Disclaimer: I do not own CardCaptor Sakura, do not sue me. This is merely for entertainment, nothing else.
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Mild language
Notes: This takes place when Sakura, Tomoyo, Syaoran, etc are 19yrs old. Pretend the Clow Cards never happened. Pretend that Li Syaoran only came as a transfer student and nothing else.
PS-I don't think dekiteiru means ready.. O_o I'm just not sure if it means that..-.-! (Is learning Japanese..slowly.. but surely I shall master it! O_o)
Why Must You Do This To Me?
Chapter Eight-Dekiteiru~Ready~
by Sakura Maxwell
Sakura woke to the sound of knocking at her door. She opened her eyes and groggily sat up. "Ugn.. Who is..?" she said, yawning.
"Sakura? It's Tomoyo," Tomoyo said. "Could you unlock the door?"
Sakura nodded and opened the door. Tomoyo walked in and looked at her worriedly. "Where were you last night? How come you're in this room? Why did you leave the room I was in?" she asked.
Sakura sweatdropped and answered, "I wasn't comfortable in that room, so I came in here..and I.." Like a bullet all the things that occured last night hit her with full force. Her eyes widened and she stumbled back.
Tomoyo stared and asked, "Sakura, what's wrong?"
Sakura held her head with her hand and squeezed her eyes shut. 'No..No..No....' She backed into the wall. 'It..was..real.. Syaoran, he..I..love..'
Tomoyo gasped as she saw Sakura start to cry. "Sakura!" she exclaimed, rushing over and holding her. "What's the matter?! What happened? Sakura. What's bothering you?" she asked with concern.
The green eyed girl covered her face in her hands. "It's all my fault.. It's all my fault! I'm the one who caused this to happen! Not Syaoran, but me! Why..Why.. It's all because of me!" she cried out in her hands.
Tomoyo blinked. 'All her fault?! Why in the world.. Syaoran is the one that's stalking her!'
"Why is it your fault, Sakura?" she asked soothingly.
"It.. I..was.. I saw Syaoran last night," she mumbled in her hands. Tomoyo's eyes got big. 'Saw Syaoran?!' "Where did you see him?"
"On your patio.."
Tomoyo blinked. "But..how could you.. You mean you went out last night?!" she demanded. Sakura nodded. "But why?! Don't you know you could've gotten hurt?!"
Sakura started breaking down again and Tomoyo bit her lip. "Gomen, Sakura. I didn't mean to sound angry. It's just.. I don't want anything to happen to you," she apologized. "Now.. Can you tell me why you think it's all your fault..and what happened?"
Sakura held her knees to her chest and answered in a whisper, "I was out..Well.. I woke up last night.. You were sleeping..so I crept downstairs and into the kitchen. I pulled out a knife.. I was going to.. I was.. I was going to use myself as bait to lure Syaoran here so I could.." She didn't finish and she didn't need to. Tomoyo understood and nodded for her to continue.
"I went and sat down at your patio and he did come. So I..well, I held the knife and told him not to come anymore but her kept moving closer and closer until he was right in front of me. I..started crying and demanding why he was doing all the things he was doing and..he grabbed my wrist holding the knife and.."
Tomoyo looked at her with worry as Sakura's head lowered, bangs covering her eyes. 'Syaoran..he didn't..'
"He threw the knife somewhere.. Away from us.. I was going to fall down but he caught me and..well.. He kissed me."
Tomoyo stared. "He WHAT?!" she asked, shaking. "He didn't hurt you, did he?! I swear, if he did I'll.."
Sakura shook her head a little. "No, he didn't hurt me," she whispered softly, "not at all.. The kiss was different. It as gentle and..nice..not harsh.. Then..when he pulled back.. His eyes.. They were..normal.." Tomoyo couldn't move. 'No—Normal? ..So.. Syaoran has..gotten better? Then, where is he?'
