Disclaimer: I do not own CardCaptor Sakura, do not sue me. This is merely for entertainment, nothing else.
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Mild language, suicide attempt (yes! suicide! a vital ingrediant in angst!! ^_____^)
Notes: This takes place when Sakura, Tomoyo, Syaoran, etc are 19yrs old. Pretend the Clow Cards never happened. Pretend that Li Syaoran only came as a transfer student and nothing else.
Why Must You Do This To Me?
Chapter Nine-Jisatsu~Suicide~
by Sakura Maxwell
Sakura sighed and put the phone down. After 20 tries of calling Syaoran's apartment, she had given up. "Man.. Where could he have gone?" she asked aloud. "It's hasn't even been 24 hours and I can't seem to find him. Yamazaki, Chiharu, Naoko, and Rika haven't seen him either. Where could he have gone in such a short period of time?"
"So, you haven't been having much luck than I," Tomoyo said, walking up to Sakura.
Sakura blinked. "Oh yea. You didn't find anything?" she asked, already knowing the answer. Tomoyo shook her head, and pulled out a small, folded piece of paper from her pocket. "This is all I found," she stated. "It's written by Syaoran to you. I think you should read it." Sakura nodded, "Thanks, Tomoyo," and hastily unfolded the small paper.
Sakura
I.. I don't really know if you'll ever get this note.. But.. You're reading it right now. I.. I'm..sorry.. for acting the way I do. I..can't seem..to..control myself most of the time anymore.. I kept thinking it was depression..and that..maybe I would act normal again.. But I found that that wasn't the case.. It's something much more.. I think.. I acted that way...because I see you. Because I know you live in the same place as I do.. Japan... So.. I'm solving this problem.. This way.. You won't have to deal with me anymore.
Forever good-bye
Syaoran
A lonely tear slid down her cheek.
-
Tomoyo stopped walking and sat down on the steps near Tomoeda Elementary. "I can't believe Syaoran would leave Sakura.. I mean, he kissed her after all.. So wouldn't he think that she would.. I don't know.. Argh, this is frustrating. I sure pity Sakura. Her life is pretty much hell." She sighed and looked up at the night sky. "We've been searching all day, and not one trace of that Chinese boy.. I hope Sakura is doing okay by herself.."
-
"I'm too late.."
Sakura just stared upon the image with a dazed expression as she stood inside a dark, deserted alley. "I was too late.." she mumbled.
Upon the ground was a body. It wasn't moving; lifeless, dead.
"..Syaoran.."
"Sakura.."
"Sakura."
"Sakura."
-
"Sakura," Tomoyo repeated for the fourth time, gentely shaking her best friend's shoulder. "Sakura, wake up."
Slowly, Sakura opened her eyes and stood up. "Whe..Where am I..?" she asked, dazed. Tomoyo looked at her with worry and answered, "You fell asleep by Syaoran's door." Sakura's eyes widened. "I did.. Oh..I.."
The image of Syaoran's dead body crossed her vision.
"..Syaoran.." she whispered. "... Syaoran!!" She ran past Tomoyo and out the apartment building. "Syao..ran.. I have to..find him!" she gasped. "That dream! ..Was..it a dream? It seemed so..real.. He's..in the alley. I know he is!" She squeezed her eyes shut. "I hope he isn't dead yet.." she said to herself, turning the corner.
She kept running and almost slid when she tried to turn again. She regained balance and entered the quiet, deserted alley that was in her dream. She skidded to a halt when she saw Syaoran. He was standing, leaning against the wall. Sparkles reflected off the glittering metal of the knife he was holding against his bloodied wrist. Crimson dripped down slowly from it.
"Syaoran!" she cried out, running up to him and grabbing the knife from his grip. She grasped both of his wrists and felt the sticky blood in her hand. Syaoran looked up. "Sakura?" he whispered. "Wha--"
"What do you think you're doing?!" Sakura asked, tears already descending down her cheeks like rivers. Syaoran stared at her with wide eyes, then looked down again. "..Dying.." he answered softly. Sakura bit her lip. "Syaoran! Why? Why did you do that?!" she asked, her voice pained.
