"It's only been one month…but it feels like one day…since he left me, how could I be fooled by his lies. He said he loved me till the day he died…but it wasn't true! He told he tells no lies! … I'm such a fool, maybe… there is no one for me…maybe I'll just stay alone…forever."
"Makoto?"
"Hey Makoto! Are you ok?"
"Makoto? Wake up!"
"Mmm…huh? Duo…" I woke up to see in a small café with my other friends looking at me with worried expressions. It was nice to see them worry about me cause they cared…but it hurt…that it wasn't him calling my name, Duo.
"Huh? Oh sorry! Hehe! I must've fallen asleep!" I said like nothing was bothering me, for I really didn't like it when they were worried.
"Makoto… are you sure your still not…" Rei asked looking at me. I looked at her and thought "Rei…she doesn't have a problem…she got the looks to have any guy she wants…she probably doesn't have to worry about her heart broken" "Yes I am…It's done, gone, passed…I'm ok!"
"Are you sure?" Usagi asked being the most worried out of all of them. "Yes I am…. there's nothing I can do…so just move on right! I've let that go!" I gave a reinsuring smile to then…but I forced it for I couldn't let it go.
"Well ok…but if you want to talk…you can always come to us" Minako said with a smile as Ami nodded. Yes I could talk to them about anything, but this seemed different. I felt I couldn't trust anyone no more…maybe I lost my trust in my own friends as well.
"Well I uh need to be going! See you all soon!" I smile and leave the café in hurry as I walked to my place and as I shut the door, I broke down crying like a lost child. "Why…why can't I let it go…let him go…" I ran to my bedroom and lay down on my soft bed and hugged a pillow as my tears fell from my eyes onto the pillow. "Why did he lie to me…and leave me all by myself…he said… "He may run and hide…but he'll never tell a lie"…that was a lie from the start! Damn him…it hurts to much…. please…God…please…answer my prayer…take…this pain away...please…" I cried myself to sleep as I prayed to God to take away the pain I felt…but can it really be taken away from me…Please…I just hope my prayer...will be answered…
Next Chap: Vacation
*Yeah I know the Makato doesn't really fit the description I put. But I'm gonna change it so just wait a bit ok...or I just might keep that one and make an alternate fic as well…eh depends. ^,^;;*