"Syaoran..he let me go and he just..walked away.." Sakura answered for Tomoyo. "And then I realized...that I do..love him.." The tears formed and ran down like rivers again. "I caused all of this.. Because I couldn't see that I loved him.." she sobbed.
Tomoyo looked at Sakura, her expression pure concern and worry.
"Sakura.." she whispered, pulling back and making her face Tomoyo. "It's not your fault. You just made a mistake. We all make mistakes, Sakura.."
Sakura sniffed and wiped her tears away. "But what can I do?" she asked softly. "I feel..so..guilty.. I don't think I can face Syaoran.."
Tomoyo smiled reassuringly. "Sakura, I vote we try go and find Syaoran.. And let you tell him how you really feel.. Then you both will be happy."
Sakura smiled wearly. "Really? ..You think so?"
Tomoyo nodded. "No.. I know so." Sakura smiled and got to her feet.
"Okay," she said. "I better get dressed.." Sakura ran her fingers through her messy hair. "I better take a bath.." Tomoyo laughed a little. "You do that. I'll go tell them to get the car ready," she said, "Okay?"
Sakura nodded and opened her drawer. Tomoyo stepped out and closed the door. Sakura stopped and sighed. "Syaoran.. I'm so sorry.. But I promise to make it up to you! I promise! ..Don't go, Syaoran.. I'm coming for you.. Just..wait.."
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R&R please. Arigato, minna-san!
Author Note: Whooo.. Took me forever... GOMEN! I'm like, writing all these different stories at once..@_@! I'm the one to blame for getting so many ideas.._! Anywhoo.. Yea.. Don't expect the next chapter to come out five minutes later cuz I'm working on erm, let's see.. Five different fics! O_O One Y&S, Three S&S.. And one Mint/Rue one.. I DON'T THINK I CAN FINISH MY DEWPRISM ONE.. WAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!! I'm stuck..-.-! ..And those are only the ones I posted up..O_O;;!!!! I'm gonna delay this fic for a while cuz I'm working on an original story! Sorry!!! But I am still writing! partly..O_o;;
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Mild language
Notes: This takes place when Sakura, Tomoyo, Syaoran, etc are 19yrs old. Pretend the Clow Cards never happened. Pretend that Li Syaoran only came as a transfer student and nothing else.
PS-I don't think dekiteiru means ready.. O_o I'm just not sure if it means that..-.-! (Is learning Japanese..slowly.. but surely I shall master it! O_o)
Why Must You Do This To Me?
Chapter Eight-Dekiteiru~Ready~
by Sakura Maxwell
Sakura woke to the sound of knocking at her door. She opened her eyes and groggily sat up. "Ugn.. Who is..?" she said, yawning.
"Sakura? It's Tomoyo," Tomoyo said. "Could you unlock the door?"
Sakura nodded and opened the door. Tomoyo walked in and looked at her worriedly. "Where were you last night? How come you're in this room? Why did you leave the room I was in?" she asked.
Sakura sweatdropped and answered, "I wasn't comfortable in that room, so I came in here..and I.." Like a bullet all the things that occured last night hit her with full force. Her eyes widened and she stumbled back.
Tomoyo stared and asked, "Sakura, what's wrong?"
Sakura held her head with her hand and squeezed her eyes shut. 'No..No..No....' She backed into the wall. 'It..was..real.. Syaoran, he..I..love..'
Tomoyo gasped as she saw Sakura start to cry. "Sakura!" she exclaimed, rushing over and holding her. "What's the matter?! What happened? Sakura. What's bothering you?" she asked with concern.
The green eyed girl covered her face in her hands. "It's all my fault.. It's all my fault! I'm the one who caused this to happen! Not Syaoran, but me! Why..Why.. It's all because of me!" she cried out in her hands.
Tomoyo blinked. 'All her fault?! Why in the world.. Syaoran is the one that's stalking her!'
"Why is it your fault, Sakura?" she asked soothingly.