"You hate me."
Sakura blinked, at a loss for words. 'I..hate..you..?' she thought. "Why..do you..think that?"
"I harrassed you, followed you, caused you anguish, caused you anger, caused you fear.." he responded, his voice light. "I couldn't control myself.. I couldn't stop myself from..acting the way I..did.."
"Syaoran..?" Sakura asked quietly. "Are you oka—" She gasped as Syaoran fell against her, losing conscious. "Syaoran? Syaoran! SYAORAN!!" She tried to lift him up, but her efforts were in vain. He was heavier than her; she couldn't support him, and ended up falling on the ground. Frantically, Sakura shook the Chinese boy's shoulders. "Syaoran!! Syaoran!!" Tears streamed down her face. "Syaoran.. Wake up, Syaoran!! Please! Open your eyes!! I'm begging you, Syaoran!"
"Sakura?!" Tomoyo exclaimed, stopping. "Sakura—What the heck?! What happened?!"
Sakura buried her head in Syaoran's chest. "Syaoran's dying, Tomoyo.." she sobbed. "It's all my fault.. He's dead because of me.. I'm responsible.."
Tomoyo stared at her broken friend, then shook her head and whipped out her cell from her pocket. She punched in some numbers.
"Hello?"
"Syaoran's dying."
—
Please R&R. Arigato, minna-san!
Author Note: YES! FINALLY!! DONE!! BUT IT'S A SHORT CHAPTER! NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!! X X;; Alrighty then, that really sucked, didn't it? Aaaaaaaaaaahhhh!! @_x'' I hope I get the next chapter out soon.. -_-
Oh, guess what, people? I'm stuck on TTSCM! XD I'll never finish any of my series.. x x'' Well, it's safe to say that THIS series is coming to an end.. YAY!!!
Last but not least..
So is Syaoran gonna die?
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Mild language, suicide attempt (yes! suicide! a vital ingrediant in angst!! ^_____^)
Notes: This takes place when Sakura, Tomoyo, Syaoran, etc are 19yrs old. Pretend the Clow Cards never happened. Pretend that Li Syaoran only came as a transfer student and nothing else.
Why Must You Do This To Me?
Chapter Nine-Jisatsu~Suicide~
by Sakura Maxwell
Sakura sighed and put the phone down. After 20 tries of calling Syaoran's apartment, she had given up. "Man.. Where could he have gone?" she asked aloud. "It's hasn't even been 24 hours and I can't seem to find him. Yamazaki, Chiharu, Naoko, and Rika haven't seen him either. Where could he have gone in such a short period of time?"
"So, you haven't been having much luck than I," Tomoyo said, walking up to Sakura.
Sakura blinked. "Oh yea. You didn't find anything?" she asked, already knowing the answer. Tomoyo shook her head, and pulled out a small, folded piece of paper from her pocket. "This is all I found," she stated. "It's written by Syaoran to you. I think you should read it." Sakura nodded, "Thanks, Tomoyo," and hastily unfolded the small paper.
Sakura
I.. I don't really know if you'll ever get this note.. But.. You're reading it right now. I.. I'm..sorry.. for acting the way I do. I..can't seem..to..control myself most of the time anymore.. I kept thinking it was depression..and that..maybe I would act normal again.. But I found that that wasn't the case.. It's something much more.. I think.. I acted that way...because I see you. Because I know you live in the same place as I do.. Japan... So.. I'm solving this problem.. This way.. You won't have to deal with me anymore.
Forever good-bye
Syaoran
A lonely tear slid down her cheek.
