Chapter 5! Final and Last chapter
The Song is in the the italics
Spike looked down at the sleeping beauty in his arms. ' Well this seems rather fimiliar '
he thought. Spike chucklled to himself and stood, walking silently to the Swordfish and took off
towards the hospital.
Faye looked up from her hospital bed and sighed. She was hurting so bad. Not just
the pain of the cancer that was tearing inside of her but the thought of knowing that soon she
would no longer see Spikes face. No longer would be able to fight with him. Angry words ran
through her mind. She could almost remember every fight they had ever had. Every bounty
that they had gotten together. She remembered the constant arugement of the bounty money.
But mostly, she remembered Spike. She could remember firing the shots at the Bebop roof,
silently praying that Spike would just turn around and forget about having to do anything with
Vicious. Damn Vicious. He just knew how to ruin it all.
Spike sat worridely in a chair outside Fayes room. The doctor had been checking on
Faye for 20 minutes now. Spike stared blankly at the roof of the hospital. Spike thought back
to the night when Faye had tried to keep him from leaving, from going to trow his life away to
Vicious. He relized it all now, Faye was in love with him. He remembered how it had felt when
Julia had left for Vicious and tried to kill Spike. It had to been the same thing to Faye. Just
the thought of Julia had once made him happy, but now the thought was interupted by thoughts
of Faye. He only wished that he had relized how much he had loved her before.
Ten minutes later, Fayes doctor had walked out from her room and nodded down to
Spike, who was half asleep in the chair. The doctor nugded him slightly and Spike looked up
to see a very paniaced doctor. "Were losing her Mr. Spiegel. I'm sorry. Perhaps maybe you
should visit with her now. Spike nodded to the doctor and walked into Fayes room and looked
over to her. She was so pale and her eyes were slightly closed. He could tell that Faye had
been crying which made Spike feel like his world was collapsing. When Faye relized that
Spike had entered her room, she smiled. Tears were begining to form, but she didnt cry for
fear of what Spike might do. Spike got closer to her and sat down on her bed. Fayes smile
widened. Spike reached for her hand and held it closely. He looked down at her and seemed
to get lost in her eyes. Her emerald eyes had always brought him such joy. "I could die
right now Spike, and I wouldnt even mind." Spike smiled and kissed her hand. "and why not?"
"Ive got what I want" "What is it that you want?" "You. . . just you" Spike smiled and couldnt
help but let his tears fall. Faye squezzed his hand tighter. "Just hold me Spike.. I just want to
get this over with, I'm tired of the pain" Spike held her in his arms, as she cried softly on his
shoulder. "Dont worry Spike, I'm a fairy" Spike couldnt help but smile, but his smile faded
as her pulse weakened. "You were the one I loved Faye" Faye smiled slightly and she
winced in pain. "I love you Spike..." Spike kissed her lips softly. "I love you too Faye"
Fayes hand slowly started to lose its grip. Spike frowned as her hand dropped from his own.
He looked toward the monitor and watched as it started to Flat Line. Spike lied her hand down
on the bed and lied a kiss upon her forehead. "You were my shooting star..."
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
A/N: Well there it is... the end of my song fic.. I really hope that you liked it cause I did.
I had fun writing it and hope you have fun reading it.
Disclaimer: Goodbye to You is property of Michelle Branch.Copyright © 2001 Michelle Branch, michellebranch.net
The Song is in the the italics
Spike looked down at the sleeping beauty in his arms. ' Well this seems rather fimiliar '
he thought. Spike chucklled to himself and stood, walking silently to the Swordfish and took off
towards the hospital.
Faye looked up from her hospital bed and sighed. She was hurting so bad. Not just
the pain of the cancer that was tearing inside of her but the thought of knowing that soon she
would no longer see Spikes face. No longer would be able to fight with him. Angry words ran
through her mind. She could almost remember every fight they had ever had. Every bounty
that they had gotten together. She remembered the constant arugement of the bounty money.
But mostly, she remembered Spike. She could remember firing the shots at the Bebop roof,
silently praying that Spike would just turn around and forget about having to do anything with
Vicious. Damn Vicious. He just knew how to ruin it all.
Spike sat worridely in a chair outside Fayes room. The doctor had been checking on
Faye for 20 minutes now. Spike stared blankly at the roof of the hospital. Spike thought back
to the night when Faye had tried to keep him from leaving, from going to trow his life away to
Vicious. He relized it all now, Faye was in love with him. He remembered how it had felt when
Julia had left for Vicious and tried to kill Spike. It had to been the same thing to Faye. Just
the thought of Julia had once made him happy, but now the thought was interupted by thoughts
of Faye. He only wished that he had relized how much he had loved her before.
Ten minutes later, Fayes doctor had walked out from her room and nodded down to
Spike, who was half asleep in the chair. The doctor nugded him slightly and Spike looked up
to see a very paniaced doctor. "Were losing her Mr. Spiegel. I'm sorry. Perhaps maybe you
should visit with her now. Spike nodded to the doctor and walked into Fayes room and looked
over to her. She was so pale and her eyes were slightly closed. He could tell that Faye had
been crying which made Spike feel like his world was collapsing. When Faye relized that
Spike had entered her room, she smiled. Tears were begining to form, but she didnt cry for
fear of what Spike might do. Spike got closer to her and sat down on her bed. Fayes smile
widened. Spike reached for her hand and held it closely. He looked down at her and seemed
to get lost in her eyes. Her emerald eyes had always brought him such joy. "I could die
right now Spike, and I wouldnt even mind." Spike smiled and kissed her hand. "and why not?"
"Ive got what I want" "What is it that you want?" "You. . . just you" Spike smiled and couldnt
help but let his tears fall. Faye squezzed his hand tighter. "Just hold me Spike.. I just want to
get this over with, I'm tired of the pain" Spike held her in his arms, as she cried softly on his
shoulder. "Dont worry Spike, I'm a fairy" Spike couldnt help but smile, but his smile faded
as her pulse weakened. "You were the one I loved Faye" Faye smiled slightly and she
winced in pain. "I love you Spike..." Spike kissed her lips softly. "I love you too Faye"
Fayes hand slowly started to lose its grip. Spike frowned as her hand dropped from his own.
He looked toward the monitor and watched as it started to Flat Line. Spike lied her hand down
on the bed and lied a kiss upon her forehead. "You were my shooting star..."
Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing
are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where
I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours
and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
A/N: Well there it is... the end of my song fic.. I really hope that you liked it cause I did.
I had fun writing it and hope you have fun reading it.
Disclaimer: Goodbye to You is property of Michelle Branch.Copyright © 2001 Michelle Branch, michellebranch.net
