Disclaimer: Nothing's mine accept Yelena, Agatha, and that gosh darn cute
little elephant.
AN: Sorry 'bout that last chapter. It was kinda dark.and yea. I actually hadn't planned for my fic to take that turn down the road of fanfictionness.but hey! Oh, and please review!
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"How is she?"
"Not very good. Her heartbeat is slowing drastically. There's not much we can do for her."
"Use magic."
"Magic would be too strong for her right now. It would surely kill her."
"Do something.why won't she wake?"
"She's in a coma, Sir."
Silence.
"I am sorry."
"It's all my fault. If it weren't for me, she wouldn't be.like this."
Voices.
All there was in the darkness was voices, which I couldn't distinguish.
And the pain.
Heaven isn't supposed to hurt this much.
And then it hit me. I was still alive.
Damn.
I wanted to get up and maybe jump out of the astronomy tower, but my body wouldn't respond. I tried to lift my arms.
Nothing.
I tried to turn my head.
Nothing.
It felt that cement blocks were resting on my eyelids. I couldn't move!
"What's that beeping?"
"Oh, my gosh.we're losing her!"
"Do something!"
And then the pain was gone. I felt myself float up into the air. It was then my eyes slowly opened. Looking up, I saw my parents! My mother was holding Maurice in her arms! I tried to call their names, but my mouth wouldn't move.
"She's.she's gone."
"SHUT UP! She still has a chance!"
"I'm sorry, Sir. Please sit down. Drink this. It'll help."
"No. I want her to know that I'm sorry.it's all my fucking fault!"
Whoever the owners of these voices were, they must be talking about some other girl. No one cares about me, accept people who were already dead.
And just when I was a hair's length away from my parents, I felt something pulling my back. I tried to scream, to call out to my parents, to beg them to help me! Why wouldn't they do something besides stand there and smile at me? Didn't they see I was falling?
Why? I have no life down there! Why can't I just die? I don't want to live.nobody else wants me to live either. This isn't fair!
I was falling quicker; my parents had become a distant speck in the sky. And then they were gone. Tears fell freely down my face and I could do nothing about them. Back down into the dark.back down to my living hell.
It's not that bad. I'll just kill myself once I get the chance. And I won't survive. I promise.
I felt myself land on something soft.a bed?
"Sir! She's back!"
"What? H-how? It's a miracle."
"I don't know, Sir, but she sure is lucky."
Yeah.I was lucky. Not.
Very slowly, I felt the cement blocks being lifted off my eyelids, which opened just slightly as my head tilted to the side.
Someone rushed to me, taking my hand in theirs. Whoever it was had warm hands.
At first, I could only see a big, colorful blur. But as time went by, my eyes adjusted, but they were almost closed, so I could only see feet. Black shoes on big feet.
Whoever it was kept rubbing my hand.
"It's alright. You're alive.you'll be fine.it's alright."
Damnit! They were keeping me alive and away from the only ones who loved me? Whoever they were, I hate them! Why won't they stop tormenting me?
"D-did you really want to die?" The same voice asked very quietly.
What kind of question is that? Whoever had my hand was a real idiot.
"Of course." I murmured. "I don't have any reasons to stay alive."
And I drifted into unconsciousness yet again, but someone was holding my hands, whispering softly, although I couldn't hear.
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AN: Sorry this chapter was so short. I'll make it up to you by making a longer chapter 5. And it'll be much better too. ;) Oh! Pop Quiz! I wonder if any of you have any idea who the voices belong to? I know! Duh.I kinda wrote the story.uh.yup! So, please review! I need reviews! Ha ha.actually, I don't need them, but I'd like them. And I'm SO glad my character hasn't turned into a Mary Sue cause I've been wondering if she was or wasn't.
AN: Sorry 'bout that last chapter. It was kinda dark.and yea. I actually hadn't planned for my fic to take that turn down the road of fanfictionness.but hey! Oh, and please review!
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"How is she?"
"Not very good. Her heartbeat is slowing drastically. There's not much we can do for her."
"Use magic."
"Magic would be too strong for her right now. It would surely kill her."
"Do something.why won't she wake?"
"She's in a coma, Sir."
Silence.
"I am sorry."
"It's all my fault. If it weren't for me, she wouldn't be.like this."
Voices.
All there was in the darkness was voices, which I couldn't distinguish.
And the pain.
Heaven isn't supposed to hurt this much.
And then it hit me. I was still alive.
Damn.
I wanted to get up and maybe jump out of the astronomy tower, but my body wouldn't respond. I tried to lift my arms.
Nothing.
I tried to turn my head.
Nothing.
It felt that cement blocks were resting on my eyelids. I couldn't move!
"What's that beeping?"
"Oh, my gosh.we're losing her!"
"Do something!"
And then the pain was gone. I felt myself float up into the air. It was then my eyes slowly opened. Looking up, I saw my parents! My mother was holding Maurice in her arms! I tried to call their names, but my mouth wouldn't move.
"She's.she's gone."
"SHUT UP! She still has a chance!"
"I'm sorry, Sir. Please sit down. Drink this. It'll help."
"No. I want her to know that I'm sorry.it's all my fucking fault!"
Whoever the owners of these voices were, they must be talking about some other girl. No one cares about me, accept people who were already dead.
And just when I was a hair's length away from my parents, I felt something pulling my back. I tried to scream, to call out to my parents, to beg them to help me! Why wouldn't they do something besides stand there and smile at me? Didn't they see I was falling?
Why? I have no life down there! Why can't I just die? I don't want to live.nobody else wants me to live either. This isn't fair!
I was falling quicker; my parents had become a distant speck in the sky. And then they were gone. Tears fell freely down my face and I could do nothing about them. Back down into the dark.back down to my living hell.
It's not that bad. I'll just kill myself once I get the chance. And I won't survive. I promise.
I felt myself land on something soft.a bed?
"Sir! She's back!"
"What? H-how? It's a miracle."
"I don't know, Sir, but she sure is lucky."
Yeah.I was lucky. Not.
Very slowly, I felt the cement blocks being lifted off my eyelids, which opened just slightly as my head tilted to the side.
Someone rushed to me, taking my hand in theirs. Whoever it was had warm hands.
At first, I could only see a big, colorful blur. But as time went by, my eyes adjusted, but they were almost closed, so I could only see feet. Black shoes on big feet.
Whoever it was kept rubbing my hand.
"It's alright. You're alive.you'll be fine.it's alright."
Damnit! They were keeping me alive and away from the only ones who loved me? Whoever they were, I hate them! Why won't they stop tormenting me?
"D-did you really want to die?" The same voice asked very quietly.
What kind of question is that? Whoever had my hand was a real idiot.
"Of course." I murmured. "I don't have any reasons to stay alive."
And I drifted into unconsciousness yet again, but someone was holding my hands, whispering softly, although I couldn't hear.
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AN: Sorry this chapter was so short. I'll make it up to you by making a longer chapter 5. And it'll be much better too. ;) Oh! Pop Quiz! I wonder if any of you have any idea who the voices belong to? I know! Duh.I kinda wrote the story.uh.yup! So, please review! I need reviews! Ha ha.actually, I don't need them, but I'd like them. And I'm SO glad my character hasn't turned into a Mary Sue cause I've been wondering if she was or wasn't.
