The rain seems so comforting on days like these.
Darkness consumes the sky as it does my heart.
I try to be brave, I try not to cry,
But on days like these it just seems so right.
Others may call me a fool,
A pawn in love's cruel game,
But they can't hear my heart cry,
The tears that must be hidden no longer want to hide,
How it hurts……..
Oh, how it hurts!
Did you ever feel when your heart shatters,
and falls onto the hard, cold floor?
Everything crumbles,
Everything fades,
Except for the unbearable pain………of loss.
I want to lie here forever.
To shut out the world,
That is desperately trying to break back in.
But, what happens when you fall in love,
With the one person you are never supposed to love,
And then deny the one true feeling you have ever had.
I can't speak,
I can't scream,
And most of all I can't cry.
It gets harder and harder with each passing moment,
To keep this forced smile on my face.
I don't know how long I can pretend,
And lie.
I'm so tired.
I fight a constant battle,
Between my heart--loving him with every beat,
My mind--telling me it's wrong and that I have a job to do,
And my body.
My poor body, one day it's going to give in.
It's so hard to breathe.
Soon I will fall,
The curtains will close…….for one last time.
How I want to run to him,
To be held in his arms,
To no longer pretend, lie, and finally,
Be able to love,
To be free and fly away from the darkness.
We will fly together,
And sing our song, no matter who is watching.
I don't care anymore.
I just want him, I don't want to deny this feeling.
Soon, we will be together,
It's what my heart wants, and I give in to my heart.
"Come what may."
Soon my love.
"I will love you, until my dying day."
Darkness consumes the sky as it does my heart.
I try to be brave, I try not to cry,
But on days like these it just seems so right.
Others may call me a fool,
A pawn in love's cruel game,
But they can't hear my heart cry,
The tears that must be hidden no longer want to hide,
How it hurts……..
Oh, how it hurts!
Did you ever feel when your heart shatters,
and falls onto the hard, cold floor?
Everything crumbles,
Everything fades,
Except for the unbearable pain………of loss.
I want to lie here forever.
To shut out the world,
That is desperately trying to break back in.
But, what happens when you fall in love,
With the one person you are never supposed to love,
And then deny the one true feeling you have ever had.
I can't speak,
I can't scream,
And most of all I can't cry.
It gets harder and harder with each passing moment,
To keep this forced smile on my face.
I don't know how long I can pretend,
And lie.
I'm so tired.
I fight a constant battle,
Between my heart--loving him with every beat,
My mind--telling me it's wrong and that I have a job to do,
And my body.
My poor body, one day it's going to give in.
It's so hard to breathe.
Soon I will fall,
The curtains will close…….for one last time.
How I want to run to him,
To be held in his arms,
To no longer pretend, lie, and finally,
Be able to love,
To be free and fly away from the darkness.
We will fly together,
And sing our song, no matter who is watching.
I don't care anymore.
I just want him, I don't want to deny this feeling.
Soon, we will be together,
It's what my heart wants, and I give in to my heart.
"Come what may."
Soon my love.
"I will love you, until my dying day."