"It.. I..was.. I saw Syaoran last night," she mumbled in her hands. Tomoyo's eyes got big. 'Saw Syaoran?!' "Where did you see him?"
"On your patio.."
Tomoyo blinked. "But..how could you.. You mean you went out last night?!" she demanded. Sakura nodded. "But why?! Don't you know you could've gotten hurt?!"
Sakura started breaking down again and Tomoyo bit her lip. "Gomen, Sakura. I didn't mean to sound angry. It's just.. I don't want anything to happen to you," she apologized. "Now.. Can you tell me why you think it's all your fault..and what happened?"
Sakura held her knees to her chest and answered in a whisper, "I was out..Well.. I woke up last night.. You were sleeping..so I crept downstairs and into the kitchen. I pulled out a knife.. I was going to.. I was.. I was going to use myself as bait to lure Syaoran here so I could.." She didn't finish and she didn't need to. Tomoyo understood and nodded for her to continue.
"I went and sat down at your patio and he did come. So I..well, I held the knife and told him not to come anymore but her kept moving closer and closer until he was right in front of me. I..started crying and demanding why he was doing all the things he was doing and..he grabbed my wrist holding the knife and.."
Tomoyo looked at her with worry as Sakura's head lowered, bangs covering her eyes. 'Syaoran..he didn't..'
"He threw the knife somewhere.. Away from us.. I was going to fall down but he caught me and..well.. He kissed me."
Tomoyo stared. "He WHAT?!" she asked, shaking. "He didn't hurt you, did he?! I swear, if he did I'll.."
Sakura shook her head a little. "No, he didn't hurt me," she whispered softly, "not at all.. The kiss was different. It as gentle and..nice..not harsh.. Then..when he pulled back.. His eyes.. They were..normal.." Tomoyo couldn't move. 'No—Normal? ..So.. Syaoran has..gotten better? Then, where is he?'
"Syaoran..he let me go and he just..walked away.." Sakura answered for Tomoyo. "And then I realized...that I do..love him.." The tears formed and ran down like rivers again. "I caused all of this.. Because I couldn't see that I loved him.." she sobbed.
Tomoyo looked at Sakura, her expression pure concern and worry.
"Sakura.." she whispered, pulling back and making her face Tomoyo. "It's not your fault. You just made a mistake. We all make mistakes, Sakura.."
Sakura sniffed and wiped her tears away. "But what can I do?" she asked softly. "I feel..so..guilty.. I don't think I can face Syaoran.."
Tomoyo smiled reassuringly. "Sakura, I vote we try go and find Syaoran.. And let you tell him how you really feel.. Then you both will be happy."
Sakura smiled wearly. "Really? ..You think so?"
Tomoyo nodded. "No.. I know so." Sakura smiled and got to her feet.
"Okay," she said. "I better get dressed.." Sakura ran her fingers through her messy hair. "I better take a bath.." Tomoyo laughed a little. "You do that. I'll go tell them to get the car ready," she said, "Okay?"
Sakura nodded and opened her drawer. Tomoyo stepped out and closed the door. Sakura stopped and sighed. "Syaoran.. I'm so sorry.. But I promise to make it up to you! I promise! ..Don't go, Syaoran.. I'm coming for you.. Just..wait.."
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R&R please. Arigato, minna-san!
Author Note: Whooo.. Took me forever... GOMEN! I'm like, writing all these different stories at once..@_@! I'm the one to blame for getting so many ideas.._! Anywhoo.. Yea.. Don't expect the next chapter to come out five minutes later cuz I'm working on erm, let's see.. Five different fics! O_O One Y&S, Three S&S.. And one Mint/Rue one.. I DON'T THINK I CAN FINISH MY DEWPRISM ONE.. WAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!!!! I'm stuck..-.-! ..And those are only the ones I posted up..O_O;;!!!! I'm gonna delay this fic for a while cuz I'm working on an original story! Sorry!!! But I am still writing! partly..O_o;;