-
Tomoyo stopped walking and sat down on the steps near Tomoeda Elementary. "I can't believe Syaoran would leave Sakura.. I mean, he kissed her after all.. So wouldn't he think that she would.. I don't know.. Argh, this is frustrating. I sure pity Sakura. Her life is pretty much hell." She sighed and looked up at the night sky. "We've been searching all day, and not one trace of that Chinese boy.. I hope Sakura is doing okay by herself.."
-
"I'm too late.."
Sakura just stared upon the image with a dazed expression as she stood inside a dark, deserted alley. "I was too late.." she mumbled.
Upon the ground was a body. It wasn't moving; lifeless, dead.
"..Syaoran.."
"Sakura.."
"Sakura."
"Sakura."
-
"Sakura," Tomoyo repeated for the fourth time, gentely shaking her best friend's shoulder. "Sakura, wake up."
Slowly, Sakura opened her eyes and stood up. "Whe..Where am I..?" she asked, dazed. Tomoyo looked at her with worry and answered, "You fell asleep by Syaoran's door." Sakura's eyes widened. "I did.. Oh..I.."
The image of Syaoran's dead body crossed her vision.
"..Syaoran.." she whispered. "... Syaoran!!" She ran past Tomoyo and out the apartment building. "Syao..ran.. I have to..find him!" she gasped. "That dream! ..Was..it a dream? It seemed so..real.. He's..in the alley. I know he is!" She squeezed her eyes shut. "I hope he isn't dead yet.." she said to herself, turning the corner.
She kept running and almost slid when she tried to turn again. She regained balance and entered the quiet, deserted alley that was in her dream. She skidded to a halt when she saw Syaoran. He was standing, leaning against the wall. Sparkles reflected off the glittering metal of the knife he was holding against his bloodied wrist. Crimson dripped down slowly from it.
"Syaoran!" she cried out, running up to him and grabbing the knife from his grip. She grasped both of his wrists and felt the sticky blood in her hand. Syaoran looked up. "Sakura?" he whispered. "Wha--"
"What do you think you're doing?!" Sakura asked, tears already descending down her cheeks like rivers. Syaoran stared at her with wide eyes, then looked down again. "..Dying.." he answered softly. Sakura bit her lip. "Syaoran! Why? Why did you do that?!" she asked, her voice pained.
"You hate me."
Sakura blinked, at a loss for words. 'I..hate..you..?' she thought. "Why..do you..think that?"
"I harrassed you, followed you, caused you anguish, caused you anger, caused you fear.." he responded, his voice light. "I couldn't control myself.. I couldn't stop myself from..acting the way I..did.."
"Syaoran..?" Sakura asked quietly. "Are you oka—" She gasped as Syaoran fell against her, losing conscious. "Syaoran? Syaoran! SYAORAN!!" She tried to lift him up, but her efforts were in vain. He was heavier than her; she couldn't support him, and ended up falling on the ground. Frantically, Sakura shook the Chinese boy's shoulders. "Syaoran!! Syaoran!!" Tears streamed down her face. "Syaoran.. Wake up, Syaoran!! Please! Open your eyes!! I'm begging you, Syaoran!"
"Sakura?!" Tomoyo exclaimed, stopping. "Sakura—What the heck?! What happened?!"
Sakura buried her head in Syaoran's chest. "Syaoran's dying, Tomoyo.." she sobbed. "It's all my fault.. He's dead because of me.. I'm responsible.."
Tomoyo stared at her broken friend, then shook her head and whipped out her cell from her pocket. She punched in some numbers.
"Hello?"
"Syaoran's dying."
—
Please R&R. Arigato, minna-san!
Author Note: YES! FINALLY!! DONE!! BUT IT'S A SHORT CHAPTER! NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!! X X;; Alrighty then, that really sucked, didn't it? Aaaaaaaaaaahhhh!! @_x'' I hope I get the next chapter out soon.. -_-
Oh, guess what, people? I'm stuck on TTSCM! XD I'll never finish any of my series.. x x'' Well, it's safe to say that THIS series is coming to an end.. YAY!!!
Last but not least..
So is Syaoran gonna die?
