably don't. You're too occupied. I act cheerful, maybe a little too much. After all, I'm so, so sad inside. Unhappy about the fact that Ayeka and Ryoko will have your heart long before I ever will.
Sometimes I dream of the possibility, the possibility that you, Lord Tenchi Masaki, would marry me. I know it's not possible, but hey, I can dream, can't I?
I stare at the carrot in my hand, the one I'm about to give to Ryo-oh-ki. Then I look at the photo on the wall. It's a picture that was taken a week ago.
We were all out for a picnic. Ryoko and Ayeka were being their usual selves when your grandfather, Yosho-sama, announced that he wanted to take a picture, to let us remember that fun day. Ryoko and Ayeka fought over who would be next to you, but in the end, they stood on either side of you. And you. You, Tenchi, you put your arms aound my neck and hugged me, as I held Ryo-oh-ki. I blushed deeply. I couldn't help myself. I was so close, so close to you. And you were hugging me.
At that moment, all I wanted to do was turn around and kiss you. Not on the cheek, but on the lips.
The entire family calls me the only "sensible" one. I guess they wouldn't call me that if they knew how I felt about you.
Tenchi, I love you. I know it's not possible that you might ever love me, but I love you. It's not just a crush, as the people of Earth call it. It's true love, the actual feeling.
Aishiteru, Tenchi-san. I love you, always and forever.
But you'll never know.
A Sasami POV
NOTE: Normal disclaimer applies. I'm giving us all a break from my usually looooong 'notes'.It's about Sasami's feelings for Tenchi.
- Sailor Cosmic Star
Tenchi. Tenchi Masaki.
You'll never know how much I love you, nor will you ever find about out my dreams. My secret feelings, which I hide when I'm around you. I wish I could be like Ryoko, unabashedly flirting, showing you my love, my care, my dreams. Or like my sister, fawning upon you, trying to cater to your every whim, your every wish, like a servant.
But I can't. We both know that well enough. With two irresponsible women, wrecking the house, and the other people doing nothing, I hate to cause you trouble when you've had more than enough already.
That's why I hide myself from you. You may suspect me. You probably don't. You're too occupied. I act cheerful, maybe a little too much. After all, I'm so, so sad inside. Unhappy about the fact that Ayeka and Ryoko will have your heart long before I ever will.
Sometimes I dream of the possibility, the possibility that you, Lord Tenchi Masaki, would marry me. I know it's not possible, but hey, I can dream, can't I?
I stare at the carrot in my hand, the one I'm about to give to Ryo-oh-ki. Then I look at the photo on the wall. It's a picture that was taken a week ago.
We were all out for a picnic. Ryoko and Ayeka were being their usual selves when your grandfather, Yosho-sama, announced that he wanted to take a picture, to let us remember that fun day. Ryoko and Ayeka fought over who would be next to you, but in the end, they stood on either side of you. And you. You, Tenchi, you put your arms aound my neck and hugged me, as I held Ryo-oh-ki. I blushed deeply. I couldn't help myself. I was so close, so close to you. And you were hugging me.
At that moment, all I wanted to do was turn around and kiss you. Not on the cheek, but on the lips.
The entire family calls me the only "sensible" one. I guess they wouldn't call me that if they knew how I felt about you.
Tenchi, I love you. I know it's not possible that you might ever love me, but I love you. It's not just a crush, as the people of Earth call it. It's true love, the actual feeling.
Aishiteru, Tenchi-san. I love you, always and forever.
But you'll never know.
